Summer Pills

For those who love sweet stuff.

2009-11-08T22:49:00.004+08:00

Here is some home deco stuff that you need to look at. Its worth buying. All the way from Indonesia. If you want to order any just let me know. I'm helping my sister to sell all of the stuff. More pictures and information u can get through here http://www.blossomkl.blogspot.com

Plus if any of you are getting married soon and you need some door gifts or for those who are searching for corporate gifts, just drop by and see if it helps.

Love.me
xoxo

Here comes the eleven out of twelve.

2009-11-08T21:39:00.004+08:00

Its been like hundred of days since the last post i wrote. My bad. Since my streamyx line doesn't really work until now. So i have to skip on writing every part that happened. Its not like i have to update my every-minute-plan thing, but sometimes its just the way for you to express your feeling besides having friends whom sometimes they themselves dont even have a single tiny bits of willingness to listen to your bubbly crappy words. Do they even want to? I dont think so. Silly friends.

People of the universe, I'll try to find time for you guys. Since stinky you dont really have any other thing to do besides stalking people like me, so just wait and i'll make up some stories that maybe dont ever exist. Yadda.. Ok.

Its november human!! Please mark your calendar. I need my birthday present.

Love.me
xoxo

70th UiTM Commencement day.

2009-05-30T22:37:00.005+08:00

Saturday is always better than sunday in most cases.. yeahhh.. hahah.. and luckily my konvo jatuh pada hari sabtu.. yeahhh.. cos i have around 24 hours left before the monday blues comes. lol.. With all my semangat-ed spirit, i woke up at 4.50.. hell yeahh..see.. i told you.. semangat-ed bukan.. because biaselah need to rush to shah alam before 7.. konon nye.. waited up for the que and stuff.. luckily ours was the first course to naek.. and my number to be called up was 26 out of 1200 people.. thankgod we werent the hundreds or the thousand out of all.. *tapi orang paling last dapat paling sorakan paling kuat*.. dem.. kenapa bukan i yang last.. XD..the ceremony ended up at around 1 kot.. dem hot and sesak ok.. nak amek gambar pn macam.. ok where are you people?? siap sume cam pulang jubah awal.. sighh..

and after everything dah habes.. we all headed to concorde pasal sume pn dehydrated and lapar.. like totally!.. we had our lunch and somehow i got a surprised gift.. yeahh.. and i love it love it love it.. thanks abah mama and all the sis yang macam tried so hard to make my day special.. and bersusah payah beli the flowers and decorated them in your own way.. and it was awesome guys..

at 3, we headed back.. everyone pn da penat.. it was srsly a hectic day for all of us.. and we all dengan jayanya tido sampai maghrib.. yes we all did.. :p

p/s: sorry guys i couldnt join u all with the dinner thingy.. my body couldnt work and coordinate really well.. hahaha.. dem.

And i am proud of myself.. LIKE SERIE-US-LYYYY!!! because i WAS LIKE 'GAZILION TIMES OF REALLY' didnt have any passion in what i learned and did and to have guts, courage and willingness to push it all through and and to finish it up with all the good result.. i was like... YEAHH I MAKE IT THROUGH AND THATS IT! IM NOT GOING TO DO THIS ANYMORE
AND LOL! walaupun thesis macam suam2 nak kena reject tapi takpe.. bangga douhhh.. hahaha..

Love.me
xoxo

Treats for the whiteys..

2009-05-30T22:29:00.002+08:00

Malas nk update blog at the very own respective day which happened last friday.. Yes.

Because i need to prepare my self for the next day.. Piff..

Friday. Last day for both Cody and Dominic before they fly back to US and S'pore.. So we decided to blanje dey all makan at some thai cuisine next to cbd cyberjaya.. But dominic malas nk kluar.. so Mike replaced his place.. although Mike gonna stay here for another 4 months *double sigh*.. bila nk habes inspecting kami nih.. dem.. So thats it for that day..

Bye Cody n Dominic.. hope to see you guys again..

Love.me
xoxo

The red gays dilemma..

2009-05-22T22:41:00.002+08:00

I've been showered with a synthetic red blood cell dilemma.. corrupted with some noise from some far-away guy.. oh.. not that far actually.. and it came in the earliest day in the morning.. yes. no.. tak.. bukann.. the earliest hour in the office.. ahha..yes. baru betul.

Faiz: Asma..any chance would u be interested to go and watch man u match?

Me: Erhh.. u nak pegi eh? *Ragu ragu dengan invitation yang berbaurkan pengkhianatan pasukan sendiri* Alaa.. u guys pick the front seat ke?.. *Konon2 buat bunyik macam interested*

Faiz:Thats the thing. Fahmy ajak i tgk yg rm300. but i mcm nk yg rm100 je.

Me: Yeah.. I cam 300 for gay team mmg tak la i nak buang duit kan. if 100 still possible la kot.. haha..*. . . * *tak pikir panjang budak nih*

Faiz : aa. 300 start selling today. number seating.. so i consider u going la then.. since i xde geng laen to watch with..

Me : *ouh yeahh.. definitely going* wtf.

dem.. pegi tgk man u punye match? ouhh.. i feel gay now.. like SRSLY.

ok.pass..

but.. tapi.. but... tapi.. tapi...kenapa? perlu ke wey? perlu kerrr???? dem..gay show man.. umphh..macam berdosa jap..

hahahaha.. berdosa kepada team sendiri.. cis.

tak puas hati.cis lagi skali.

p/s: tapi kan.. dulu zaman bodo2.. gila2 remaja cam otak kontot tu.. semangat gile wey gi lari palace of the golden horses.. dem.. carik man u kot.. fak.. semangat gile.. *tu cam zaman beckham dan rambut 'm' atau lebih dikenali sebagai rambut sesungut*.. korang dak laki mesti ade zaman rambut tu kan.. ok.. jangan tipu pls..takpe. takyah malu sangat ngan bende yang x sensitif macam ni..

tadi saya ber-makan tengah hari bersama inchik izwan.. tapi patutnya mlm ni g jumpa mereka dan tetamu jemputan khas si lisa cantek yg baru mendarat dari dubai.. tapi macam dah lmbt maw kluar.. jadi malas ok.. piff piff.. :(

ok.nak g lari lari anak mencari tiub kamu dan muka buku... ye utube dan facebook. memang mereka.. konfem.

hah.. daaa~

p/s: tomorrow bbq... gorjaz and kewlness.

Love.me
xoxo

Kasihan si hitam.

2009-05-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

Kasihan..Pancake kena hantar pergi hospital

*ok. nama pancake ni baru direka tadi* Sempena nama wabbit Rachel Bilson dalam OC*

*tapi pancake ini dah kaler hitam. hangus agaknye*

Ye kasihan sungguh dia..

Kaki kirinya di blakang berbunyi2 macam nak terkeluar dari kedudukan asal nya..

Tak tahu kenapa..

Jadi esok die kena hantar pergi hospital

Akan ada lelaki tampan yang akan melihat keadaan fizikalnye.. dalam tak payah la.. kotor lagi bermandikan sisa-sisa hama.

Mungkinkah lelaki tampan itu nurse hospital Gleneagles? ouhh.. tak.. tengs..

Mungkin seseorang yang bermata sepet dan ber jeans koyak di lutut..

atau mungkin budak hitam yang hanya pandai bercakap hijau? merah?..

ouhh konfem bukan yang itu.. tu bangla jaga pam minyak pls..

Yang pasti die tak hensem.. Ok takpe bye..

Aaaa...masuk workshop... dem aaaaaaa... tayar ni buat bising aje..

Menyampah.

Love.me
xoxo

Darn it was too tactical.. Tak kewl gile Man U

2009-05-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hari ni cam.. penuh dengan kekibutan.. ouhh yeahhh.. yeahh memang.. because i sedar2 je dah pukul 11 am..ohemgee...pastu buat muke x bersalah bgn lambat.. masuk dapur terus duduk amek tmpt.. konfiden buat muke macam orng bgn pkl 6 smayang subuh tak tido blk lps tu...wtf... hahaha.. pastu dgn muke cam mmg tak aa bgn pkl 6 tu.. i cam senduk mee goreng dengan jayenye... tengs maa.. bgn je ade siap mknn.. hahaha.. XD.. wonderful dan wonderbra..

chewahh.. dah kenyang wey.. haha.. konfiden makan dengan banyaknye... pastu kelam kabut g mandi...5 minit pastu cam buat2 konon rambut dah kering aa kan.. dem.. berusaha nak menampak kan x bersalah langsung bgn pkl 11.. ceh .. mcm x biase buat je.. takde lah.. terasa jugak nk buat macam.. ok woman.hari ni i bgn awal ye pls.. tp x jadi. tengs wey.. doink..

agak2 dah jarum jam tu due2 dah duduk kat tulisan ORIENT tu kan.. i cam.. ok guys.. im ready to go out..lol.. masih berusaha konon2 dah siap dari awal pagi..yess.. memang tak jadi aa kan.. cis di situ..ok.. gerak2.. pegi summit.. hantar baju raya.. BAJU RAYA WEYYY.. next week taylor dah stop amek baju tuuu.. haaa amek kaw,,, bln rejab pn x masuk lagi.. *eh eh.. konfiden je tawu bln islam* alhamdulillah.. haha.. punye la cepat diorng tutup tempah baju.. ok.. boring.. next

ouhh.. sblm g summit hantar cik audi g ketuk kat workshop.. pasal ade makcik 50 tahun langgar die kat klcc.. kasihan cik audi.. lol..pastu dah siap g summit singgah sebentar di subang parade.. yeahhh..lunch di nandos.. and today keta punye la ramai.. haihhh.. dey people.. duduk rumah pls..

dah settle everything balik at 6.. siap2 g lari hartamas square.. tot of malas nak pegi.. tapi since dah lame gile x berjumpe dengan inchik faiz dan inchik fahmy. jadi pegi la jap.. dah tu match yg mmg x best la kan.. man-syits-ter utd ngan arse-anal.. lol. sorry people.. konon clbr8 winning epl.. ala.. seri je weyy.. lu jgn kecoh aa.. lu tunggu boyfren gua dr barca blasah lu nye kaki.. haha..konfiden cam harams..takpe2.. terpaksa konfiden ni..

so there were like 12 of us yg i cam mmg x knl ok.. hahaha.. tapi xpe.. that was fun guys.. so.. balek at 11.. and now dah 2.36.. holikrep.. kk wey.. bajet g tido aa ni.
menggelabah.. dah la wey..

Love.me
xoxo

At last you are here.. Dem you.

2009-05-12T22:54:00.002+08:00

Ouh selamat kembali ke subang untuk dua minggu.. sahaja pls.. tengs juwea.. boleh la time balek ni mengada ngada nak g amek lesen skuba lak.. macam.. ermmm.. perlu ke now?? erh... kamu menghabiskan masa di qatar kot.. mungkin scuba di atas pasir merah.. hmm.. mungkin lebih kepada sand scuba?? mungkin terlalu pelik untuk dibandingkan dengan sand surfing.. ye.. sememangnya.. ok.. masih tidak dapat menangkap mengapa.. ouhh tak apa.. kerana kamu sudah membelanjakan makanan kepada kami.. ouhh yeahh.. terima kasih daun pisang.. XD ingat makan di will.i.am.. tapi tiba tiba mengubah tempat ke bora asmara.. ouhh ye.. sume memakai pakaian seperti jinjang gonjeng yang sepatutnya di pakai di kedai-kedai makan seperti will.i.am atau darus yang tak perlu beria-ia kan diri meng-dressup dengan yo yo o nye..jadi.. kami tidak mahu menangkap gambar yang macam end result die tak memberangsangkan ok.. so sume kamera ditutup.. yeahhh..:) habes makan.. balek lah.. esok nye keja maaa.. duuhh..~~ *menggelabah nye* wadefak... tapi kan.. tapi.. ade satu part tu kan...cam...kiul gile ok.. atau kewl gile ok.. seriously menyebabkan saluran nafas dan darah terhenti seketika kerana taksub melihat kejadian yang berlaku.. ouhh.. tak ku sangka teknologi itu telah sampai ke mesia.. atau mungkinkah saya begitu lembab tak mengikuti perkembangan orang2 di mesia yang beli kereta2 cam sialnye advance nye cam nak curi jap keta tu tapi cam xpelah.. konfem x dpt kejar.. wadehel..keta tu cam driverless car kot!!!..fak aa...pastu cam mamat dlm keta tu poyo sket pasang lampu pastu baca magazine kat driver seat.. tanpa memegang stering atau melihat di depan dan di luar.. kwaja douhh.. at least bagi aa try naek.. ni cam dah lambai2.. ouhh.. dem.. konfem die x pandang la bodo.. pasal tgh bace mag kowt.. piff.. pastu keta tu cam corner sini corner sana.. tapi cam... erhh.. dem aaa.. ok.. asma jakun.. tengs.. die cam seronot sket bile tengok teknologi berkembang di depan mata.. asyek tengok youtube je cam x real douuwww.. wtf.. hahahaha.. ok.. xpe..die ni memang buta gajet dan teknologi sket..so harap dapat membantu ..ok.. bye.. mari tido..

Love.me
xoxo

Kapal wap di Jonis ataupun Jonas.

2009-05-09T23:16:00.002+08:00

At last!! Setelah tiga minggu buat appointment baru hari ni ade slot.. kwajak betul!!.. Asyek2 kasi waiting list!.. piff betul.. grrr.. dahtu. 1230 kuar terus g subang parade.. menidurkan diri kat atas katil sampai pukul 5 dari 130.. haa menarik bukan.. :) lens pun macam dah keras. sket je lagi nak pecah.. piff.. ok.. beres.. lari2 anak g kutip nurul.. lepak2. makan kapal wap kat jonis.. :) pasal makcik ni nak balik next week.. and she got her final paper tomorrow.. sebab bile petang datang je die lupe diri.. sampai ke malam pastu sampai esok pagi.. XD..

yeayy.. esok juwea nak blanje makan.. :)
thanks juwea.. dah la balek 2 minggu je.. pastu sebok nak g amek lesen scuba.. tongong betul..
tapi xpe.. nak blnje punye pasal. juwea BAEKKK.!! wuahahahaha..

Love.me
xoxo

Giggly giggly ja..

2009-04-22T22:56:00.002+08:00

Ok rakan rakan.. saya memang sudah buntu untuk menulis tajuk karangan pada kali ini.. Disebabkan topik ini adalah topik bebas, jadi adalah menjadi perkara lazim bagi saya untuk men-tibai saja apa2 tajuk yang best.. *excuse my-up-to-ear smile* XD...

sakit badan dan sakit mata :(

kenapa?

sebab duduk lama2 tgk 3d monitor..

mr lee dan mr bill.. kenapa xde allowance utk mata? boleh tak perp/skara ini diusulkan pada mesyuarat akan datang? hahahahaha...

p/s: lame x nmpk dia kat cafe... mane pergi mamat tuh.. :p

Love.me
xoxo

Carnation in not so dramatic vibrant.

2009-04-19T18:24:00.004+08:00

Decision was made by some fashion specialist about my commencement day next month.. I told my mum quite late about them.. So yesterday i had a chance to cari kain to make a baju kurng or baju kebaya.. Havent decided yet because i am not one of the fashion crime to invent some eccentric dresses to be weared on my commencement day.. As if i'm going to anugerah bintang harian.. memang tak aa.. :) Again, my saturday spot would be Pavilion pasal its quite easy for us to find farking spot because we had to jump from one place to another.. After a while, pergi our all-time-favourite textile shop, Silver & Silk in Lot 10 to find the suitable thai silk. I thought nak cari dark purple but mama macam offer colour laen.. its not my favourite colour though.. tapi bantai je la.. hahahaha.. Then went to Sungai wang to find my laptop adaptor.. piff.. All the while i have to sit dekat plug and on-off the plug like 100th or more.. god knows how many times i had to press my hand hard to make sure my laptop dapat bekalan tenaga yang mencukupi.. asyek2 tanak detect.. annoying betul.. And lately the weather is terribly hot.. Bahang less like hell a bit.. Duduk office pn boleh sweating.. wadehel... Just about 3, we headed to BSC bangsar because mama nak redeem L'Occitane product.. Lepak jap kat Dome.. cuci2 mata... bila dah clear.. baru blah.. hahahaha..Then rush to Bangsar Village kejap. Had our lunch and get back home .. malam webcam-ing with nurul and azril macam orang gile.. So that was my day..

yeayy..i just set my dual monitor.. tak gempak pn.. hahahaha.. but still pretty solid.. hahah :)

Love.me
xoxo

Bedsheet on a couch and the two white plates ..

2009-04-13T19:09:00.002+08:00

Sunday is always a depressing day.. What makes it different is when you twist and fold the sand clock machine upside down many times.. ummphh.. this is call cheating.. :).. jadiknye.. yesterday went to shah alam.. lepak umah nurul jap.. *hai nurul :p*... then hujan2 lebat.. lari2 macam orang gile..pecut pegi ikea..45 minnutes and we r done.. hahaha.. pasal lapar gile.. so we stop kejap g makan.. pastu sambung cari crappy stuff... balik2 around 7.. lepak2.. cite2 gelak2 ngumpat2.. gerak g pak li... at 9.30 i blah balik... sempat lak tgk berita harian kan.. hahahaha..

p/s: kelakar tgk nabil n girlfriend..hahaha..

Love.me
xoxo

Lala land day and night..

2009-04-07T19:57:00.005+08:00

Saturday.Went to pavilion.. tot of watching confession of a shopaholic. ended up standing in front of Red Box Plus.. lol.. And we managed to get this room just for the 2 of us..* evill augh* memang berjoget aku kat dalam bilik nih.. i dont know it worth 1000. lol.. pasal time tu macam dah full kot bilik kechik.. hahahahah... then petang pergi a&w pj for the 3 angels birthday party.. azalea, aisya and hanna.. yesterday night also pergi lagi.. ohmy... macam orang gile jap.. terpaksa because they all jeles pasal x pegi that sunday.. harhar.. and perhaps kak neem is going back to abu dhabi this thursday.. so haf to kinda gather for the last minute.. we were there from 6 till 12.. ermmhhh..lol.the room that we got ourself.. only for 2 people.. hoyeahhhh..heaven jap.

Emmphhh..its a big NO again..

2009-04-07T18:41:00.003+08:00

Geramnyerrr..
Why when i was free like hell nobody wanna call me????.. suddenly when i started to work.. tibe2 macam berduyun2 la kan orang nak call.. demikkk......F-ing disturbia betul.. like srslyyy!!!
and just now i just got call from Marcus Evans.. aku dah send resume cam berbulan2, tibe2 baru nak review la kan.. bengonghengong!! :( So terpaksa la cakap SUPERGRUMPYGIGANTIC NO!!! *gazillion sigh* sedih tak terkata.. hmmpphhh je la... nak tukar tmpt, this place macam dah best.. aiyahhhh... wait for 2 3 years la like this.. PIFF NYERRRR..!!!!

We'll miss you sometimes.. :)

2009-03-31T21:41:00.002+08:00

Ricky and daniel.. today was your last day in kl heading back to jakarta.. *sigh*.. we all gonna miss you.. haihhh.. thanx for installing our IES and checking our system for the whole week.. pasni kalaw system crash pn bukan korang dtg kan.. hahaha.. observe dari sane je kot.. this thursday pulak lan anh going back to vietnam... aiyaiii.. now the office gonna have less people... wuaaaa x bestnye... :(

Cody taknak buat party ke.. alaaa. bosan la cody nih..

Ok.dah malas nak tulis. bye

Love.me
xoxo

Hello vacay and Goodbye Azril..

2009-03-30T18:56:00.004+08:00

Yeap.. yesterday was azril's final day in kl after one month break + his praktikum in HUKM.. sorry that i couldnt wave my hand at the airport.. penat sangat like TOTALLY!!! because we were all in PD.. overwhelmed gile dapat pergi because faizal told me at the very last minute.. xdela last sgt but the day before baru nak ckp..so i was like.. macam tak aa nak g kan.. luckily mama n abah gave a green dah light.. tu pn macam almost tu yellow light..lol.. so there were 2 cars.. and there were like 9 of us.. i, nurul, dayang, azril, faizal, meor, anas, ubai and kerol.. ended up dekat palm spring batu 13.. thanx faizal for the treat.. :) and then dah a bit ptg, we all pn pergilah ke pantai yang cam x berapa la lawa tu kan.. like seriously.. i pn x rase macam nak mandi kot..HELL NO.. so taktawu nak buat ape, last2 kitorang maen baling slipar.. teheee... but it was fun.. boley aa kot nak layan.. and there are so many spectators ok.. klaka je.. thank you people.. we know we kinda entertained u guys right.. :p

So, get back to palm spring, had our dinner and balek2 we played mafia.. lol.. funny banget, amat dan kangen. maen sampai out of voice..like totally.. later, they all like layan techno2 song.. macam tongkang pecah.. menyesal bawak subwoofer..lol.. Kree and lisa arrived later on.. around 2 something i guess.. blablabla.. ended up tdo at 5 pasal anas dear ni sangatlah pandai nak g cite ghost story.. thanx anas :) i heart you for that.. ouhh yea... we did play go-kart before earth hour.. but i ngan azril dapat last..demit... goshh.. the car was totally sak.. so lembab like HELL punye lembab..geram2..

the next day they all sebok nak g swim.. but something happened..umm sorry anas and everyone for my bad behaviour and making the weekend cam cacat sket..*double sigh* kesian azril.. it was supposed to be fun and exciting..but what to do.. and my mood mcm dah terhilang sket..yet againn.. sorry anas if u r reading this stupid blog.. x berniat gile nak wat gossip girl punye story... haihh.. baru lah drama sket.. lol..

We headed back at around 1 something.. thanx everyone for the sweet weekend.. you guys are superb.. xde gambar.. sume kat nurul.. gambar itik pn dah xde.. lol..

p/s:nice chatting with you anas last night.. i tawu u baek tapi u r mean sometimes.. lol..

Love.me
xoxo

Hanna J's 5th Sparkling Birthday Bash.

2009-03-24T01:20:00.006+08:00

Last week we had some birthday party for our all-time-squinting eyes-and-crook eyebrow niece. Everything happened at Mc Donalds Bandar Baru Bangi, and here are some of the jiggy jig pictures.. lol.

Pride Without Prejudice.

2009-03-24T00:40:00.002+08:00

Farah.. i am very happy for you...:)

After penat lelah i try to figure out things about him...

And now...

He responded to you....

YEAYYYYYY!!!!!! altho he is 21... but age doesnt matter kann.. hahaha

Well, you deserves someone better than your ex.. he's not worth for you after all effin shit that he'd done..

Proud of you babe!!!

Love.me
xoxo

Cut the wedges and walk some groove..

2009-03-22T00:44:00.003+08:00

Yippee yippee yaya dada... farah got her arse back in kl mentioning for less than 20 hours and we somehow managed to grab the long lost stolen moment to chill-kaw-kaw out on saturday DAY-DEY!!!....EXACTLY!!!! :)) ... As usual i had to pick her and her best friend, weena up kat klcc pasal...mm... i dont know why and didnt managed to figure out until i dah siap sampai umah.. wade...;p So, dengan semangat-ed nye we headed to uitm shah alam.. pasal got this event
'We Love Peace Art Festivel : Tribute to GAZA' organized by part five public relations student in conjunction with MERCY malaysia *ouhmyy. i guess i feel like they were all kakak2 because they don't seem to be like part five-r*like SRSLY!!!..lol... haihhh.. semangat kan i pegi?? lol... just because farah's friends open their booth there, so i layan je lah.. accompany her since she's not really familiar with the persekitaran uitm i guess..

Yang best tu semangat gila minah nih nak pergi awal2 pagi..hell yeahh... i dont know whats the purpose btw.. maybe just to avoid the sold-out things and all crazy people who come down and pass-by kowt..*macam ramai gile orang la kan time tu. padehal aku rase kitorang je kot* :p and we felt like clown and rainbows sherbet lollipop pasal sume pn kaler obviously like overdose-ly terang benderang.. and we were the only group yang datang pepagi bute like totally hell punye semangat gigi-lai and rain nye concert ok.. ter-hot jap ok kat situ walaupn orang x la hot mane tapi we managed to get a tourist guide to guide us pergi setiap booth and explain wadehel they are doing.. now this sounds scary okeh..hahahaha... pasal i cam extremely dapat rasekan orang ingat kitorang from isolated organization or some kind of MERCY or AMAN hot- representative or maybe people from travel agencies or maybe worst, we are here to sell our direct-selling product and we also do sell insurance people and we damn reluctant to meet with you guys.*blinking eyes with a thick fake eyelashes *exaggerating what is consider not* thank you.. :) ... so what we did was blurring ourself for four hours straight... menghabiskan waktu dengan melukis gambar2 lucah di atas plain-cloth whity bag... sangat x menggambarkan langsung whats the actual purpose.. kan farah kan.. it was supposed to be like individuals promoting peace through art. XD ..

weena darl and farah
Later, bile petang pun dah suam-suam gajah *x suam pn, gile cam teh tarik panas kot ptg td*, we gerak bangsar jalan telawi.. i already miss my misai kucing shop.. because they are currently having their promotion of 50% cut off on every item except new arrival.. time aku ade xde pulak nak sale gabak tinggi camtu.. jahat betul.. datang pown baju tinggal hodoh2 je.. kwaja betul.. aku taw korang reserve kat bawah meja putih korang kan.. pasal tu hangar berlambak je and railing sume cam space terlebey2 kay.. kesian i taw.. wuahaha.. not you adriana gorjez.. hahaha.. :p ... well really glad that you guys were there and DP's manager was not in bangsar today.. *now gonna miss you guys more n more n more* :) ... daaaaaaah habes shopping.. later jalan2 kat telawi tuh.. then hantar weena balek pastu headed to putrajaya..

adriana, elynn and kewli-pal

alamanda pulak... lol.. nak hantar farah because she needs to be back in melaka.. her friend picked her up and wallahhh.. sume vanished.. lol.. kembali ke tempat asal.. so balek rumah and tgk tv aa..

p/s: yeayyyy.. now i have my new red-transparent-strap skipping rope.. dah beli baru pasal yang lame sungguh buruk and so x convinent.. paling best x hot ok.. *menggelabah cam syiallll*

p/s: ahhaha.. yellow earring girl... farah2.. i'll be jealous if you got him... demm... x boley jadi nihh.. but seriously he totally suits you.. :) like SRSLY!!!!!!!! jangan mimpi die babe.. *jeles*

Love.me
xoxo

Blindfolded Musical Chair

2009-03-11T19:19:00.005+08:00

This video i actually watched it in facebook.. Somebody posted it and i feel like letak kat sini.. *Sebok2*.. Prolly for those who haven't watch or haven't heard of it..Have you heard of Ellen DeGeneres Show?? Naah?? Doesn't ring the bell?? Aiyahh.. tu lah asek tengok Oprah n Martha Stewart je. lol. This lesbo-host sudah dan sempat menggeletek perutku sampai terguling-guling di lantai.. Jadi saksikan lah..hahahaa..

Love.me
xoxo

Everyday is a depressing day.

2009-03-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

Shall i stand up and announce that my anxiety of depression is no longer exist. uhhuhh.. they had unofficially build up their stable gigantic barge in my unconscious brain.. and they will remain silent and seated until some existence of typhoon and tycoon call upon their death. yess.. tataw bile.. lol.
Well. today i woke up earlier than i should.. hahaha.. impressive bukan? not for you but of course la for me.. because everyday i procrastinate to bangun awal.. but anyway.. since today we had some meal feast a.k.a makan2, so pasal tu la diwajibkan mungkin untuk bangun awal tak awal sangat aaa... kemas2 rumah later orang datang makan.. pastu balik.. kemas rumah balek.. last skali masuk tido.. hahaha.. malas nak type dan membebelbebel.. it was actually for si budak bernama rahman.. just before he needs to get his arse back to russelsheim. basically, of course his friends yg datang and also part of kazen2 yang menarik. haha. tak ramai sangat because i am undeniably malas nak ajak orang datang.. so i guess thats all yang berlaku.. x happening pown!. lol

baru nak ajak bobo borak.. he got his observation lak 2morrow morning at 5 a.m.. unlucky u there are no mas airline shutter to pick u up.lol..

aaa..better get going..*still listening to james morrison's broken string*

Love.me
xoxo

It tears me up.. i try to hold on but it hurts so much..

2009-03-05T01:23:00.002+08:00

It was from the Broken String's lyric.. lol.. now i am like 5 inches away from rolling down a stream and lifeless condition of drain because of this song.. Menghanyutkan betul.. Why life always disappoint us.. Prolly because we don't pray hard.. and its the fact that we do make mistakes and sins every seconds in life.. Not all of us but mostly huh.. So things never get blessed.. Everything got wasted. Menyedihkan. But never cry over past things.. Those are the ones that make our life better and stronger.. It keeps things alive and we gained courage and learn to appreciate things even more.

mesti korang x faham apa2 pn. xpe.. abaikan. tengs.

p/s: supposed got shooting in putrajaya tomorrow. but malas nak pergi. hahahaaha.. gosh.. x luak pun aku xde..

Nak bangun awal MEMANG TAK AA.

Love.me
xoxo

The Pop Up thingy.. The So-Called-Some-Retarded Game

2009-03-05T00:33:00.002+08:00

Don’t think about an answer just put the first thing that pops into your head down.

1. My ex is still: BUSY SEARCHING FOR THEIR APPLE PIE?? *ex=guyfriend???.hahaha*

2. I am listening to: JAMES MORRISON / NELLY FURTADO - BROKEN STRINGS

3. Maybe I should: CALL KLCCP TO CONFIRM THE ANSWER

4. I love: PEOPLE WHO DON'T BOTHER TO KNOW ME. THANK GOD FOR NOT DISTURBING MY LIFE.

5. I don’t understand: MEN..YEAH..MEN *copy farah's one.haha* & not forgetting MALAYSIAN POLITICS! CRAP!

6. I lost: MY TRUST IN YOU.

7. People say: AKU NI SERABUT, SELEKEH DAN X RETI NAK CANTEK2. LAGI, SELALU KE-BLUR-AN DAN SANGATLAH THE UNDOMESTIC GODDESS.. KEJAM!!!

8. The meaning of my screen name is: RACHEL BILSON. NO MEANING

9. Love is: SOME WEIRD FEELING. PERLU KE.

10. Somewhere, someone is: WATCHING OVER ME *tiru lagu hilary duff. poyo je.hahaha*

11. I will always like: SHOPPING, PERFUMES, SIRAP

12. Forever seems: NEVER EXIST BTW

13. I will never ever want to: KENTUT KUAT KUAT SAMPAI SEMUA ORANG PERASAN

14. My cellphone is: SANGAT TAK HAPPENING. PASAL X BEDAZZLE. LOL

15. When I wake up in the morning: I WALK AND PEE AT THE SAME TIME. HAHAHAA

16. I get annoyed when: PEOPLE KEEPS BUGGING N BUZZING ME.. GOSH.. STOP IT

17. Parties are: NOT KEWL WITHOUT ME. HAHAHA

your turn!!!

1st March everyone.. Nothing special pun.

2009-03-02T00:28:00.002+08:00

Hmm..今私は泣きたい気がします。深刻に好んでください。なぜなら私は私がインタビューに失敗したと思いますから。すべてが失敗しました。ちょうど今２何かで私は Azril の兄弟の結婚式に行きました。But later on.. macam cannot hangout with them.. Pasal diorng nak maen bowling.. So takkan la dengan baju kurung n staff nak lari2 angkat kain bawak bola 10 kg.. wuahaha.. 今私は誇張して言っています... ok2 dah.. hmmphhh.. sedayhnyerrr.... wuaaaaaaaa.... laters guys.. :(

Love.me
xoxo

Sriously in deeeeeeppp trouble...Duhhhh

2009-03-01T22:39:00.002+08:00

My third stage interview really sak.. Like SERIOUSLY.!!! high-end. Full Stop.

Thank You.

I'm hating Petronas even more.

Cry and cry and cry.

*Mungkin bos die takut aku cun drp die nanti*

Whatever it is, i think i know what they gonna tell me..

X yah kol pn xpe Maam.. hmmmpphhh

Ouhhh..
Harapan Palsu semuanya....

Love.me
xoxo

I like to..i love to.. i have to.

2009-02-26T01:18:00.003+08:00

I like to...
RULES:
Go to Google and type "your name likes to" (eg: "Elizabeth likes to") and write the first 20 answers that appear:

1. Nurasma likes to 'walk early' *mmphhh..really kah*
2. Nurasma likes to be in charge *evil laugh*
3. Nurasma likes to dance.
4. Nurasma likes to draw and write scary stories *hmm.. yucky*
5. Nurasma likes to spend her money on trees and flowers *ok..macam SANGAT TAKK!!!*
6. Nurasma likes to cook. *david cook?? yes..haha*
7. Nurasma likes to listen to country music *go dixie chicks*
8. Nurasma likes to play the violin and also likes hiking. *violin?? wrong section!*
9. Nurasma likes to keep her distance.
10. Nurasma likes to hang out in New York. *yippeyippeee*
11. Nurasma likes to watch High School Musical 3 co-stars Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron kissinig.. *totally CRAP!!*
12. Nurasma likes to wear her shirts unbottoned too far down. *jeng jeng*
13. Nurasma likes to spend her precious spare moments baking, painting and spending time outdoors.*baking meh?? yadda yadda*
14. Nurasma likes to stop and think. *bravo bravo*
15. Nurasma likes to mix new clothes with vintage pieces for a unique look. *am i?? haha*
16. Nurasma likes to play with skunks. *out of all effin things. skunks jugak kau nak*
17. Nurasma likes to be naked on mags for girls. *holikrep.astaghfirullah*
18. Nurasma likes to go very fast in sleek race cars. *hell yeahhh*
19. Nurasma likes to go to football games. *except malaysian football*
20. Nurasma likes to fill stockings with romantic and thoughtful presents. *wadehel is this?? stockings??*

Love.me
xoxo

Wakarimasen..Je nais sais pas.

2009-02-21T01:32:00.002+08:00

Xtawu nak letak title... hahahaa... just got back from melepak-ed bersama kawan kawan yang chantek dan bergaya.. seperti biase di kedai yang dah season and tak tawu nak lepak mane.. jadik... pilihan yang terbaek atau mungkin adalah melepakkan diri di Darus 15.. kesian kami.. luckily manage to get together setelah beberapa kali maw mengajak.. nih baru jadik... eventho cam x complete but at least ok aa kot.. sesi merehatkan diri di malam sabtu bersama zaza, ailin, huzai, ajim, apis, daniel dan sorang g mamat yang terlupa namanya.. XD

p/s: esok rayman's reception day.. gosh.. kenapa semua kawen awal nih.. whatever things.. congrats :)

Love.me
xoxo

My Other Name?? Layannn Please.

2009-02-21T01:04:00.002+08:00

1.YOUR REAL NAME
Nur asma ismail

2.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother and father's middle names)
None

3.NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Zakaria Mohd.

4.STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first two letters of your first name)
AsmNu
*hoh..amek ko..sebut jangan x sebut..x best nyerh..eeyeeew pls*

5.DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Blue Tiger

6.SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, town where you were born)
Asma JB
*holikrep* menarik sial.

7.SUPERHERO NAME: (Second fave color, fave drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The White Watermelon
*dah x bunyi hero dah nih*

8.FLY NAME: (first two letters of 1st name, last two letters of your last name)
NuMa
*NuMa?? Zuma??? lol*

9.STREET NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, fave cookie)
Vanilla Oreo
*alalalala.. ni comel sket*

10.ROCK STAR NAME: (current pet's name, current street name)
Bob Golf Street
*Jalan Golf... di-english kan??? bleyh ke?? errhrhhh* . mwahaha

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Kitty 9/3G??
*demm.. pornyy.. porny??? lol.. agak porn di situ..

12.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus "izzle")
Nurizzle
*x gangster langsung nih bunyik. dah cam bunyik 'Nozzle' pam minyak dah*

13.YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)
Umursma (aku xde middle name aa.abaikan)
*ishh..x mencabar langsung. Ade la sket2 bunyik cam Osama* yo yo je

14.YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Baby.
*cam nyah douh name. geli aku. Blacckkk Baby~~~~.. Pheeewwwwiittt*

Love.me
xoxo

For All Time

2009-02-19T20:39:00.005+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 5 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Say It Right - Nelly Furtado
*does it fit??macam tak menjawab soalan..

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Foolish Game - Jewel
*aku slalu maen foolish game ke?? dengan kau?? ouh no.. bitchy nye aku.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Unfaithful - Rihanna
*ouhh Godd!! papa jahat.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
My Cinderella - Lil Romeo
*tak ponn.. tipu douhh.. nak maen balik semula pasnih.. x kire x kire

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
*gile takde hala tuju life aku... sampai bila akan aku jadi macam ni?? kata la aku tak kawin..*nanges*

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Cokelat - Karma
*dang.. this one is kewl enough..

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Yeah - Usher
*ni paling kool.. thank god.. lol... yeah bebehhh... i'm hot.. *wadehel*

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Unbelievable - Craig David
*Seriously u are??? wow.. now i'm flattered!! in good side or bad side?.. *konfius jap di situ*

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I'll Always Be Right There - Michelle Branch
*demmm... perlu ke mengingatkan detik2 sedih?? kejam betul game nih. kejamnye dunia.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Jujur - Radja
*holikrep... jujur ke kamu semua.... tipu douhhh... ahahahaha.. next please...

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Goodbye To You
*Asal cam semua kena je soalan ngan jawapan nih!! *Except for the first one* lol... mengapa?? kenapa??? emo jap.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
This Time Around - Hanson
*maknanya aku rase tak diketahui lagi.. mungkin sooner or later.. ahahaha

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Be Without You - Mary J. Blige
*Ouhh..drama nye.. x suke lah camni... permainan perasaan dalaman.. aku benci begini.. poyo douhhh

WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Miss You Like Crazy - The Moffats *bertahun dan berzaman dah kot lagu nih*
* Omg.. Gile shwweeeeettttt ok... Jeng Jeng... hahahahahaha.. *sengal*

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Kehadiranmu - Samsons
*x pernah dengar.. like seriously..mungkin cam tersentuh hati jap.. thanks babe

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Demi Waktu - Ungu
*urmmphhh.. cam geek gile bunyi... time is PPRRRREEEECCCIIOOOUUSSSSS *bunyik gollum dlm LOTR.. scary douhh..kirenye aku kan menggunakan time tu dgn sebaek mungkin aa kan... pirrraaaahhh.. x serupa macam tu langsung pn kehidupan aku... orng pn x nak dekat aku rase.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Love At First Sight - Kylie Minogue
*uissssyyyy... bahaye nih.. bahaye... memang la aku takut... tup tup kena yang cam x sepatutnye kena kan... haaa.. naye tuh...

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
My boo - Usher & Alicia Keys
*x dapat nak translate.. aku takut ngan boyfren aku ke?? camtu eh.. ye ke.. tipu nih.. serious tipu... x takut pn.. xde xde.. hish mane ade.. kalaw boyfren aku marah.. aku rilek je.. sempat lagi ngorat orang laen..kan kat atas tu ade What is your life purpose?? hahahahaha

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Doesn't Really Matter - Janet Jackson
*Ececeyhhh... cam tawu tawu lak game nih.. poyo aaa....

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Girl In Your Dream - M2M
*asal bunyi cam lesbo nih.. freaking crreeeppyy syiaalll....part nih mmg salah.. konfem... x tipu douhhh

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
For All Time - Soluna

Now. this Tag goes to you... Debushh!
-Fadz
-Vobot
-Ju
-Yazrina
-Asraf

This tag has been randomly picked.. so naseb lah ye.

Love.me
xoxo

Should we remember this?? Ouh.. definitely.

2009-02-16T22:45:00.011+08:00

U should remember all of it.. Or if you don't, maybe kau orang were not yet born at this particular moment or maybe too old to know all about it.. Oh goshh.. how i miss kesemuanya... This are some of the movies in our time.. We were little and too happy not to think about anything but to stay put in front of our own not-even-close-to-what-they-call-it-plasma tv...hell yeah... walaupun tak menuntun di wayang.. tapi mereka2 ini memang meninggalkan kesan terhadap diriku... deymmm... rindu douhh zaman tom tom bak...

p/s: to amry, although this is not preferably called as cerita zaman2 kecilku but at least they are part of my life... and maybe yours.. aku tak tawu la kalaw ko tak tgk kan.. ajajaja.. sorry beb..

Yeahhh.. here goes our children's fantasy films... I hope u remember them.. because i do and always will.. :)

#Babe
Ko ingat x cite babi ni?? tahun 1995 douhh.. time tu aku darjah 3 weyhhh... i watched this at my cousins place.. *kecik2 dah diajar untuk tgk cite babi. bukan salah ibu mengandung. mak bapak aku x ajar pn ok*. Ni cite pasal babi nih yang semangat atau perasan nak sangat jadi hanjing biri-biri or what we call as sheep dog. Pastu kuar lak cite Babe:Pig in the City.

#The Care Bears
Wuaaa..dari tahun 1985.. tgk..aku pn x lahir g.. but this care bears stuff and cartoons are so cute.. Ouhh those days are gone... tsk tsk... kalaw nak di comparekan katun A.L.O.N.G lah.. teletubbies la.. barney si gemok tu.. seriously jauh ke-bes-an die.. bunyi dah cam bes dan alkali dah.. wuahwuahh..

#Casper
Ouhh.. how come you dont remember them.. ni lah hantu belon yang paling comel penah wujud... hahaha..this was in 1995.. see.. omg.. its almost 14 years back.. sheesshhh.. now i feel a bit tua d.. gosshhh.. Time tu pn christina ricci cam bodo2 je.. dat was her zaman hingusan.. together with the adam's family.. hahaha..

#The Lion King
Seriously kalaw korang tak pnh tgk jugak this movie, memang aa korang bukan kanak-kanak normal.. We even bought the soundtrack ok... Hell yeah.. hail to lion king.. Ouh yeahh... this was in 1994.. eh.. katelah time tu darjah 2.. gile dah lame douhhh.. ke wikipedia nih cam weng sket.. hahaha.. dunno la.. but this was soo long2 time ago.. Those character were so comel. simba, mufasa, nala, Timon & Pumbaa... except for that evil Scar.. demm you! *Singing Hakuna Matata*
#The NeverEnding Story
This is always been my favourite.. The Never Ending Story II: The Next Chapter...Like seriously.. Everything inside of this story was so amazing and comel ok... Ouh rindu nye kepada Bastian Balthazar Bux (Late Jonathan Brandis)..Falkor the Luckdragon.. Carl Conrad.. Atreyu.. The Childlike Empress....etc.. Then later, came out The NeverEnding Story III..

#Return to Oz
Yet another kids movie to watch.. lol.. i love to see them.. return to oz.. wizard of oz... all of the Oz family.. hahaha.. semangat gile tgk cite nih.. i think dah like beribu kali pasang pn i still ade hati nak tgk...

Well.. there are many more movies and stories that we watched in our early age.. tp cam byk sgt nk list down.. So i guess these are some of it that i just cant forget about...

Till then..

Love.me
xoxo

Saya rindu kangen.banget.amat

2009-02-12T01:37:00.002+08:00

Yeay.. dapat jumpe faizal, azril and meor.. tp main taiti kalah byk kali.. wuahahaha.. warm up warm up weyy..lol..

so hard to meet up.. adoy.. sume pn cam busy with own thing.. semue dah tue2.. so tiap2 hari kena g mencari rezeki halal.. hawhaw..

k.bye.

Love.me
xoxo

Saya mengaku saya salah..

2009-02-11T12:39:00.002+08:00

Wuaaaaa...

Saye menyesal

Saye menyesal kerana..

telah menebas rambut ku yang panjang itu

baru skarang saya menyesal

MENYESALLLL DOOOOOHHH

skarang rambut x lawa.

serious syit.

*cmne abg kat klcc nak ngorat aku nih*

taksukaweyhcamnibn,xc aw;be[erwhqn;rio5qfajitaspapayamasinkegbnqiobhtojhklasglkibutcamributlwkjobieihrambutkusutcamkeldai!

buat muke ketat.wadefak.

bye.
nak rambut balek.
rambut meh datang sini meh.

gilabunyi camgila

dah aa.

Love.me
xoxo

Dah..Sape nak jawab nih?.

2009-02-11T11:34:00.002+08:00

Sape? sape?.. ape die? ape die?...tade pape..tade pape kot.. mmg ade pape... wadehel.

kibut g uitm shah alam...

sak douhh...

pasal ape?

pasal kak sarimah tanak mini transkrip yg aku kasi kat die..

maybe die rase cm fake gile

pasal muka aku kan cam budak 17 taun..

*gelak gelak gelak*

so..dengan besnye die suruh aku g buat surat konfem status tamat belajar.

A.S.A.P..

pastu ..

pastu ..

dah g department..

kak maya kerek ngan aku douhh...

mungkin pasal aku dah makin cun dari die..

wadefak.

die MAKI aku pasal aku mintak die A.S.A.P!!!!

haha..padan muke douhh..

k.maya: awak x nmpk ke notis kat luar tu tunjuk bpe hari surat siap? awak x pnh buat surat eh. *bunyi bitchy gile*

me: xdelah.. tanye je kalaw surat leh siap awal..*kerek lak minah nih*..

blah aa..

p/s: mampus aku kalaw xdpt keja..hahahaha.. kak maya sayang oiiii.... saya nak surat tuh cepatttt!!!!! tolong aaa sayeeeeee... nanti saya x start keje lagi dah ekna pecat... sape nak jawabb??? wuaaaaaaa...

*nanges bapak kuat*

Love.me
xoxo

Aku suka aku jerit 'hip hip hhhoorayy'. Aku tak suke aku jerit 'shit shit inaporinngge'

2009-02-10T18:05:00.005+08:00

Interview douhh... Amacam.. ok ke?? rase die x macam makan kinder-bueno pon.. siket pown tak.. ade rase macam pahit kelat cokelat bulat-bulat cam bentuk duit tu.. korang tawu tak yg mane nih.. hishh..no? no??? doesn't ring any bell??.. wey.. cokelat bentuk duit tu lah.. yang time kite kechik2 kite makan tuh.. aduyai..lambat gile.. *cokelat tu x sedap kan??*...ahahaa.. tak2.. rase die cam tempoyak belacan giling.. is there any food called like that meh..?? hahaa.. tu metafora je nak menunjukkan keparaparabolaan die.. wadefax..demm aa.. cakap tersengguk2 douhh tadi.. ni pasal laki yg interview aku la ni jd cmtu.. kan dah hilang konsentrasi... *aku rase pakcik tu dah umur dkt 50 tahun kot.katelah ko terpikat kat die.astaghfirullah.* kk.. enaf of it.. tp gile cm x best la.. rase cm i didnt do my best...*double sigh*..wuaaaa...

tgh2 tunggu2, si panjang kol lak.. nak pakai umah utk shooting lagi 2 scene.. aiyarkkk... kibut larh diorng nihh.. cakap putar belit.. kejap nak pakai malam.. kejap nak pakai skrng...

now shooting scene tak tawu scene ape.. ade la watie elite, enot ngan pelakon awan dania yg jahat tuh.. ape name tah aku tak tawu la..fail sket bab2 nih..

gile cam nyorok2 amek gmbr.. haha.. *poyo je..taknak menunjukkan gaya2 interested utk ambil gmbr* wuahaha.. kitorng kan malas nk lyn dunia hiburan kat mesia.. hahaha

Love.me
xoxo

Goddemm i need to get rid of this thing..

2009-02-09T23:33:00.002+08:00

Okey.. Skarang ade satu bijik jerawat bertempek kat muke aku.. gile chantek kowtttt...

Fark. Fark. Fark.. Fark AAAAA!!!

Gile cam time2 nih nak bagi tekanan kat aku..

Esok de interview.

Aku teruja..

Pasal jerawat nih bagi aku konfiden lebih untuk bercakap ngan orang ramai...

*BIG GRIN*....LIKE YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH *HELL GIGANTIC GRIN*

p/s: penat je aku curik asam jawa kat dapur ngan limau nipis..wadefak.. tenyeh2 kat muke pn tanak hilang..

p/s: kak sarimah.. sorry la kalaw hari tu dtg interview muke hot sket.. ni dah x hot dah.. wadehel..

p/s: kalaw aku lepas interview nih kan... aku nak simpan douh jerawat nih. hahahahahaha... gile x glamer kowt.

Love.me
xoxo

Ouh mengapakah..

2009-02-06T00:22:00.004+08:00

World is so cruel.. And so are you.. Ouh kejamnye.

"Oh bulan.. enggan melayan diriku lagi"- Yuna.Dan Sebenarnya. hahaha.. xde kena mengena pn kowt..

I just love the video..brooke.. me.. macam same je.. wuahwuahh... perasan..

ouhh.. can layan all day long.. lol

Love.me
xoxo

Shopping For Own Benefit..

2009-02-05T23:27:00.006+08:00

Ok.. Chinese New Year Sale still on and sume pn like taknak menghentikan sesi meng-sale kan kedai masing2.. So.. ape lagih.. U need to make use of it really well. betul tak..

Disebabkan i need to find things to complete my purpose..

Jadi..

Ape yang berlaku??

I ended up buying my new-called "lady-gaga-gajet"

*apenye name nih.. gile lame weyhh*

tapi bunyi die cam kiul je..

ahahaha.. bunguk syialll..

two pairs of shoes untuk ditukar tukar semasa bekerja.. angan2 belaka.. hahahahaa

p/s: tak sia-sia kaki aku melecet. naseb baek senior manager puji kasut aku.. wuakakaka.. terima kasih klcc property holdings. ajajajaja *pain is beauty, beauty is pain* wadehel.. so cam ko kene sakit je aa untuk chantek.. gile bodoh kan orang macam tu.. aku termasuk ke dalam golongan macam tu?? kadang2 mungkin. *ouch*..

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xoxo

More chocolate cakes and makan-makan..

2009-02-02T23:56:00.002+08:00

Today.. fiza's bday.. Happy 28th sister.. lol.. *dah tua*... and.. today.. aman's final paper.. *sigh*... but this morning je.. my morning dah ter-distracted with Miss Independent punye fon ringtone.. abah kol.

abah:nur, diorng bunyi bell umah.. abah kat kedai ni beli nasi lemak.. mama x dengar kot bunyi bell..
me: ha?.. ha?..*mamainess*..ha..k k ..jap2.. g cek mama buat ape.. *x leh nak bukak pintu pasal pakai baju half naked* lol...
abah:ok2

.......

me: MA!!!......MAMA!!!! * sambil menjerit2 kat depan mama*
mama: *kusyuk vacuum bilik*
me: MAAAMMAAAA!!! *super loud gile*
mama: *stop vacuum*
me: diorng dah sampai.. dekat luar.. abah kol td kate diorng bell tp xde orang bukak pintu
mama: lari2 g bukak gate
me: *sian mama*lol

.......

so sume cam kecoh jap pasal sume orng still tido and diorng nih datang pagi2 nak buat keje... so sume cam kibut bangun n alihkan keta sekor2.. wadehel.. tibe2 tengah nak alih keta..

::bunyik fon lagih.

nur: hello
abah: nur. sory2.. abah nak bayar nasi lemak nik tapi x bawak wallet lak.. tolong hantar jap..
nur : *hmmphh*.. haa..kk

sume dah jadi cam pak pandir ok.. tu lah kemas rumah pukul 12 sampai pukul 3 pagi.. haha.. gile kibut douh..

balik2 dari hantar wallet je.. diorng cam ready nak shooting drama apetah nama.. sanggar cinta raudah.. cmtu kot bunyik die..suhan movies production.. for rtm... so biaselah.. nak menyebok melihat2 dan mengintai2.. hahaha.. sambil2 dok sembang ngan enot pasal kuceng.. sume cam excited jap tgk bob.. gile glemer jap bob..but a bit stressfull lah pasal ya lah.. cannot bising2 and sume cam kena senyap.. and the movement is so terbatas.. adalah a few of them like aida radzwil, zizan nin, and a few yg i x ingt name... hahahaaha.. jahat betul... and ni diorng baru habes shooting..pasal the weather kinda x stable.. kejap raining kejap windy.. so we all just finished kemas2 rumah after they all sume dah balik..

tomorrow they'll continue the shooting pagi..kol 8.. God! My morning terbantut seketika.. haihh.. *depressing jap* demm..

Love.me
xoxo

It Sunday everybody..

2009-02-02T01:23:00.003+08:00

No..its not.. today is already Monday yaw...wuahaahha... and i am actually just wanted to update this blog about what happened on Sunday...lol.. *not funny pown* i get it!!.. today or maybe yesterday.. alaaa... leceylah.. meng-konfius-putus-fius jerhh... cakap je hari nih ehh. no big deal pownn.. suke aa kan... today morning je i already ate like...reallyy TOTALLY... like.. totally a lot.. mama buat mee hun goreng.. *isit right the spelling??* and also we had like berbelas or 20 pancakes and garlic bread and etc... *asal bunyi cam siket je tapi aku rase cam aku makan banyak gile* aaa.. forget it babe... pastu tido bangun balik sambung makan... gile cam lifestyle aku x healthy langsung.. memang lah muke aku ni cam dah nampak dekat 4 lapis dagu dah.. *tengok cermin jap* memang da macam mamat cine fey-maw dah... korang tawu ke fey mau tu sape??? dak2 skrang mmg x tawu pasal tu mamat gemok dalam cite cine dulu2.. time kitorng dan korang skolah menengah ke skolah rendah ntah.. *nape bunyik bm aku nih cam berbelit belit putar lilit?? naseb aa kalaw korang x faham.. my bm now dah bunyik like urdu or cam bahasa time zaman neorologi dulu.. eh.. zaman neolitik.. gile fail douhh sejarah... *malas nak backspace* so ngaku je salah sendiri *telus dan tulus gile jap*.. I'M SORRY *sambil buat gaya si amir raja lawak 3*...korang bukak la youtube.. search amir raja lawak 3.. nak tgk kat astro ria cam x tawu bile kan..x bleyh blah douhh gaya die...f.y.i i'm not a fan of raja lawak pn ok.. but this budak kechek mmg gile lawak ok.. die x cakap pape pown korang mesti nak gelak punye..
okk.. enaf about it... petang tadi.. we all headed to klcc.. abah wanted to find his new shoe.. pasal kasut die dah hancus.. and we had dinner dekat coffeklasik... somewhere in setapak.. and now... tada... here i am.. memblogging.. sambil watch espn... chelsea vs liverpool.. lampard kena red card.. that sounds interesting.. *evil laugh*..

p/s: need to kemas rumah pasal tomorrow got spotcheck in the early morning... some guy wanna do a survey...

ohohhhh..torres score satuhhhh.. santekkkkkkkk.... *tapi game x abes lagih* tape2.. extra time sudeyhh..

Update: Torres wira ku!!! score 2 beb.... liverpool 2 chelsea 0...w00t w00t~~~~

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xoxo

Aman's Birthday..

2009-01-29T21:54:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to you Aman.. Mehehe.. Now you are sweet 21.. wadehel... ok2.. We'll see you in KL next month okeng.. Now study hard for your finals..

p/s: i miss everything that we did in germany... :( wuaaa *nanges*

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xoxo

Penang sememangnya my favourite since forever..

2009-01-29T16:19:00.007+08:00

Last CNY hol's.. we went to Penang.. my family and also my kazen's.. There was a wedding actually and somehow i dunno who pown.. it was my uncle's cucu sedara. *my mum punye kakak punye husband punye cucu sedara*. see how far it can go until we ourself can squeeze in into their family related.. lol's.. haha.. dont have to complicated yourself aa... and we stayed dekat holiday inn.. mmphh.. dunno when was the last time i pergi penang.. but here is always been my favourite.. since like forever...

Wed on Sat..

2009-01-29T00:12:00.004+08:00

It was 24th jan.. and we headed to shah alam for anas and aliah's wedding.. makan sangat sedap ok :)

Mama's Birthday

2009-01-28T23:22:00.003+08:00

Haihh.. couldn't update blog pasal im too lazy to type.. and somehow.. i was out of town... hawhaw.. well.. on the 24th jan, it was mama's bday.. so we all g celebrate at sheraton subang.. and tengah2 layan the food, came a bunch of guys singing happy birthday song to her and bawak the small cake skali.. dunno who informed to them pasal we all sume macam blur and confucius kejap.. anyway.. lucky mama..hawhaw..
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xoxo

Love Story..

2009-01-24T15:52:00.000+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go.. and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little whi..ile
Oh oh-

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was beggin' you please don't go and I said

Romeo save me, they're tryin' to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real!
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting
Wonderin' if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said-

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know!
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes!

Taylor Swift - Love Story :)

Love.me
xoxo

My new undiscovered skill.

2009-01-24T03:40:00.006+08:00

Ok. I am totally the undomestic goddess.. seriously i am..but at some part of it.. little that you know that i have a very well the undiscovered talent of myself.. which is... i know how to hold needle and thread quite well.. hahaha.. wanna see something?

aaa..surprise tak? surprise tak? lol... this is mama's baju kurung.. she wants to wear it to anas punye wedding tomorrow.. so i 'm the one who have to sew all the beadings.. now are you impressed?? maybe lepas ni i boleh buat sulam menyulam.. perghhh.. masuk piala seri endon aa nampaknya.. jaga2 korang.. takut tersadung kat tengah jalan pasal award tu mungkin secara tergelincirnye dapat kat i..lol.. wadefak.. g tido weyhh..

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xoxo

And there you are..

2009-01-24T02:23:00.003+08:00

Hmmph.. mari berwebcamming dengan juwea!..lol..

thank you juwea for making me as your tikus makmal.. experimenting all the way from qatar..

but i'm so flattered that i'm the first one that you called through ym and also berwebcamming berdua-duaan like a retarded arsehawl. lol

sangat meng-ter-haru-kan..

mari mengsyok sendirikan diri. lol.. chihuahuahuahua

well.. u r a good buddy.. *pat2*

See you in mei si cine gelap.. InsyaAllah..

Love.me
xoxo

The end of having rambuttakterurus.

2009-01-23T23:35:00.003+08:00

Hari ni i did two things..mmph.. which termasuk pergi facial and also potong rambut.. dekat subang parade kesukaanku..the bluunis and thomas and guys.. nak raye cine nih.. demm pack the jalan.. aduyaii.. plus today is friday.. so very congested with cars and people.. si melayu melayu pegi semayang jumaat and si cine cine nih pegi shopping last minute.. mall and masjid sebelah2.. memang sesuai kan.. lol.. Anyway.. i'm gonna miss my longest ever hair i had ever kept in my life.. dunno when again i'll be having those rerambut pepanjang.. but i guess short hair is so much easier to handle and very light.. and seriously i have to cut it because the split ends group is building their own empire dekat rambut i and sememangnya it is the very2 dry to the max cat. Even Lee Stafford London pown x leh solve kan my problem.. Bayang kan the split ends that i have is like 10 cabang pada satu helai rambut..dah macam ranting kayu pn ade..wuakakaka... so this is how it looks like when i just cut my hair.. walaupun x secomel bola-bola api tapi tetap ade yang meminati.. ahahaa.. sengal.. yes u.. you know you love me. kan kan.. eleh.. tanak ngaku sudahla..

Love.me
xoxo

Dia mungkin kekurangan attention..

2009-01-13T18:57:00.002+08:00

Kesian die.. haha.. tapi xpe.. die happy macam tu.. Eh perlu ke meletakkan kotak jerit kechil di sini??

Rase macam tak perlu.. Pasal maybe xde orang yang nak tulis ape2.. Sebab page ni sungguh membosankan.. ajajaja...

Bukak Fesbuk fesbook dan fisbukk..

Lagi.

Layan Youtube.. wadehel..

Ok.. Bunyi cam luzer dan luziau gile. aa.. ape2 je lah

Bukak Jobstreet.com.. now it shows something.. but unfortunately i found nothing that can make me feel like i'm eating penne arabiata lusciously and scrumptiously.

Perasaan nye adalah seperti makan ais krem Mat Kiul.. So maknenye x de perasaan ok..

Obnoxious gile ngan everything..

Ym pn same.. Sume pn bosan..

Nanges..wadefak..

Ok.Kenyit mata.Bye.

Love.me
xoxo

Rolling on the floor laughing out loud..

2009-01-12T16:08:00.007+08:00

Abaikan whatever the tajuk is because i am so retarded when it comes to letak tajuk.. dah.. malas nak cite bnde same..k bye.. shut up asma.. annoying gile ok.. x faham faham ke.. Mm.. mari kite layan gambar sebentar.. die dah gile.. x tawu ape die tulis..

Ini adalah di sekitar Bad Soden, otw g umah rose.. wuahahahah

Love.me
xoxo

I smell stinks and I showered nutella..

2009-01-12T01:51:00.005+08:00

wadehel.. ok.. talk crap and throw gibberish.. it wasn't my idea but the way my brain normally acts is that it works without me..that's why it always put up nonsense things.. eh.. there's nothing to do with acting kinky or bitchy.. tapi the bithchy-ness tu ade sket la.. depends on what situation im in.. mmphh.. ok xpe rakan2 sekalian.. this is like running 5 km away from the real track.. seriously like shit...hmmph..ok sememangnya now tak best gile... you wanna know why??? nak tawu ke?? you better don't pasal memang nothing is as important as like brushing your teeth twice a day or rushing to the toilet when you are like holding your yellow-tea-colour urine from those fully-oily-fat kidney before it broke out for like 3 hours in the car trying to find the nearest toilet but you kinda failed yourself later. takde macam tu pn.. exaggerating is normal since forever.. :).. yang sebenarnye.. hmm.. the truly truly malaysian asian story is that.. actually.. I DAH BALIK KL!!..haaa tu je.. bosan douhh.. balik2 trus demam.. fak aa.. i drank like 10 mineral bottles straight just to make my body temperature turun.. and every 10 minutes pegi toilet..hahaha..the shocking weather changing for my body yg x leh handle musim panas.. poyo dah minah nihhh... padehal baru dok sebulan lebih je kot kat europe.. menggelabah jap... wadehel... hmmph.. tak aa.. bukan i yg mengada2.. the body itself la mangkuk!!!.. mengalami kejutan mendadak.. ja la..before balik it was like snowing everywhere.. the weather pn like -1 to -9 something like that... seday have to leave germany.. well.. it was so fun being there.. too many things that i learned and i'll never get it elsewhere... nice experienced to be kept in my book and also in my life.. the malaysians kat sane are very friendly..ok lahh.. maybe x ramai melayu and malaysian.. compared to malaysian people living in uk.. most of them are very cocky.. tak faham sial.. cam menggelabah gile x leh handle.. altho not all of them.. but i can say like 90% out of all.. kalah mat salleh.. ok fine la korang dok uk.. but orang laen pn dok luar mesia kot.. xde pn nak menyombong x tentu pasal.. pergi factory outlet kat sane macam jalan kat Giant malaysia ok.. sume pn orang malaysia.. hahaha.. klaka2.. and sume x pndg masing2.. dagu naek atas.. lawak siot.. i pn xdelah nk terhegeh2 senyum cam katak puru senyum sorang but xde feedback kan.. pasal we are noticed dgn kepoyoan mereka since long2 ago.. so buat bodo je la sambil membeli belah cam orang laen gak.. hahaha... these are the Malays anyway.. hmmph.. kerajaan msia pn siap nak bagi tiket free lagi kat orang mesia yg x reti2 nak balik kat negara sendiri.. so funny.. pasal dah berlambak2 sangat orng kite kat sane.. so x payah la nak berlagak whatsoever.. kalaw dulu boleh la nak show off or what pasal x ramai orng yg migrate or ddk uk tp now its like everyone pn pegi... *symbolic je nak menunjukkan ramainye orang* hahaha.. jangan tersa pls sape2.. lol..x de kena mengena ngan orng yg x bersalah ok.. air asia pn ade tiket murah g london.. hawhaw..ok2 enaf with the malays-uk-wannabe-citizen.. x best pn cite pasal diorng nih.. hahahahaa.. cam cite aku paling best je kan..at least x proud lngsung pn dgn diri sendiri.. wadefak.. tapi.. in europe itself, the ppl x de aa sefriendly mane pn.. so the chances utk korng cam kena attack migrain or having hyper-depression symptoms sangat tinggi pasal they refuse to speak english.. pg beli kasut pn, ckp size kasut pn x paham.. naseb baek la aku dah katam blaja no 1 sampai 10 kan.. naseb makcik selenge tu paham... kalaw x mmg aku buat sial kat kedai tu.. cam member adek i nih, si omar buat sial.. koyakkan baju hugo boss dan keluar dengan muke x bersalah.. haha.. ok.. dah2.. actually to be there mmg rase tak cukup.. although this winter season cam agak depress aa jugak.. dah la mlm awal gile ok.. bgn konfem la dah kol 11 12.. pastu ade cam 4 jam je nak menikmati hari siang.. nak amek gambar pn muke cam ketat n cam tajam gile. muke potong kertas.. pasal sume pn menahan kesejukkan.. nak keluarkan camera pn cm malas.. siap aman men mercun, jari berdarah pn dah x rase pape dah.. rilek je.hawhaw...

Pegi sewa keta kat Europcar, Stansted Airport

Kereta kami telah disponsor oleh Rip Curl.. Terima kasih ye. wuahaha

Berjalan2 ngan foyonye kat fo

anywayy.. if ade rezeki lagi, seriously i wanna go back there.. insyaAllah.. harap2.. so right now, all i have to do is that complete my resume, find a good job, kumpul duit, and not spend too much on shopping barang2 merepek so that i can travel a lot..mmph.. aminn.. so dah 2.40am.. chelsea kalah ngan man u.. holikrep gile.. naseb baek liverpool fan.. kk.. dahdah.. bye.

Love.me
xoxo

AGM Dinner MGSS, Mannheim

2009-01-10T01:29:00.003+08:00

Hari tu dey all buat AGM dinner kat mannheim, deutschland.. so we all segerombolan bertolak from frankfurt am main hauptbahnhof at around 3 lebeyh.. mostly dak2 russelsheim and friedberg and frkft.. it was like an hour jugak la the perjalanan but naseb ramai.. so ok lah. xdelah boring sangat..wueew.. the dinner ends at tak tahu wat time because we have to berlari2 to catch train pasal tkt xde train dah at 12 something.. kurkurkur.. the foods were good and guess what.. i dapat lucky draw!!!! teheeee.. hadiah die adalah uno..lol..

radin, mira, ama, nori, hanim and moi

mira, ama, nori, tik, radin, syikin, nira, moi, hanim

performance for that night. grup pe tah name.

So that's it.. Later guys.

Love.me
xoxo

NY.CLbr8N

2009-01-06T15:44:00.005+08:00

All whites..

2009-01-06T07:47:00.002+08:00

Today kat wiesbaden dan wilayah frankfurt banjir ngan snow...wuahahahaha..tmpt len snow je kot..slalu je pn.. tp to have snow kat frankfurt macam jarang berlaku je..anyway..x smpt pn nk buat snow man..ajajaja..bangun pn da pkl brpe..mm.10 kot..siap2 g beli brng rumah.. then kuar blk pegi beli brng for steamboat lunch kat umah rose ..mm..best2.. makan punye makan..until penuh while watching i spy.. that owen wilson n eddie murphy.. so typical of the funny movie.. lol.. later jalan2 kat stadt..mm.. still cari barang to buy.. tehee.. will upload pics soon.. ok..dadaaa..12.54am.. esok kene g stadt n romer g.. sighh..

Love.me
xoxo

New Year in Frankfurt..

2009-01-02T19:40:00.005+08:00

Wooaaahhh.. i wouldn't feel the same as in Malaysia's celebration of ny..mm.. seriously kat sane i don't feel like going.. sangat penuh and rimas.. omg.. x pegi klcc sunway whatever place pn xpe... macam nak bernafas pn x boleh... but here its like suke hati suke hati and kinda fun.. maybe theres a lot of space for peeps to move and hang around n bakar their own mercuns watsoever.. but well.. its just 1 je yg i guess a bit of lack.. kedai x bukak malam.. and sume cam dah mabuk sampai satu gabak ketapi tu dah bau cam haram.. but what ican tell is that.. it was great... yeeehhaaaa...

hauptbahnhof frankfurt (m)

Christmas in London.

2008-12-25T21:02:00.002+08:00

i tot dah post dah d previous blog rupenye x publish pown.. wuahahaha.. tersimpan dengan senyap dalam box as a draft.. sorry for those yang bukak banyak kali.. mm.. on the 23rd we headed to stansted airport, london.. naek ryan air.. sak gile ok.. 2 people for 15kgs.. wadehel.. camne aku nak shopping nih.. *but still keep on buying things walaupun terang lagi bersuluh mmg tak muat beg kan.. sheesshh.. xpe2.. 2morrow gonna have boxing day.. yeayy.. all pown like 1 pound 2 pound. dang.. now in cranfield..about an hour away from london.. mm.. crash kat my kazen's hse until d 28th.. mm.. rambang mate sudahh..aiyarkkk.. demit aa...mm.. dah la now very little of sunny hours.. maghrib pkl 3.55 pm.. macam..mm.. seriously m more appreciate of matahari.. insaf jap.. hahaa..depressing siot malam awal.. like br 7 da rase like 11pm.. ohemgee... hmmphh.. kk.. nak g clbr8 christmas.. hahahahahaa2morrow boxing day.. shop till i drop.. yeayy..

Love.me
xoxo

Fun and loads of fun.

2008-12-20T09:52:00.004+08:00

mm..2.53 am Saturday morning.. baru balik from berlin.. supposedly 1 day x la cukup..but we had to cramp ourselves in pasal 3 of the sisters are going back this sunday.. sorry for x update blog..hahaha.x sempat.. sume pn berebut nak pakai internet.. unfortunately we had 1 lappy to berebut.. hawhaw.. we had to bgn at 4 or maybe yang paling paling x tipu adalah pada pukul 6.15.. teheee..lari2 tu bahnhof pasal ICE train was at 7.30.. 4 hours plus of journey.. kelamkabut pegi berlari2 merata2 tempat just to amek gmbr.. because we have to be back at berlin hauptbahnhof by 7.30pm.. the whether was like freaking freezing cold..and a bit rainy.. tp at least we had our foot there.. yippee...penat non stop since like the day my 2nd trip-sisters-arrival.. so..kene rush2 pegi jalan cause they have like only 10 days to spend here.. yesterday g damstadt pn x habes round.. wuawuaa..... since kak liza and kak nanny baru habes klas deutch and xde bnda nak buat so g la round2 situ.. and last week we had a wonderful week pasal we had a chance to go to swiss and a bit of france. thanx to auntie and uncle that we could stay at your big house for 3 days.. hope that there will be a second time.. pasal lawa sgt time winter.. like seriously.. :).. laters yeaaa.. nak tido..

Love.me
xoxo

The tak stop rest lagih..

2008-12-08T15:14:00.003+08:00

yeay..its been 3 days d..penat x larat..baru bangun.. now at 8.15a.m... first day in frankfurt was so fun..lol...altho last time we only visited aachen..now its frankfurt pulak.. huhhu..sampai2 tido.and later g rewe beli groceries..and ptg sket we headed to frankfurt jalan2...so packed with ppl..nak christmas.. macam worst than mid valley on sundays..lol...jalan2 sampai mlm.. and boley x tgk movie later at 7.30..cacart..kat sini lambat gile okyh..madagascar baru masuk 2nd day.wth..lol.. and semalam we went to abang zul's and kak nannie's house..master student here.. they buat doa selamat.. and lepak-ed the whole day kat sane.. makan x abes2..yet it was so fun..tehee... ok lah..gambar x upload g..nnti2 lah orytes...ok..nak bfast..daaa...

Vacation not yet on-board but close to one..

2008-12-04T00:26:00.003+08:00

Mm..yeayy.. gonna starts my hol's this friday.. this is the real re-birth and re-activate gorgeous holiday i am hoping for..*harap2* .. at last.. although cam ekonomi gawat.. but who cares... i don't mind if things need me to sleep at the sub-way.. lol.. punye aa tanak kasi can.. padehal mmg xde duit cam syialll.. pakse diri korek tabung gajah tabung kucing tabung haji.. sume pown kene korek.. XD.. ahha.. and maybe gonna detour somewhere else.. tehee.. but i am so confused because i rase my brother cam inform something i rase x make sense but at the same time i have to make it sounds like i have no choice. *sememangnye xde okyh*

Rahman: eyh nanti gi sane...kita share satu bag..kalau tak kena extra charge
Summer: aisee..kk..leh je
Summer: *wadehell..1 bag??*
Summer: leh je *tapi muke x puas hati*
Summer: aa...hand luggage?
Rahman: max 15 kg...pergi bawak baju sikit...takut nanti beli kat sana..lol
Rahman: hand luggage boleh je
Summer: ahahaa..ok..cuns
Summer: mx 15?? *masih x percaya dan mahukan kepastian*
Summer: ahahahaa *sambil memikirkan sesuatu....jeng jeng....*ting*...i have a better idea*
Summer: kk
Summer: pakai suar 2 lapis..
Summer: baju 5 lapis..
Rahman: hahahah
Summer: suar dalam 4 lapis...
Rahman: buduh
Rahman: lol
Summer: hahahahaa
Rahman: telo
Summer: saving banyak douh..die bukan nak timbang berat kite kan..
Summer: ajajaaja
Rahman: hahaha *bunyik malas nak layan aku*
Summer: *loser jap*

Still memikirkan cara terbaek utk bawak barang2 x xceed 7.5 kg. *sorang nye part 7.5 kg.. ape barang leh angkut wey*..hisy.sengal.

Aa..tido2

Love.me
xoxo

Seperation anxiety is totally not me..

2008-12-03T18:35:00.007+08:00

Haa.. memang lah.. i kan xde seperation anxiety problem.. sememangnya dari dulu pown.. waddahel..tadekenemengena..wuahhh... penat arhh.. yesterday g shah alam.. hari ni pown g shah alam.. wtf.. semalam dengan konfidennya ingat dah settle keje *submit my thesis book*.. sampai this final part nak g submit kat my coordinator.. bleyh x i terlupe bawak softcopy... i dah mcm wtf... pandai sangat and i know i am totally rajen besides having a dumb and donkey behavior.. so the consequence nye adalah pergi balek shah alam la hari ni!.. bangang kan.. i know i am.. semua orang pown dah well-informed about my silly and lousy perangai.. ahahaha... haihh.. macam mak andir pn ade kowt.. terasa macam ciri-ciri sangat dipenuhi.. pagi tadi sampai dkat uitm at 11.. tunggu punye tunggu coord. x sampai2 ... dengan penuh kesabaran dan menahan perut lapar *pagi dah bfast roti canai tp x ckp* i pn msg la this lecturer with ayat skema jawapan yang bukanlah i nak sgt tulis macam tu bunyik die..

Me: Salam. *wah bagi salam nih* Prof ada di bilik pukul berapa agaknya? Saya hendak submit soft copy thesis.
L: Ptg. 2.30
Me: :| *mencarut kat diri sendiri*
Dah.. nak lepak mane nih?? Ok g subang jap... g bank... bla bla.. amek contact lens... makan jap... dah kol 1.45.. k da nak kol 2..chantekk.. tunggu aa ngan jayanya sampai kol 2.30..
mm.. 2.45 berlalu.. masih x nmpk bayang.. kol 3.00 berlalu.. bayang2 memang konfem xde.. 3.25.. eh.. dah sejam aku tunggu..*bace balek msg*.. haa betul lah 2.30 die soh jumpe.. x leh jadik nih.. ira call 2 kali tak angkat.. dah tu msg aa..

Me: Salam. *masih berbudi bahasa dengan jaya bakti* Prof ade di bilik pukul brape?? *eh eh ade 2 tanda soal plak. x sngaje*
L: Kejap lagi
Me: *sambil jenguk kat tingkat 3 tengok die berjalan naek atas dengan muka x bersalahnya*
Me: :| *naseb aku msg.kalaw x mmg x kuar2 dari ofis die*

Haihh.. naseb baek dah hantar semua.. piff betul.. banyak lak prosedier bersengkang-sengkang die.. hmmphh..k.. time to balekkkk....sangat x larats nak pegi merayap tmpt len dah.. balek2 beli ni pulak.. akakakaka. terpakse je belih.. pasal series sume dah x muat.. so.. sebelum berangkat kena dl series dengan banyaknya. *wink*

Menggelabah nak letak gak..ahaha.. org len beli dual monitor pn x kecowh buduh

Ahahahaha.. mengada kan.. bia ahh.. hmphh.. eh lupe aa nak tunjuk buku lawa.. wuahahaha. ni aa hasil nukilan yang tah pape.. naseb baek ade gak rupe buku.. korang yang rase2 nak buat reference ke x yah la weyh.. amat disyorkan supaya x ada orang yang dengan rela hati nak belek buku nih.. you will get a big tonsils and a bit of brutal brain attack which may later cause a concussion towards some of those parts.. haa.. kan nyesal nanti.. x yah la ade niat pown.. takkan dibenarkan walau sekecil zarah hitam.. *wahh.. zarah nih ade kaler beb*

Yeayy... jap g sambung balikk... aa.. holikrep.. dah 7.51...* lari2 masuk bilik air* wtf.

Love.me
xoxo

Krepkrepkrep and i continue to poop krep..

2008-11-30T23:50:00.005+08:00

Doink doink..

I am totally over-bored..

Mm..
Firstly.. my book x siap lg.. so hafta wait for like 2 days lagi.. yet.. sv and coord. sign x amek lagih.. yeahhh.. m feeling totally overwhelmed.. haha.. if my sv kurung diri dalam bilik how eh nk mintak sign?? mm.. nak selit bawah meja.. i rase ade 3 buku kowt nak selit.. so konfem2 x muat.. nak ulang-alik pegi cekidout die ade x *since die tu cm x reply msg or x answer fonkol* so i pn x taw what's coming up..lol.. wtf.. ohmy.. barang x g beli.. and.. and.. x pack lagi.. holikrep.. barang kat rumah sewa still bertimbun2 untuk diangkut balik.. great!!.. nak jumpe si 3 budak sengal x taw sempat x.. nak jumpe penyek pn mcm x sempat.. nak pergi mengh000haaa with the bimbos pn agaklah x smpat.. waddahel.. :(

So.. i guess cam x sempat buat half of my plan.. sak douh..
But.. at the sametime.. my level of enthusiasm keeps raising one level everyday.. yeehaa.. lol.
Dah dah..Bye arh.

Love.me
xoxo

No.. I never expect you to give me this..

2008-11-28T01:30:00.002+08:00

I bukak mozilla new tab.. youtube.com..guess what..my otak punye urat ter-snap seketika.. adeke this youtube reccomend kan i tengok video 'mas idayu : senggol senggolan cubit cubitan.. wadahell.. tak penah pown aku search video dangdut kat youtube ok.. pejadah nih...the bengongs betul.. *dengan muke pasrah nak tanak tekan tab tu* hahahahaha.. pandai youtube nih pilih lagu kegemaran seseorang.. mungkin die nak suruh try tukar citarasa ke.. who knows kan.. nice try bebeh.. lol.. *aa nak cakap orang racist aa tuh* bukan racist aa.. hisy kaler muke kite kan same.. mane de racist beb!.. racist terhadap lagu je.. hahahaa.. eh tak2.. no kenot2.. my jiwa sangat lembut seperti pelembut softlan atau downy 2x.. hawhawhaw.. tak kena dengan genre lagu ni.. i kenot shake my booty and my hips are lying..lol.. semput douh nak mengikut.. *dulu boley la.. dah tu2 nih kena tukar style oldies sket* -percaye aa korang.. dah2. tido weyhh.

p/s: ade yang kena masuk rehab nih pasal die dah weng lebey.

Love.me
xoxo

Apakah yang cuba disampaikan wahai kawanku seorang nih..

2008-11-27T19:36:00.003+08:00

I came across this youth website.. And sedang mereka sebok bertanya dan menjawab soalan masing2, ade sesuatu yang menarik perhatian.. Mm.. bunyi soalan dia macam ni..

"kenapa ader some pompuan ni sanggup bercinta dengan nigger??"

I was like... wtf??? Why people are being so racist? Aiyoyo... wey.. kamon la... why sometimes people have this pemikiran sempits and so kolot.. omg.. People are getting smarter nowadays.. Jangan la bergerak ke belakang.. Dunno la.. maybe he/she has the reason why the question arised on their mind.. We are human sayang..Semuanya sama.. tak ade yang kurang and tak ada yang lebih.. You are trying to sound like you have a better class than them.. In what sense? Actually at some part we are not better than them pown even among our multi-races people.. Whatever is.. pandang diri sendiri dulu i guess. i'm not telling you that i am right.. but it doesn't matter who we are or where we come from.. when you love someone, it's not always about the colors.. aiyaiyai... suke hati la diorangg nak bercinta dengan sesiapa.. it's their right to choose whoever they want..they deserve to be in love.. kenapa nak jeles dengan kebahagiaan orang lain.. kalaw sendiri x happy jangan nak salah kan orang laen la right..try and be in their shoes for a sec and feel what they feel when they look down towards us.. then you should be mad like hell i bet. Don't be too cocky and selfish because you are going nowhere with those attitude..

Love.me
xoxo

Miss independent..

2008-11-25T03:42:00.005+08:00

My lappy terbukak all the time with this song covered the whole period..

"Ooh its something about just something about the way she moved
I cant figure it out, there's something about her (about her)
Say ooh theres something about,
Kinda women that want you but dont need you
Hey, i cant figure it out, there's something about her
Cuz she walk like a boss, talk like a boss
Manicured nalis, just sent the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly
Cuz she move like a boss, do what a boss
Do, she got me thinking about getting involved
thats the kinda girl i need

She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Wont you come and spend a little time
She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Ooh the way you shine
Miss independent

Hey yeh yeh, yeh yeh, yeh yehhh mmm

Ooh there's something about kinda woman that can do it for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud, there's something about her
there something ooh so sexy about the kinda women that dont even need my help
She says she got it, she got it, no doubt, theres something about her
Cuz she work like the boss, play like the boss
Car and a crib, she about to pay em both off
And her bills are paid on time
She made for a boss, Soley a boss,
Anything less, shes telling em to get lost
Thats the girl that on my mind"

- Ne-Yo

Gile? tak? Senget? Tak jugak?? ok. it supposed to be funny and weird? *ketap gigi with a bit of muke confused*..

Well.. this song ade plus minus give an inspiration to me or to other girls..lol.. Macam best kowt jadi minah nih.. Semua pown ade ok.. So.. it's like .." whatever guys...excuse me..i have everything handled.. thank you very much!"... wuahhh.. cam a bit poyo sket but at the same time she's in controlled.. and the guy will be like.. "Sape minah ni??? Uhhuh Uhhuh.. She's interesting and she has this some kind of style..i like it!..kena approach nih..*chewahh..buat cite sendiri x leh blahh!* haha.. perasan kejap jadi minah tu.. nih berangan jew please.. i memang tak aa kalaw nak jadi boss kan.. eeyeeew.. macam pelik je.. doesn't ring any bell ok.. i kan suka exaggerate at some part.. kikiki..

Baru print fyp aa.. ink kaler habes... thanks to my cherry chapstick printer.. lol.. so kene buat ape?? esok.. kite kena pegi beli ink cepat2 sebelum dekat2 tengahari pasal farid kate nak gerak g upm 'dekat2 nak tengahari'.. lol.. sekarang: serabut.serabut.serabut.malas.malas.malas..wth.. pukul 4 ok. nak tido tapi seriously x ngantok.. k lah k lah..off to bed.. lai lai.

Love.me
xoxo

Inilah jadinya bila anda..

2008-11-24T02:14:00.004+08:00

Seriously i bosang today especially during noon time.. pastu i kan xde keje.. and was happily looking through facebook again and again.. dah tu.. i turun bawah.. and this is what happened when i tried to play rihanna take a bow song at the first part of it.. tapi the video was a bit gelap pasal tengah hari.. and the sound was totally of key.. excuse my i-don't-take-piano-lesson-when i was small ok.. agagaga.. *dah malas-terus switch lagu yang sepesen bosannye* eee.. tutup telinga pls.. pastu dah la men suke2 hati octave die.. pasal i letak kamera salah tempat.. haa pastu key pown x leh nk tekan. padan muke bunyi sumbang gile.. * suppose i men ok sket dr ni.. tp pasal ade camera.. menggelabah jap aa..poyo..konon2 ade orang yang sanggup tengok i men cam senget benget tune die* hahahahaa...

p/s: excuse again my muke toya or watever, wth.

luckily dah ptg sket, we all pegi open house - dira's new house sekali with her new-born baby girl: Tengku Anggun Diandra.. *ok jangan ckp pape kat sini kawan2..* taboo. nanti x pasal2 tv3 saman i on behalf of her.. lol.. *kidding* *ni lah my neighbor yg i x pnh bercakap dan bertegur sapa sampai hari ni* shoot.. teruk x perangai.. well.. biasssellllaaa~~~ *nada gedik santai*.. later petang g alamanda.. kebosanan kan i kate td.. sungguh la jarang nak drop by alamanda.. but oleh kerana tu je tempat yang macam paling dekat so.. pegi je la merayap with my kakak and my parent.. g cold storage membeli belah barang pasal uncle rahim pesan nak suruh bawak pegi geneva nanti.. and i caught this one.. *ceh..tetibe dah terasa cam berada kat saen lak* lol.. poyo ark poyo ark.. doinkedoinky..

kacaw mama memilih barang XD

tidak ketinggalan sebok juge nak bersama-sama mencari vitamin c

ape ntah yang nak cube disampaikan

dah aa.. malas betul nak menulis.. tapi nak tulis jugak.. papetah minah nih.. adoy.. kk. bye. laters.

Love.me
xoxo

Parteydroppedonsaturdayamtopm..

2008-11-23T02:04:00.004+08:00

Don't bother if you can't read those words because seriously you are going to strain your eyes and your soul when you hardly trying to figure out what on foot shall it be.. Hell yeah... Woot woot~~.. Yeahhh.. since it was Saturday, I am supposedly stay at my sweetsour plus minus bitter butterprawn creamy cheesecake crib and showering myself with the intolerants dvd's series or what's not.. whatever..teheee, since pa n ma had their plans scheduled earlier which comes in a standard notification for like almost every week as oppose to attending people's wedding, there should be only four of the gorgeous bachelorette left doing their unsupervised behavior.. kikikiki..

earlier the first one spent the night somewhere at her bff's crib.. so of course there left only 3 of us.. and since the second of all was really enjoying herself having tremendous workaholic non-stop time limit for like 24/7 or 24/6 she would of course left home for work at 800 or maybe 830.. i have no idea of the usual morning activity because i was still having my tight sleep with a bit of ugly betty and some kind of advert from martha stewart stuck somewhere in my dream.. although i would preferred oprah popped up but it somehow didn't give any different btw.. lol.. And later.. my cousin and my auntie stopped at our place..its kinda like check point for them anyway.. hawhaw.. and by 230pm they already headed to shah alam.. yet attended some wedding..

so.. there left the two of us.. the third and the fourth.. ready to go to the gardens and mid valley.. she insisted on finding some dress for her KL Bar dinner next week.. the theme for the night will be like ~fairytale~ thingy.. urmm.. it was hard to find something that suits her.. so drpped by at robinsons's the garden and tadaa... so, with our undeniable and unavoidable up one level vainness character, it left us with these..hihihihi.. She was supposed to get the purple, since there were no available size of hers, she came out with triple double combo sighs.. again.. and again.. forever black.. *asek g dinner je baju hitam..asyek2 kaler hitam..g office kaler hitam.. g court kaler hitam.. life with the lizard's poo poo's colour.. eeyeew..booorriinnggg~~`!!!* so nak tanak she had to pick em pasal she seriously had no choice-pity pity sweety*

Sementalah itu *tukar bahasa jap.. mendayu2 dah starting nih..ok ark?? ;;p*... when we were sebok-ed masuk kedai kedai, dengan tengah high nye menshopping barang, we decided to enter one of the kedai kasut dekat the gardens.. mm.. so pasal nak cari kasut, we both redah and punggah je aa masuk any of the shoe shop kan.. but the best part was.. everytime i wanted to touch them, i saw this 'PIG SKIN LINING' label.. i carik aa kasut len yg xde that label.. tapi... macam xde je.. i was at the semi-highest level of failure... wadafak... so i dah officially meggelarkan kedai tu 'KEDAI TAK HALAL' ..agagaga.. cam kedai makan lak..tapi ni kedai kasut okeh.. like zara or mng or whatever tu semi-HALAL and semi-HARAM.. ade gak combination la.. *macam konon konon kan nak samakan ngan kedai makan halal tp ade bar* hahaha.. pelik kejap.. so we both berulang-alik dengan jayanya between mid valley and gardens sambil singgah di madam kwan for lunch.. got back at around 7 plus..
Now time to dinner.. we thought of having at chef and brew dekat damansara.. but we switched to pegi bora asmara at kg. sg. penchala.. menarik right the name??.well.. kikiki.. brothers with bora ombak.. this was some kind of birthday celebration for my second sister..last friday was her birthday.. tehee.. 2nd time bday celeb in november and in two weeks time.. yeehhaaa... dah bday dekat2.. nak buat sekali x best arhh.. hisy!..

*tired and i need to sleep yaw*

Love.me
xoxo

Kamekamekame..

2008-11-22T01:01:00.005+08:00

Sheesshh.. thank god that everything is like 99.014% done. all i need to do is just buy my there's-no-imitation-ink for my printer for like second time which i know when i convert those value i know that i can get myself a pair of Pull and Bear jeans.. sak betul. tu uh.. this is call fat ass dummy yang tahu membeli barang tanpa usul periksa dahulu.. yeahh that's me.. printer murah ink mahal..wadafak..*kesian my housemate asyek kene printkan keje pasal i kan pemalas nak g beli ink* sorry kawan-kawan XD. dulu ade la a bit of regretfulness.. but since it was like a week away from claiming my independence day of having stuck in a cobalt wire for three and a half years, so i decided not to continue nagging and keep those persistently annoying behaviour of having a never-ending full stop of babbling my own..tehee..

mm.. since i am currently at my crib, so the tendency of keluar masuk rumah sangatlah limited. Tak. Bukan macam any limited edition that you had saw earlier. Takde kena mengena ngan satu pn. Ahuhh.. *bunyi macam tak kena kat mane2* Eee..Can i be funny without being silly? Because i don't think i can make it. urmm.. Its more like silly than funny.. err. don't you think so?? What do you think? urmm... doesn't fit any of it??.. Right.. i knew it!!.. Uhhuhh.. macam ni je lah.. aiyohh.. susah betul bile kite punye fikiran tak same dengan ape yang kite cuba tuliskan.. now i can feel that i'm making your brain nerve complicated and twisty like a twisties or you can feel the hole getting deeper like penne. *not penis la you arsehawl*

hisy..kenapa bile duduk kat rumah, kite tak boleh keluar banyak kali. Tiga hari sekali.. atau mungkin.. Tujuh hari sekali.. Kenapa ye? Kenapa macam tu? Sebab kite rase lebih baek macam tu.. Mak bapak kamu tak marah ke kamu keluar tiap2 hari?? Urm.. mungkin mereka tak marah.. tetapi paling tidak mereka akan buat muke sahaja.. Itu paling2.. Jadi bile ia berlaku, perasaan tidak keruan muncul.. Mengapa? Sebab asyek keluar rumah dan tanpa disedari kite telah menghabeskan duit ringgit malaysia mereka dengan pergi berjoli sana dan sini. Jadi saya Berasa agak malu.. Walaupun sedikit, tapi timbul juga perasaan sedar diri.. Ahahahaha.. Mm.. nak keluar malam macam terasa sangat tak best la pulak. *Padehal slalu je buat dajal* Ok.. ni cerita kat rumah pls.. Kena ikut kesesuaian tempat.. Jadi bile ini berlaku, aktiviti harian amat lah terhad dan saya merasakan the possibility untuk jadi baek semula amtlah tinggi untuk beberapa bulan akan datang.. demm.. *saya bersyukur* - ikhlas ke tidak nih.. hahahahaa.. jadi kawan kawan sekalian yang mahu meng-book tempat untuk bermesyuarat dengan saya sila lakukan temujanji pada atau sebelum pukul 7 petang.. itu lebih baek supaya saya dapat memikirkan cara terbaek untuk keluar rumah sampai pukul 1 pagi.. XD XD XD.. daaa.

Love.me
xoxo

Wishes that you wish you wished. erhh.

2008-11-20T21:46:00.002+08:00

When i was little, i used to have this power imagination like a sixth sense i prefer to call.. or maybe seven.. or even maybe eight.. nobody knew about it and so did i.. because the truth was.. i never had those.. lol.. and i never wish for it.. and so if i were granted with those, i know i'll be someone with a disturbance soul.. for sure i guess i will..mm.. but there are things that i wished i had back then.. and there are loads of things i knew i missed and i just discovered those when i was 18 or maybe earlier or maybe somehow too bad it is now.. Right.. did you ever wish that you were someone else? ok i never wish for that either.. lol.. but sometimes i did.. its just that maybe it never happened when i was small because i'm lack of imagination in wonder worlds and also i'm a bit noble *eeyeew* just to think about that.. yeahh right *budak kecik agi aa.. cam bodo and bangang je nak pikir2 pasal binatang2 ni and mane ade berangan banyak sangat mase kecik. please aa.. noob kowt time tu.. pejadaharam sume xreti* *len aa zaman skarang ni dak2 semakin poyo and cam menggelabs sket. nak g skolah pn nak tayang hanfon aa kamera berlensa laa. ipod nano shuffle i phone sume nak tunjuk aa tuh* *ni name die jeles pasal dulu kuno sket-pakai internet pown x reti and xde-kesian ark**wey dulu xde bnde2 ni frenster aa myspace aa fesbuk aa.* dulu pakai buku autograph je taw.. title: my biodata, name:, address:, d.o.b:, p.ob:, faveret food:, faveret drink:, faveret colour:, dan pebende lagi: korang mesti ade gak kan.. jangan tipu pls.. XD.. klaka weyhh.. haha.. k dah.. lari topik siot.. *cam x biase je maen lari2 topik nih*.. how i wish i was born now.. hurmm.. xde lah wish sangat.. tapi tgk cam dak2 kecik ni semakin pandai.. cam ke-noob-an tu tinggi gile.. * but anyway.. it doesn't matter now huh.. tapi kan.. hurmm.. dah besar ni.. rase macam rugi banyak... u know why.. i always berangan and think about those thing yg i berangan la.. like..umm.. how i wished that i go to chinese school and i know how to speak mandarin and cantonese *it was my dad who didn't want me to go there-but it was never his fault XD* i wished that i know how to play music instruments.. although i can learn them now.. but u know la.. x same la.. dah besar ni bengap lagi.. lembap lagi.. sume ajar ape pn dah x masuk..right right.. and i wished that i know how to paint and draw nicely.. *orang kidal ni len sket- die x pandai melukis ok. so fakta2 yang kate orng2 cmni reti lukis tipu gile ok-tapape je*- skali aku sorang je yg x reti. ahaha* aa lagi satu lagi satu.. i wished i was like micah *dak kecik dalam cite heroes tu- yang boleh kuarkan duit dari mesin atm tu aa.. kaye weyh* ahahahaha.. berangan.. lari sungguh dan melawan kejadian alam ni.. astaghfirullah.. tak2.. tipu je.. pop yeh yeh.. harharhar. mm.. takdelah.. dulu berangan ape eh.. urmm..yeahh.. i wished that i collect all my transformers stuff..ohmy.. menyesal betull.. nak beli now cam xberduit la pulak. lol.. alaa.. yang len2 tu nnti la.. time2 ni x ingat.. slalu berangan ok je.. melimpah ruah how i wished nye.. dah la dah la.. bosan tul xtawu nak tulis ape..

p/s i wished my english is like mahathir's. powerpuff kan.. jealous *high end*:)

Love.me
xoxo

Stand up to Cancer.

2008-11-20T20:31:00.005+08:00

Well. i'm not a part of WHO for sure.. but whenever i heard this song : STAND UP 2 CANCER *thanks to bby1moretime* i just thought of someone near me who just passed away a couple of months ago. He died because of cancer and he struggled for i guess more than 5 years living with it.. And somehow he will be one of my proudest person in my life.. That is for sure :)

I guess there are people in your life too who are fighting and struggling or had experienced living with cancer throughout his or her life.. If they are still here with us, then you can change things by bringing some sunshine and be part of their life. It worth and it means a lot to them. It'll change you and it'll change them. XD

http://www.standup2cancer.org/

Love.me

xoxo

Got it for two..

2008-11-18T18:50:00.003+08:00

Hello upper east siders.. (berangan gossip girl x ley blahhhhh) alaa.. can i be blair waldorf for 10 seconds??? please please.. nak begging kat siape pn nih..hellooo??? whatever me!.. ke-sengalan-ness of me are increasing hyper-rapidly like the one you see in one of your spam mail and junk box showing whats yields when you mix your coke drink and mentos together.. that's what i'm becoming more like.. tadaaaa.. XD *wink +batting eyelashes).. just got back from Bangsar Village II.. teheee.. got myself two things on my wishlist.. not exactly wishlist i supposed.. nih beli pasal barang nih mesti ade in my life!!.. kalaw xde macam x best nk g holiday larh!!.. wuahwuahwuah.. *masih x sedarkan diri yang duit sudah berkurangan*.. thought of me-rounding2-kan diri kat jalan telawi.. since dah hujan.. batalkan sahaja niat yang mendalam itu.. dengan penuh kesabaran melawan arus ke-jam-an yang berlaku di sekitar lebuhraya persekutuan *holikrep..jalan macam siput babs-lembap cam siput tu berlari* padehal xde pape pn.. kecoh aa orang mesia nih.. *termasuk lah i* kite kan sama dan serupa. perangai tak tumpah cam anjing gils terlepas tali. camtu ke eh.. i kan suke melebih2 kan bende yang tah pape.. so.. tanpa segan silu abaikan sahaja okeh.. :) *senyum sinis manis madu lebah senget sket ke sebelah kiri*..wtf..ok..sambil berjalan jalan di tengah2 jam tuh *i kan x kesah jam2 nih* wtf.. macam penyabar sgt.. poyosyiall. xpe eh.. kejap je kejap je.. last last.. XD.... sampai ke exit pj...20 minit.. sampai ke penang bridge...15 minit.. exit subang... 10 minit.. eh da samapi shah alam kawan kawan..*setelah sekian lama memerap di dalam tempurung kereta* sampai jua akhirnya aku di traffic light padang jawa...

fon bunyik.. (nombor x kenal)
"hey asma... adriana here.. u free x now? u wanna work today?
*dlm otak memikirkan..mm.. ok dah pukul 5 syg.. and i baru blk dr bangsar.. and nk patah balik lagi skali..wth.. memang tak aa jawapan die.. dengan keadaan jam butter scotch nenas flavour.. sememangnya dah x termampu merentangi rintangan2 dan halangan orang baru balik keje nih*

"alaa..x boley ke.. pc x leh pakai.. i have to do it all manually..farah da nak balik..customer like full la pulak today
"
i pn.. cam dengan kejam sket.. "aa..*terpinga pinga daun keladi* mm.. i kat my uni.. ade keje la.. nak submit my work..urmm.. sorry sangat.. my lecturer takde esok.."*i dah biase cite2 tokok tambah tolak darab bahagi nih* jahat kan i..i taw tu XD.. takkan nk g blk.. x larat lah..

sorry yea adriana.. :p.. i didn't mean to say that.. but..*faham2 sendiri la eh* lol.. i kan x baek sangat.. i dah cakap banyak kali kan.. so jgn marah i boley tak.. hhaaahahaha..

alaa..bukan i taknak tolong.. if i x g bangsar td mybe la there's a chance for me to say yes.. but.. since baru balik n baruuu je nk smpai rumah... reasonable excuse kan.. teheeee..

ok dah maghrib dear.. come lets sarung your white suit.. :)

Love.me
xoxo

You'll love this..

2008-11-18T13:18:00.004+08:00

This is for sure something that is true to say.. Serious.. i'm serious this time around.. well..
listen to these song and you'll get what i mean. ;p..

Btw and fyi its from a fine frenzy taken from her album one cell in the sea..

Hey.. these are just some of them.. check out all of the songs yeah...

p/s: seriously not intended and dedicated to those who don't have this sentimental and heartless feeling. rofl.

and thanx to thechelseafund, soapbubbles511, remy4193 and dawnwintershimmer for the cute videos.

Love.me
xoxo

Me and the new pink..

2008-11-18T01:54:00.005+08:00

Right..don't bother about those title because it is totally out of it..you should by now noticed this...*bigggg yawwwwwnnnn* boring!!!...cashmere mafia right on top for the whole night.. except that at 11 plus plus.. i headed to Pak Li's thanks to huzai and ajim for coming down..as i only got those siren singing 10 minutes before you guys arrived.. mm.. and seems that most of us didn't ride back home after those finals because there are loads of 'me' still hanging themselves at those kopitiams.. haha.. cliche.. tanak balek rumah tapi dah habes exam...in other words.. *lets celebrate whats not and whats hot*.. eh bukan i for sure.. XD laugh out loud... soooo... rock..paper..scissors..shoot.. did i win?? hurmm. nih pasal bosan sangat and bengs to the max that i didn't know what to write but at the same time.. i am so officially stressed out.. there is nothing in the self-help section for this particular twist.. ok... what's hot for today?? hmm... lets see.. do you trust people?? whoever they are..mm.. family..friends.. girlfriend(s).. boyfriend(s)..husband ..wife.. bff.. your neighbor..colleagues.. cheerleader teammate.. senior high prom king prom queen.. whatever and whoever... do you trust them?? well.. i just thought that trusting people is like sooo not pink.. old school and it just didn't exist.. well.. this should be my opinion.. it doesn't have to be yours anyway.. but its just what i feel and what i tend to write doesn't have to bother yours.. its ok to criticize what others think.. but since we are so free to say anything.. then.. this should be my call..haha..doesn't matter.. since the day i had this nightmare in my life of trusting people whom i cared and i loved.. i tend to just live my life alone.. well.. why do we have to trust whereby at the end of the day..all you receive is some chaotic disappointment.. right.. urmm..friends.. we do 'want' to trust them about everything that we talk about..our past..relationship..bad days..high school drama.. and whatever it is.. but somehow.. they are human too.. they talk about us and so do we.. so.. the tendency of giving a hole in your secret juicy box is quite open.. so.. live with it when everyone knows about it.. because the word trust shouldn't be in your dictionary.. and stop crying when the whole world knows about your geek ex-boyfriend just slept with your mum..because you can't just plaster the ceiling to cover everything... when it comes to boyfriend or your girlfriend.. please do remember that they are not yet 3-inches close to be your husband or your wife.. so.. what i can say is.. the chances of them to have triple polygamies network and extension are bigger than elephant.. then..what i can say is.. stop with the word 'trust'.. girls and guys.. they are just the same.. no more no less.. so be prepared of what's coming up.. all you can do is just smile with a floss stuck in your teeth and say "hey..i just caught my bf dating with my sister. how was that?.. cool huh.." or.. "my girlfriend just dump me because he met another guy in facebook".. yeahh.. we just don't know what's coming up in our life.. when we trust people especially the close one, inadvertently we just jeopardizing and risking ourself for the uncertain things.. by all means.. we just have to face the fact and the reality when all the shining things stop at one point.. there you go.. be careful of the one sitting next to you because one day you might noticed that they are playing games with you Chances is..you might win or you might lose. Play the game well my dear.

Love.me
xoxo

Gucci Chacha..

2008-11-17T03:15:00.003+08:00

Me: what's my present gonna be like???

Faizal: hrm let's see u suka gucci or LV ?

Me: wuaaaa.. gucci should be better than LV. lol ... or channel would be marvellous XD XD(menggelabah cam haram demand poyo gile).

Faizal: gucci should b ok !!

Faizal.. i'm waiting... and i'm waiting.. and i'm waiting.. *dengan penuh kesabaran menunggu yang x tawu berapa tahun lamanya..lol..*

if you kasi this thing.. seriously i'm totally gonna freak out for real.. XD XD..
i am materialistic.. yes i do.. thanx faizal for making me becoming like more of it.. lol..

ok.. nak cakap one thing je..
my english is going nowhere.. its like i'm mixing those words in a wrong place and i just put it wherever i like.. i know you won't understand this.. this is because of uitm that i am becoming more nonsense every day.. because why.. it is because i always read books halfway.. thanks to myself.. ok ..time to polish up your gorgeous language.. eeeyyeeewww.. i bace pn i naek geli.. tah pape cam menggelabah.. ok. bye. nak tido.. *busuk sial page aku nih.*

Love.me
xoxo

14th November 08 it is..

2008-11-15T00:25:00.007+08:00

Wuee.. well yesterday was my birthday (now already 12.25 a.m 15th november huh).. so when i woke up in the norning. there were like 10 text messages in my inbox.. so later after i had my shower, i replied those text and somehow it was like almost 11 something.. and... tibe-tibe.. i got a call.. and it was from shark.. "hey.. u buat ape ni.. happy birthday.. i kat nilai now.. jom lunch.. eh.. how to get to your house aa?? i lupe la".. and i pn like.."what?? nak lunch? now?? ohmy.. u nih.. asal x ckp awal2! aiyohh.. i dah la baru mandi.. turun bawah jumpe my mum pn x lg... haaa ok lah ok lah.. u taw x how to get here?" and he replied.."mm.tak.. haha..ala.. ur house dkt town area kan"... later he pn sampai.. since it was like time orang nk smyng jumaat.. we decided to lunch dekat golf clubhouse je la.. lol.. buat jahat betul kawan aku nih.. but anyway.. the food was actually not bad.. and i dah already full at that time.. later i got back.. layan cashmere mafia for an hour or two.. my mum called me.. "nurrrrrrrrrrr!!!.............happy birthday........!!!! mama lupe lah... sorry".. and i was like .."yea yea... thank you..." they totally forgot that it was my birthday that day.. my dad pagi tu.. he was like.."are you going to shah alam today?? siap2 nih nak pegi mane..??.. "i nak g kuar lunch jap.. my friend from his college..kat nilai..die ajak lunch together".. *seday kejap la because they terlupe.. but i kan x kesah.. so x kesah la jidnye.*.. about 4 or 5 my mum called.. "nur.. come.. makan".. so i pn turun.. tgk2 she made me pulut kuning and rendang.. and peach custard jelly... *since i x suke cake so thats why la die buat castard*...makan la dengan sekenyang-kenyangnye...at night.. my dad told me that my sister called.. ajak keluar makan.. so we headed to Bangsar Village II.. had our dinner at 'delicious'.. omg.. pack gile orng.. so full house man.. dunno la y so pack tibe2.. dah la hujan.. so we have to sit outside.. and there goes my first day of being 22 years old. :)

Love.me
xoxo

Memalukan lagi..

2008-11-13T18:50:00.005+08:00

Haha.. i dah memalukan diri sendiri for xtawu yg ke berapa kali.. tadi pegi beli minyak (its supposed to be as 'isi minyak'-but i dah terbiase ckp like this).. and my bar ade 2 out of 6.. so i isi la 50 bucks.. supposed ok jerhh...(well.. by means -it is 'supposedly' to be ok!!) yang i ni bengap slalu dah 3 minggu x isi byk tuh (slalu isi 20 or 30 ajerh).. ni pasal ade my mum, claim la balek.. wuahahaha... then dengan kekonfidenan yang melampau i pun isi lah.. until at one time.. the nozzle stopped.. hmm. dengan kekonfidenan cam gaban.. i pn tekan la balik.. (the minyak continue to run into my car's fuel tank) then die stop lagi.. tekan stop tekan stop tekan stop.. sampai i macam wtf.. asyek kene tekan je.. bongok seyh this kiosk ...ok..xpelah.. tekan stop tekan stop je lah dengan muke yang x puas hatinye.. and.... tetibe datang this part.... .splassssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. wooooooopsssssssssss.. minyak tumpahhhhh.. holikrepp......(menggelabah cam beruk kat uitm punggah sampah cari makanan)... and everyone kat situ pandang i yang macam muke baru satu hari dapat keta and baru first time isi minyakk.... ohemgeeee...gile cam rasa x bertamadun kejap... i pun dengan kibut cam haram mencari button emergency stop yang naseb baek berfungsi dengan baek.. kalaw x leh tekan button tu..katelah i kena jerit panggil macha isi minyak tuhh.. and what i can do was.. mengetapkan gigi cam sengal pandang semue orang like nothing happened.. XD XD.. go asma go asma.. and my mum kat dalam keta of course la cm x tawu ape jadi.. and i bukak pintu.. my mum tanye..'asal tuh... tekan tekan nozzle banyak kali?'' i was like... "urmm.. minyak tumpah aa ma...".. my mum dengan mata die yang memandang slack pandang i.. mesti dalam hati die membebel kan.. "anak aku ni membazir duit je.. kan dah bazir 50 inggit aku.." and biaselah. dalam keta.. she non stop membebel about that minyak... " i pn nak defend myself nye pasal..i katelah..urmm "hari tu time minyak at 1.79.. ok je i isi 50 bucks at 2 bar.." and... my mum membebel lagih....aiyohhhh....skarang my car dah cam bawu minyak all over the place.. x ilang ilang... malu siot.. *naseb xde dak hensem kat situ-kalaw x mmg aa i terus amek and pakai shades dalam keta yang memang time tu tgh hujan xde matahari langsung ok*sheeeshhh.. *dengan muke baru bangun tidonye.. mata merah.. muke selebet ade line line kat mukenye.. baju burok.. suar pendek cam orang gaji..korang bayangkan la eh..*

Love.me
xoxo

Politics?? Hell no..

2008-11-13T14:20:00.003+08:00

Yesterday.. my dad buat lawak time tengah makan..

Abah: Eh.korang masuk lah politik

Me: Politik? eeyyeww.. nak buat ape?

Abah: Boleh jadi kaya.

Me: Kaya eh?? (sambil mengunyah ayam masak sambal cili kicap ajinomoto-and mata pandang kat my kakak)

Abah: Pergi lah lawan rafidah aziz tu.

Me: Abah. nak lawan rafidah aziz ke? konfem la x kaya bah..

Abah: Haah eh. jadi kawan rafidah aziz la camtu.

Me: Ha.. pandai pun (sambil gelak-gelak).

Abah: Tapi.. kalaw lawan pun boleh jadi kaya jugak (sambil bercakap dengan gaya tanak kalah)

Me: (dalam hati.. pape je lah bah).. (your daughter is really sick with malaysian polotik)

Haiyohh.. kalaw cakap pasal politik mmg sampai bila2 non-stop.. erghh... fak fak fak..

Love.me
xoxo

Federer??..

2008-11-13T13:22:00.010+08:00

Wuahhaaa.. roger federer coming to malaysia? again??? hurmm.. except that this year there will be no rafael nadal.. i remember the last time i pegi dekat stadium malawati.. wuahhh.. so excited.. i got eight complimentary tix from my brother's friend.. (luckily his dad is the secretary of sports's minister)kikiki...(couldn't be more excited if la if and only if andy roddick and justine henin-hardenne were here).. XD..they were my idol since before they became world no.1.. at that time.. roddick was like world no 8 or 9 and justine was on top 12.. i knew they were going to lead the board at one time.. and ... it happened man.. hawhaw.. so gila daym fanatic and jealous of mandy moore for dating him (and i just found out that he had a big butt dunno la got big boobs or not.. man boobs : moobs.. lol..) so.. x nak dah lah.. hahahahahahahaa.. lame me. :p... this time.. seriously out of money to even buy the tix.. so see you when i see you.. hihi.. perasan lagik.. btw. i caught this one too.. recognize who ;;p.. its deanna yusoff for sure.lol

Love.me
xoxo

Have a happy period..

2008-11-12T21:04:00.005+08:00

Tak tak.. i'm not totally on period.. although my emotional fever is imbalance everyday.. *masuk rehab macam amy whinehouse*.tadekenemengena. this was taken in utusan malaysia tadi.. but.. kite cite bnde laen la eh.. XD..rofl.. mm.. macam mane nak jadi kaya eh.. erhh.. i have so many thing in my wishlist. but pokok pangkalnya.. i have to ftf that i am not anak datuk who can mintak dengan senang hatinye kat bapak die.. ' abah.. today i nak beli lamborghini sebijik..nak duit boley? ;;p' ok ke mcm tu. wuahh senangnye hidup i.. everyday dapat cash and every month dpt cash like 10000...*berangan kuat la awk nih* please aa please...but of course laa i am so like bermimpi yang tahpape je meraban tak habes2.. talking crap like full of shitt only.. mm. dah saving kuar balik duit. saving lagi.. kuar lagi duit.. aiyohhh.. bile nak bertamabah nih.. grrroooaarrrr... makin hari makin berkurang.. how how?? keje pn x membantu langsung (seriously not ok.. no kidding..) benci larh benci larhh... the nafsu untuk membeli is stonger than anything.. (make your mind clear pls).. sheeesshh..

haihh..tadi i went to kedai with my mum.. so i dah naek kereta and i waited for her in the car..
later i terperasan something.. 'mama.. you matched the wrong flip flop la..aiyoohh' and my mum was like..'MasyaAllah.. naseb baek nur perasan.. or else i'm going to embarrass myself for like dunno how many times d.' mama mama.. so funny sometimes.. boleh pakai slipar sebelah laen sebelah laen. sebelah putih and sebelah pink.. omg.. kaler pn dah laen obviously.. :)..

ok.. time to betulkan my fyp.. hurmmm.. asma.. please.. betulkan balek.. cepat.. or else u r not gonna graduate this year.. dah la memalukan diri sendiri dengan presentation yang tah pape.. tak masuk akal and sangat merapu.. haihh.. naseb baek ade 10 orang je dalam tu.. if like ade satu kuliah??? eeyyeeww omg.. tak tercapai akalku untuk imagine whats going to happen.

Love.me
xoxo

10 things secret revealed.

2008-11-12T02:46:00.005+08:00

You really wanna know?? Nak ke? I je yang mengada nak letak kat sini.. itsokay.. Paling2 less than 10 people who are going to read this thing after all.. this is about me. about that 20 things i hate about you or whatever 10 things story is.. later i'll put it.. in some other day ok..:)

1. i hate flowers. its not that i hate God's creation ke ape.. bukan bukan.. tak langsung.. i mean.. ok2.. no offense whatsoever.. but i really really don't have the sense of a flower girl.. mm.. bukan ape.. i feel that bunga later mati.. so cam kesian je.. (padehal seriously tu bukan reason die- tipu gile weyh)..

2. before i go to bed. i will go to my kitchen and bancuh sirap. supposed to happen everyday.. but since i ade kat shah alam and there is no sirap.. tu i jadi makin x betul.. but its my everyday routine of having sirap every night.. wuahahaah. addicted man.
3. i cannot sleep when i drink teh ais.. i pn tataw asal.. but nescafe ok la (actually tak jugak. but xde lah x leh tido. its just that when i take a single sip.. terus2 sakit perut.. holikrep) the pengangan teh ais mamak kot i dunno la why i x leh tido.

mane2 je i amek gmbr ni.. thanx to the souce of the picture. wuahaha

4. i love shopping alone. i love to go shopping alone seriously.. pasal ape? pasal xde orang nak komen2 ape yg i suke and what i don't.. lagi satu, i can go wherever i want.. tak yah nak tunggu2 orang laen.. if ade orang laen.. jap g die yg banyak songeh.. nak balik lah.. nak makan lah.. nak g sini lah.. nak g situ lahh. haa. jap g i yang rimas.. baek x payah bawak orang.. thats better.. kan kan kan..

5. i hate cartoons..(except pokemon) i really hate cartoons.. why oh why.. apesal aa.. dunno la.. i just hate them.. suruh la i g tgk finding nemo ke.. madagascar ke.. urmm.. shrek ke.. whatever la.. i takkan tgk kat wayang.. but if dah terpampang kat tv.. i'll take like 30 minutes to accept those cartoons.. tu pn if i terasa nk layan.. its not like die x best di mata i or what.. actually ok je.. but tendency for me to layan cartoons sangat lah xde.. seriously under par.. wuahahaha.

6. i love to see guys with baju melayu with sampin and songkok(ohmygod.. shyyyyyy.. .sheeeshhhh.) but omg.. can tercabar iman.. lol. hawt weyhh.. (for diorng yng i rase pakai lawa la- xde la semua-but mostly la).. dunno aa.. but so sweet la.. alalalala. (syok shendiri syiallll).. lol.. xpe eh xpe eh.. *wink*

amek dak kecik nye dah aa..dak besar kang ade lak yang jeles.. ni malas nih.. *perasan buduh*

7. i can be very patient in jam. but not slow driver.. hahaa.. kalaw jam kan.. x terasa nak marah pn. walaupun maki hamun sket la.. tp.. i just can't stand slow driver driving in fast last.. ohmy.. seriousyit x leh handle.

8. i cried when mika hakkinen lost to micheal schumacher.. ermm.. saiko ke? but.. i just..erghh.. (pehal nih).. alaa. tak tawu aa asal.. when i love them.. i love with all my soul (poyo taklehblah cam gaban) tapi tu aa cite klaka die. same goes to leeds when they drop to second division.. syaittt.. thats why i took 5 years to choose another epl team.. deym.

9. when i am so disappointed, i can listen to one song again and again for the whole day and even for the whole week.. (tu kekecewaan tahap melampaui batasan syariah. ...apakah?). hawhawhaw.. (this is so totally gonna make me sound really tak betul. mesti korang tanak dekat ngan i kan..)hahahaha.. naseb aa korang. blah aa weyh.

10. i hate to go to crowded places.. hmm.. new year celebrations.. merdeka eve.. whatever la.. erghh .. i'm totally allergic.. eee.. serabut serabut.. dunno how u guys can stand.. hisy.. dok rumah la weyh. (poyo menggelabah).. but its the fact that i don't like to go to tempat2 yg ramai orang.. hmm.. aduyai.. so like.. eeyeeewwww. (summer robert's style in o.c) hahaha..

Love.me
xoxo

Is Yoga haram?

2008-11-12T00:57:00.004+08:00

Yoga haram meh?? MasyaAllah.. so kena buang aa buku2 yoga kat rumah ni? macam tu ke eh.. nanti yoga mat tu i plan nak jadi alas kaki kat pintu toilet.. ok ke? mm or boleh dijadikan alas kalaw nak picnic ke ape.. boley jugak kan. dont u think so? ahha.. but i guess kan.. i la.. if i kan.. i rase.. i did yoga x bace pn all the wordings inside. tgk gambar and i ikut how it is done.. thats it.. its not like i practice the whole book and remember what the elements are... chakras and asanas and stuff.. then how now brown cow??.. pelik lah.. but i seriously dunno the hukum.. but if it is haram.. then (still memikirkan what makes it haram) i pn xtawu.. haahaha.. (sisters.. u girls have to stop your yoga class for sure).. no more yoga practices every week. (and you have to lupakan your dream to open your yoga zone business) tak dapat nak tolong.. your yoga mat will soon be disappeared. akawaka.. whatever it is kan korang... majulah sukan untuk negara.. live a healthy lifestyle.. jangan asyek minum coke je. lol ( eh jangan terasa sape2-kidding je).

Minuman Milo susu UHT

2008-11-11T23:59:00.004+08:00

Actually xde kena mengena pn ngan title tu. but xtawu nak letak ape.. just now ade advert Geng Bas Sekolah kat astro ria.. so i heard this when i was writing the blog.. amek je aa title tu.. mesti cam korang pelik kan.. wuaha..the other day i baru je borak borak with kema n faryd about susu UHT.. U know why, remember when you used to be a student in primary, we used to have these days where there will be lori milo datang skolah and each and every student have to beratur according to their classes and take a cup of milo. and sometimes we have to isi borang today and esok bawak the borang together with the money.. nak order susu cekelat UHT.. or vitagen or whatever la.. so cute la those moments.. haihh..rindu pulak..primary school days was so fun eventhough the teachers are so garang.. done with susu uht .

Hari ni saya sangat bersyukur. nak tawu kenapa? sebab.. saye rase.... saye rase... saye diberi pilihan kedua.. its not easy to get second chance when you thought u already lost everything right.. mm.. only i myself know what i've been through these days. i think i could barely feel i'm walking.. terasa like i was lost at one moment.. and i don't know where to go.. nak lari dari rumah pn macam x reasonable langsung.. pehal emo lebih ni kan. tapi memang emotional moment pn kowt.. hahaa.. ok abaikan pls this part.. memalukan diri sendiri kejap.. xpelah.. its not like i am hannah montana who have loads of fans kan. biarlah.. you yourself dont know who i am.. right right..:) nak g lari shopping shopping.. i sedar i mmg xberduit.. lol.. nak g swimming.. i x bawak baju.. nak ape lagi.. hmm. nak pegi training sparing.. semue orang tgh exam. gile ape.. nak dating pn x tawu ngan sape.. hahaha.. nak g makan.. x lalu pulak.. nak berangan.. x sempat.. (sempat aa sket2).. mm.. k k. enaf asma.. please lah.. u always memalukan diri sendiri.. tapi.. tapi.. eh. (tetibe teringat sesuatu).. (sambil menggerakkan cursor ke tarikh dan jam berdekatan) e eh. dah 12 november la rakan rakan.. x lame lagi.. x lame lagi.. x lame lagi kan kawan kawan.. XD
hahahaa.mesti korang ingat i x betul kan.. kepada sesiape yg telah mengenali diri ini, die akan memahami diri ini yang telah penuh dengan ke-weng-ness. time yang paling sesaui bermula dari pukul 12 tengah hari.. pada waktu itulah berlaku kejadian sinderella hilang kasut sebelahnya sewaktu berlari lari di taman.. ni lah kesudahannya.. nantikan episod baru Ninja Turtle esok.. bye kawan kawan.

Love.me
xoxo.

You are part of it.

2008-11-10T20:11:00.009+08:00

My moviemate is no longer available in Malaysia. Thanx to Muhibbah Enginnering that he is already in Qatar. Hmm.. Sape nak teman tgk movie nih. *Dalam keadaan tak bermaya and mata lebam lebam pasal tak cukup tido and i cried a lot.lol.* I know that my appearance always comot di mata korang. but i don't care because you don't have to look gorgaz everyday huh. People get bored. XD. harhar..Mm.. in sober times, all you need is movie time. go archery. paintball or maybe go to driving range. or whatever that suits your feeling to make it feel better.*Not fishing la-test my patient sudah-jangan jangan*. Since you are no longer here, i really lost the one that i can really talk to. Its you that understand all of the situation in my complicated life and yours. I really missed those 'big-apple' and 'j.co' time. And.. and.. watching movies right after your office hour.. talking crap and you with an over-expressive emotional time tgh tgk movie kan..I know that you are always gonna be my best friend. Since you dah menghilang beratus ribu batu jauhnye.. i need to find a bait.*wink*. naahh..*tak berniat nak make it sound different or what ok* alaaaaaaaaa...
juwea! balek arhhh. bosan douhhhh. bulan 4 lambat lagih.. aduuhhhhh. time tu i guess u dah cam stranger dah. hahaha.. with kulit dah gelap (anak cine dah masuk arab.. ape jadi ah) hahahaha.
and my girlfren pulak dah ade boyfren.. so kekonfeman yang agak menonjol i a bit left out.. hahahaha.. loser ke. tak kan. luckyly i have my other friends. But this friends come in season. kejap lepak ngan orang ni for like so long.. and later have another group plak... then come back to the old people... and it goes and on and on.. but the most importantly.. i have my mama and abah.. and my kakaks yang very understanding.. and also my little brother whom soon i gonna meet you ok..(wait for me there) and not forgetting my two shining fluffy cats. bob and baby.. you guys and (my frens including you) is the best thing that have ever happened ok.. you know it and so do i..

sisterhood of the traveling pants

aman egghead

fluffy baby

bob yang mengada -ngada

juwea ! its you.lol

and lin. now its getting harder to get you. *sigh*

Love.me
xoxo

Miracle is an uncertain hope..

2008-11-10T19:19:00.004+08:00

Dear diary,

It is an obviously the hardest moment to draw an inch of a smile at the very bit until god knows when. Miracle do happen. But in times, it just lay hope in a bare land in the heart without anyone could touch it. The uncertainty always keeps the pioneer soul in pain. Should the courage moves on until it becomes an unbreakable bond that can bend over and over times. For what may comes and just came past by me was and will be a beautiful story of the journey in life that i will tell to others and to keep the memories in mind.. It stops and it goes. But i know, there lives some faith and dignity for me to keep staying strong. I know that when He granted my prayers, I know that He loves me. And when He delayed mine, I know that He is testing me to hold onto Him. But when He didn't granted any of them, I know that He is planning something better for my life. And because of that, i know that He is always there to help me to improve things and to keep believing in Him that His love is more than His antipathy. Right now, i'm putting my words together so that i can stand in front of my parents and without crying which i know is the most impossible thing on earth and tell them that i just let them down..

Sober..

2008-11-09T04:22:00.002+08:00

Thank you mama and abah for everything.. I couldn't have imagine life right now without both of you. Things had been so difficult these days. Although i am not your most proudest kiddo yet i guess i am always the want who willing to fix things up upon everything.. I know that i always burden you with my problems as well as being so rude and i lied a lot since small.. but your phone call tonight make me realize that i just failed being the one you wanted. always does.. and i know i couldn't be better. but you are so much greater than a high gift would do. you both are my proudest moment in my life..your prayers are always my idol in heaven.

P.S: And if having this is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because i wouldn't give it back for the world.

Love.me
xoxo

Ahha..Monday.Thats right..

2008-11-08T00:40:00.004+08:00

Isnin. isnin ni. minggu depan.. so. that means lagi brape hari?? mm.. i'm not waiting for something sparkling and surprise birthday bash eh.. its not partee buih either.. shheessshh.. its my unlucky thesis presentation day man!!!! wuarghh.. depressing betul! piff piff piff.. sangat scarymaryscarymovie. *Gatal sangat hantar borang present awal2* tak sedar diri keje x siap lagi.. haihh..Dah la ingat hari selasa.. aiyok.. and other people seems to have theirs on the following week.. wtf??? if ok x pelah.. if x ok???... seriously crossing my finger.. *sambung keje buat bibliography and references* T.T :( *i really need some help and motivation*.. depressss siyowt.

Love.me
xoxo

Two days left.

2008-11-07T17:10:00.005+08:00

Eh..sempat gih kan.. lol..just dropping by to put my unadorable and unbreakable womanizer behaviour in achieving a better lifestyle.. yadda yadda.. borrringgg!!!!. yeahh yesterday sempat hang out with bobo or penyek.. hurmm pity him but it was so fun to ride in his car yang baru 2 hari dapat road tax since 2006. wth man.. siap bley ckp lg.. ' i bawak keta ni macam siput u know.. have to like pandang everywhere and slow2 bawak' lucky him never got caught or else i'll be seeing and waving him from far away when he's in the shining lokap.. wuah.. macam ni lah kawan right.. lol. borak punye borak dkt ttdi, die cakap bising pulak tmpt tu.. dunno what name la de kedai makan.. later we hang out kat mcd seksyen also dunno where..*this is me.. this is me.. sambil menyanyikan lagu demi lovato dengan girangnye* i pn dengan tabahnya and focus with all my attention yg unintentionally terslip sometimes tengokkan kekacakan jejaka2 yg sampai dengan kereta2 mewah.. okeh..ni exaggerate lebih.. abaikan pls.. dengar punye dengar love story die, i pn smpai dunno what to say.. sedih la jugak since he have this sensitive feeling.. sorry bo i cakap kat sini.. lol.. but i just wish that u'll be great in everything.. just choose the right one huh.. jgn jadi mcm i. always make the wrong decision.. seday ark seday ark.. and u gonna be a good pilot for real.. aa tunggu la bulan 2 nnti i nak paw duit u. hahahahaa.. mentang2 gaji pilot dah mencecah 10k.. x leh jadik ni..jeles jeles XD.. mm..

Love.me
xoxo

Kenot go.

2008-11-06T02:07:00.003+08:00

Tired as in penat and tak larat termasuk juga pathetic me plus plus i am sooooooo gonna collapse after this. Yaikcsss.. Okey.. i only have twisties lurve for the whole day.. wuahh. ni memang pecah record album. and.. campur sket la kinder bueno and yogurt drink ape name tah tak hingat lah. couldn't remember anything dah.. i kan ade this short-term memory lost. so.. i dun feel like offended.. apakah? :D .. *teringat this 10 second tom in 50 first date movie-ohmy that movie sangat adorable and also have a sedih moment. tacing sket aa.* overall thingy makes me like wanna vommit a green larva and seaweed.. tak logic pun xpe la.. wanna give like an impak maksima sound.. aiyooo.. day by day my kepala really senget d. the earth rotation pn still stable then mine pasal senget sket je.. i am totally lost in the middle of my cupcakes.. *eh..tetibe teringat cupcakes wondermilk lak..* eventhough i'm soo not cakes lover.. seriousshaitt.. boley kan people buy me cakes for my birthday and out of all the big cakes and the total slices yg dah potong. i amek satu je.... SATU JE. SATU ONE ICHI BAN.. LOL. and yet and yet and yet,.. i makan 2 sepoon ony.. 2 due sudu man.. aiyoo.. how horrible.. i am so totally sangat la allergiss kepada kek kek di dunia. cupcakes ok la.. not so big kan.. suap 1 mulut dah habes.. allaaa.. ade tak orang yang baik hati dan sudi membuat kerja kerja baik pulih saya??? dan tesis saye yang makin hari makin mencacat?? i am practically couldn't care less about this... aiyokk.. kepenatan yang kenot go like merry go round. kk.sambung later.. (jap g 4 jam tulis blog g).. dah memang kenot kontrol dah kebencian and my hatred towards this thing.

Love.me
xoxo

Kekeringan to the mankind level..

2008-11-05T20:35:00.004+08:00

Yeay.. *apehal lak. memang got some relation please with the above statement. except just ignore that to the mankind level.. sendiri pun x paham. jangan tanye ape ape memang xde kesudahan. wuahahaha.. Ok.. berat badan 10 hari lalu bersamaan dengan kurang 100 pound. mungkin 95 pound.. kire aa dalam kg.. 43kg aa. pound tu mmg agak lari sket accuracy.. tp xpe.. x yah betulkan.. i can betulkan myself.. sheeshh.. i know la..gile jap.. ok xpe.. 10 hari kemudian 41kg mungkin.. eh betul lah.. x tipu.. the achievement i had achieved in a year or a year plus.. hahahaa.. it will somehow drop to 35 kg by the end of November.. ohmy.. kejam gile dunia. x kesian kat i. mentang2 Barrack Obama da jadi President. I ni kebulur nak masuk umah putih tak tahu berapa tingkat tu.. Aaaaaa??? ape nih. ade la kena mengena sket with the kebulur word right.. akawaka.. hurmm this week only or plus the week before.. yg pasti as i am sure. started from the final minute i jump ke bawah dari exam hall. haa?? kate power puff curry puff.. xpe xpelah.. abaikan.. the minute from there, that day i makan kfc. ok lah. normal untuk para homosapien yang masih wujud kecuali kat negara bosnia.. ade ke kfc.. xde kot. update me if ade. hahahaa.. x yah la.. giler kesian.. xde life nk update pasal location kfc.. but... but.. but... but u know... from what i heard from my kebab man.. which is my brother.. (nanti i cite asal i pnggil die kebab) in france got kfc halal ok.. *jakun please* sorry la. i baru taw.. wuahahahaha... ok2 back to my story.. the next day pulak .. makan makanan sejenis die which is my most faveret makanan cepat... mackdi.. yeehhaaa.. nak order banyak2 x mampu kan.. kire ok la dpt mkn mr. ba da ba ba baaaa.. (dengan bunyi slang lagu dalam iklan mcd dlm tv tu) akawaka.. later later. that means keesokan harinye.. dengan ke-stress-san tahap melampaui jarak ISS dari bumi, i just ate burger ramlee for dinner.. satu pulak tu.. gile saving minah ni.. satu hari 2.50 je makan.. huiyoo.. xpe aa. ganti hr before2 that right that i spend for kfmek... wuahahaaa... semakin hari semakin rindu.. apehall. orng nk ckp semakin hari semakin ringan yet at the same time pembuncitan perut masih berlaku.. yes.! i know buncit is sexy and charming like when i kiss a dead frog it will smile back to me.. hoi.. merepek nih.. seday nye tiap2 hari macam ni....!!!!!! sak to the fak. ape lak bunyi to.. lol.. xpe2 biar ajos.. mm.. boring nyerrrrrr... mama.. i need to go back home.. i miss your sambal daging plus ayam masak merah plus spaghetti goreng.. wuuuu.. dah la td rush g ofis my dad. just to carik folder apetah and buat surat utk jkr wtf. adoy. *anak sape ni. mengeluh cam kwaja eh. ingat sket budi ibu bapa* and then... and then.. and then lagi.... grrr.. ok2.. i was waiting for my fuel money.. pasal i dah topup like dunno how much.. tapi.. tapi.. *dengan menangis di dalam hati, crying with all my soul quietly inside my heart* wuahaha.. waiting patiently and slow-mo-ly walk through the main door just hoping that mama will call me...'nur.........duit minyak ade??'.... but.... xde pown.... hampeh.. syaitttt.. xpelah.. gune la baki2 yg ade dalam bank.. seday jap.. dah la td. bluunis take my money.. bayar product ni product tu.. haa.. i pn cam sengal gi layan diorng yang mengkonvinsingkan tuh.. kwaja kwaja kwaja nyerhhhh.fak.. nemind la.. bukan ade orng dengar pn membebel byk2.. kk.. nak buat keje.. tadaa n tataa.. boom *hilang cam aladdin* XD XD XD

Love.me
xoxo

Yadda yadda yadda..

2008-11-05T02:29:00.003+08:00

Ok ape nak tulis ni..Mm. Sangat bosan ok.. Kerja x boley nak proceed pasal x reti nk buat.. bley x.. Malas yet i'm getting like more rajen everyday.. just because of this disturbing yet fascinating work to deal with.. ape nih.. kejap.. *nak salahkan uitm*. pasal ape?? ok.. firstly pasal course ni yang sangat x membantu especially people like me (sape suruh continue kan) lol,. dah la bende sume nak canggih lebih. pastu computer nak rem gb sume nak power2. wey.. ingat orang ade duit banyak sponsor by sugar yet not-fat-free daddy ke.. kalaw suruh ayah pin yg bini empat tu sponsor pn mmg x dapat..wtf.dah lari konfem.. pakai software pn nak yg paling mahal. adoy.. please la.. pastu ajar orng pakai illegal thing kan.. omg.. ye la. nk download dalm pc sekor2 nak gali duit kat mane.. haa pastu mula aa x leh nk install aa ade error aa. satu keje lak kan nak suruh orang format balik pc berkali duekali 10 kali..haa kalaw orng x reti format mcm i nih. 10 kali 50 inggit dah berapa nih.. aa kire sendiri.. tu untuk satu subjek. len subjek len software.pastu ade yng smpai 3 software nk pakai skali. mapinfo erdas arcgis aa arccatalog aa sume lah..autocad lagi..haa bukak la smpai full menu tab kat bawah tu..last2 pc jam.. haa mmg satu pc tu custom made sendiri untuk kegunaan pelajaran di universiti. kalaw dpt laptop free fully installed sume kan sng. haa x payah cam orng gile nk install (yg kadang2 cm bangang haf to install smpai 5 kali just because of slipped thru some of the cara-cara yg pnjg lebar amek masa smpai 2 hari pn x siap.. ye ke? ade ok!ni pasal tesis x siap aa ni mengomel kat sini. dah tu xreti nak buat awal2..ingt leh jadi prison break aa kan.. pecah masuk bilik lecturer kol 4 pagi pastu tanda kat kertas die. dak ni dah viva.. mmg konfem hebat tesis die.. mmg kalah powerpuff girl..
aa..kk.dah dah.. serabut jap.. c'mon aa.. hell yeahh.. this is not my dream after all.. xde passion gile buat bende yg cm x masuk dalam jiwa ok. seriously jiwa kacaw. whatever la.. dalam pada itu.. as if like ..if m going to have my dl.. jangan terpedaya with the dl ok.. dl in other way we call it as degree lanjutan.. haa.. glameres pe panggil dl.. konfem orang laen ingt deans list kan.. palehotakdiemeleleh x dapat aa.. dl untuk orang orang yg cm of course la bukan mcm i..
Mak aii.. panjang pulak boring2 ni..akawaka.. Eh lupe nak cite.. haha.. sambung balik wey.. aa kalaw la dpt dl pn.. its just the same kan.. after all im nnot going to spare my life working with this thing.. ohmy god.kalaw dpt interview pn.. mmg i akan memalukan uitm.. bukan sengaja ok.. but its the fact that i dont know the fact.. wth.. okeh.. ni dah bunyi loser. eeyeeewww.. ye arhh.. scale pn x pas2 gih.. mangkuk pijar pe.. i think dak2 sem 1 pn cam lagi bertamadun dari 1 yg cam suam-suam je. spartans rule! apehal lak.. tapasalpasal.. bia ah.. mmg dah ngok ngek kepala senget.Back to what im doing now.. mm.. sometimes i felt a bit menyesal pasal x tukar course.. ohmy.. but i knew that there's always reason for this.. ye arr.. sem 1 berlagak tak hengat.. study cam poyo x leh blah. tiap2 hari tu.. ajajaja.. ingt nk tukar course nye pasal.. but tetibe cm best.. tp skrng.. mmg plng x best.. lecturer tiap2 sem muke tak tumpah seperti 5 tahun sebelumnya.. ape ni.. x tawullah betul ke x.. but.but.. wey..asyek tgk muke same je.. adoy.. bosan wey.. 1st sem ok la ade mood nk stdy.. yg sekelian alam tu mmg x tercapai akalku untuk mempoyokan diri meng-study tiap tiap hari.. dah2.. perlu dilakukan isyak sebelum pukul 5.30 pagi muncul.. jap g doa mintak maaf balik.. i'm sorry for what i said earlier.. please forgive me. lol.. menggelabah!.:p

Okeng. masuk tido please.. kite bukan remaja sangat nak tido lmbt2. lagi skali.. x nk sebut dah that word ..p***..lol..laflaflaf.

Love.me
xoxo

If I were a boy.

2008-11-02T18:19:00.002+08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed

But you’re just a boy..

by.
Beyonce Knowles

Love.me

Second November..

2008-11-02T18:07:00.002+08:00

Today..
Second November ok.. :)
I supposed to love every November that comes a year.
But..
This year..
I guess, there is no reason for me to be happy and goofying like usual times..
Instead..
I saw my face become more grumpy and grumpier every day..
Although i just finished both of my final papers..
Yet..
I still have my fyp to think about..
Right..
FYP!!!!
Hurmm..
Why all my sisters never have to go through all this??
And..
They are so lucky..
That they have better jobs than i guess i will ever get..
Maybe..
Because i'm the fourth kiddos..
Chop suey..
Tsk tsk..
Lol.

Wuaaaaa..
Sometimes..
I felt that life isn't fair..
It was never His fault..
But i always blame myself for everything..
But i'll pray..
That i'll be a better person..
Some day..

Love.me
xoxo

OTH 322.

2008-10-20T20:26:00.004+08:00

I always love this part.. it was a sad and heartbreaking moment for brooke.

Lucas : So you gonna tell me what this is about?

Brooke : Maybe you should tell me about it.

Lucas : What's that supposed to mean?

Brooke : Peyton tells me some things about the two of you.

Lucas : Look. Brooke. I know that you worry about my pass. But Peyton, ..you have to understand the circumstances this time you know. i mean.. gosh she was bleeding and she thought she was going to die. i mean the kiss.. it meant nothing!

Brooke : What kiss? Did you kissed her again?

Lucas : Look Brooke i need you to listen to me! ok. i understand that you didn't know about the kiss and i'm sorry for spring it on you but i meant what i said. it didn't meant anything!

Brooke : A kiss always mean something.

Lucas : Maybe you're right but it wasn't a romantic moment. And you would've known that. And..

Brooke : And what? if i was there? and you so sweetly pointed out the party. the party that i threw for you! i wasn't there was i?

Lucas : Is it impossible for you to forgive me? I forgave you.

Brooke : For what?

Lucas : For sleeping with Chris Keller.

Brooke : And you know what Lucas.. i loved you for that? you had such grace in that moment that i fell in love with you.. all over again.. i can't believe that you would use it.. that was a bargaining chip.

Lucas : no. i'm not i'm not.. i need you to trust me and believe me when i tell you that my heart is with you. but part of me feels like ever since we got back together you just been waiting.. waiting to push me away.

Brooke : ouhh great.. you kissed Peyton again.. and i'm pushing you away!

Lucas : I love you brooke. i don't know how else to say.

Brooke : How about you show it?.. i'm not pushing you away Luke.. i'm holding on for your life but i need you to need me back. ok. why wouldn't you tell me about the kiss and why you didnt call me while you were away and why won't you ever just let me all the way in??

Love.me
xoxo

OTH 501.

2008-10-20T19:44:00.003+08:00

Sometimes it feels like it was yesterday.
Graduating high school.. Saying goodbye..
But feelings that you get at 17 or 18 that nobody in the history in the world has ever been this close
has ever loved fiercely..
or laughed as hard..
Or cared as much..

Sometimes it feels like it was yesterday..
and sometimes it feels like someone else's memory..

Love.me
xoxo

Cute stuff 5.

2008-10-19T23:14:00.003+08:00

1.What are your favorite colors?

*black + olive green

2.What is your fashion philosophy?

*be confident and style my own. wink*

3.Describe your style:

*simplicity + classy + sophisticated. lol

4.Are you a trend starter or follower?

*in between?

5.What current trends do you like?

*ankle-high boot

6.What old trends do you think should come back?

*rome persian style.. wuahlaweyhhh

7.Do you like accesories?

*not really. except for bracelets.

8.What kind of shoes do you like?

*mary janes, no gladiator please, peep-toe, wedges and the most - flipflops

9.Describe your dream outfit:

*its in blair waldorf's wardrobe. XD

10.Ever wanted to be a fashion designer?

*fashion consultant is better.lol

11.Do you like matchy matchy, or mix and match?

*mix and match for sure.

12.What is your biggest fashion problem?

*why do jeans and pants have to be so long? so hard to find petite size. only have ann taylor's

13.Do you think it's too expensive to be trendy?

*for sure no. just need a right pick :)

14.If you had a fashion budget of 1 million dollars, where would you shop, and why?

*saks fifth avenue :) would be the first.

15.Who is your fashion guru?

*in style.

16.If you had to pick one designer to wear for the rest of your life, who would it be, and why?

*channel because i always love em. :)

17.Do you like high heels?

*should be for certain time.

18.Do you watch fashion shows?

*not really

19.What is the most important piece in your wardrobe?

*come and see :p

20.The second most important?

*you should come and see!!lol

21.What one piece are you dying to add to your wardrobe?

*hurmm. x jmpe gih. mybe

22.What do you think is the most fashionable city in the world?

*new york paris and milan and tokyo

23.What is the most money you have spent on a pair of jeans?

*versace's urmm 5oo kowt. .lol

24.Do you shop online for clothes?

*never.

25.If so, what stores?

*never lah.

26.Who is the trendiest person you know?

*too many too list.

Good or Bad Trends:

1.Leg Warmers?

*good :). love it

2.Bell Bottoms?

*yeap2.. but prefer boot cut :p

3.Jelly Shoes?

*cute

4.Scrunchies?

*at home purpose.lol.

5.High-Wasted Pants?

*better be a high-waisted skirt :p

6.Cow Boy Hats?

*seldom wear hats.but its gonna look cool

7.Head Bands?

*yeahh.. thats cute.. like blair's :)

8.Gladiator Sandals?

*like nevaaa!

9.Snake Jewelry?

*erhh?

10.Concert Tees?

*if the design is cool then yeaaa

11.Leopard Print?

*ermm.tapelahh.hahaha

Cute stuff 4.

2008-10-16T17:55:00.003+08:00

1. Name one person who made you laughed last night.

*make me laugh? sangat xde. pasal x kluar. lol

2. What were you doing at 0800?

*off my alarm. XD

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

*facebook-ing??

4. What happened to you on last raya?

*chilling-la-sangat. small cracked open house

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?

*"TAK ADA" hawhaw

6. How many beverages did you have today?

*my mineral bottle je T.T

7. What color is your hairbrush?

*brown :)

8. What was the last thing you paid for?

*silly geomass makan2 thingy?? eeeyeeeww *jahatnye*

9. Where were you last night?

*home. too lazy to go out

10. What color is your front door?

*"dark chocolate" brown. lol

11. Where do you keep your change?

*clutch, side pocket. hihi

12. What’s the weather like today?

*raining

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?

*green cashew pecans.

14. What excites you?

*holidays + usa + europe + mauritius. :)

15. Do you want to cut your hair?

*feels like it

16. Are you over the age of 25?

*nope.still 22

17. Do you talk a lot?

*depends. bila masuk air then yes XD

18. Do you watch the O.C.?

*uhhuhh :) love summer :) + seth cohan

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?

*steven spielberg??? lol

20. Do you make up your own words?

*always does.. people usually dont understand; rofl

21. Are you a jealous person?

*should i?? not really.

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.

*ailin

23. Name a someone whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.

*kree

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?

*mama

25. What does the last text message you received say?
*from ailin; so esok jadi ka tgk movie? if nk tgk ngan zaza tonight oso can.

26. Do you chew on your straw?

*eeyyeeeww. no!

27. Do you have curly hair?

*soon. lol.. should be

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?

*dinner or movie.. see first

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?

*yaya --- sorry i put your name here because i hate you so much like hell! you really need a psycho therapy dear.

30. What was the last thing you ate?

*pringles

31. Will you get married in the future?

*:)

32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?

*aa??? the only one yg i tgk eagle eye.. and that movie sak.!

33. Is there anyone you like right now?

*yes. since long long ago. never wanna change.lol

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?

*last week. open house sendirik?? xde maid.haha

35. Are you currently depressed?

*everyday. lol

Love.me
xoxo

Construe and render.

2008-10-15T19:45:00.003+08:00

I came across this meaningful poetry and i thought of putting it down. And it should be nice of you to render every word from it. :)

Greetings to the continent

They separate us
the passports visas frontiers all names for barriers
they rob us with their laws
sending bullets wrapped in dollars
forcing us to choose
and choose we must
there is no other way

Friend, you have chosen guns and bullets
many leaders prefer their dollars
for this you must soak your clothes
red grass, red river
children’s weeping
the blood of the exploited

III

You squeeze cactus and grind stones
to make food and drink
girls toil decorated in dust
little children sling on their weapons
you darken the sky with exploding pipelines
others sing in prisons
for the freedom of Palestine

We strive in drying rice fields
daring peasants have begun to clear the virgin jungle
small beginnings in a cloudlike calmness
a calmness that nips us in the bud
we the few are still learning
from all your experiences,
and our own

we shall consolidate the May eclipse
at the true target
of this archipelago

Greetings
without visa
passport
golf
colour
to humanity, people,
of all continents.

By.
Usman Awang
(Translated by Muhammed Hj Salleh)

Love.me
xoxo

What i always loved 2.

2008-10-15T17:20:00.002+08:00

...Yesterday was a great day and I'm sitting in the car and I realize that none of my great days in my life matter without you. You're the one I want next to me when my dreams come true and you're the one I want next to me if they don't. As long as I have you... nothing else matters.

They give their hearts to each other unconditionally ...that's what true love really is. It's not this fairy tale life that never knows pain, but it's two souls facing it together and diminishing it with unconditional love.

You ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? You know, it makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other people's lives we've been in? Were we a part of someone's life when their dreams came true? Or were we there when their dream died? Did we keep trying to get in as if we were destined to be there? Or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think. You could be a big part of someone else's life and not even know it.

Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes-someone to helps us hear the music in their world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you.

if you're always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, then you'll always find them, but at some point maybe you should let go and give your heart what it deserves.

You can find the good in anybody if you just give them a chance, benefit of the doubt.Sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise you, but you never really get to know them until you listen for what's in their heart.

Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us in return.

Sometimes when you're young you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans. Big plans. Find your perfect match, the one that completes you. But as you get older you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize that the plans you made were simply plans. Because at the end when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you are leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.

Love.me
xoxo

Cute stuff 3.

2008-10-15T16:47:00.004+08:00

1. Can you fill this out without lying?
*yeasss. XD

2. Whats the last thing you put in your mouth?

*Burger king.

3. Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that started with S?

*Mm. hihi

4. Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 22?
*alya.

5. Can you play Guitar?

*hah.. no no

6. Name someone that made you laugh today?

*juwea? did you? lol

7. How late did you stay up last night and why?

*not really late. at 1 something. playing pokemon in facebook. lol dah lame stop since gameboy thing.

8. If you could move somewhere else, would you?

*of course i will. i mean somewhere else better.

9. Ever been kissed under fireworks?

*nope.

10. Which of your friends lives closest to you?

*no one?? eeyeeww.. how pathetic

11. Do you believe ex(s) can be friends?

*hell yes..if no.. u should get over it.. :)

12. Do you prefer to call or text?

*non of em. rimas seh

13. How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper?

*lmao.lol

14. When was the last time you cried?

*dunno. yesterday? last 2 days? prolly

15. What was the last thing someone bought for you?
*mama?? L'occitane cherry perfume.. love it

16. When is your birthday?

*November 14th

17. Who was the last person you text message?

*Siew Peng from Cats Whiskers.

18. Was yesterday better than today?

*today should be better

19. What are you listening to?

*Joshua Radin - winter

20. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?

*ajim. accident

21. Do you hate anyone?

*yeah..someone who jealous with me for no reason. imao

22. If we were to look in your phone inbox, what would we find?

*95% text from him

23. Hows your heart?

*it's complicated.lol

24. Your last thought?

*i have to move on T.T

25. Do you like your life now?
*Never been good

Love.me
xoxo

So. Your future is.

2008-10-14T23:00:00.003+08:00

Hurmm..ape neh.. first thing should be.. katakan tak nak.. lol.. to what.. to what i'm going to have later on.. my future.. my career.. and my hell life of being a full time worker.. eeyucckkss.. but.. its a no no to procrastinate whatever things will be .. yet,, it seems like you kinda have to spend the rest of your life working.. saying what.. hurm like 20 years? 30? dang.. maybe 40 years.. getting your life a packed cliche schedule everyday.. ok2.. this is kinda bored.. pagi: at 7 je dah ready nk kuar rumah.. shut up with all those congested jam-should-be-like-everywhere.. hell yeahh.. and gonna spend like 9 hours working.. eeyyyeewww.. balek mlm tido.. and tomorrow gonna start the whole thing backk.. sucky gile weyhh.. well. earning money its not easy.. and the same goes to life right. nothing is easy in this world.. that is why it is called life.. XD.. hectic man.. seeing my workaholic sissy, its kinda give no motivation at all.. moreover with what im doing now.. ohemmgeee... seriously i'm in like whatever feelings that i have.. nothing is more than putting out my passion in this world that i'd been studied in the last three and a half years.. ohmy.. just for the sake of having the degree holder.. and that's it!!! haihh.. it doesn't feels any good when you don't have the happiness learning something that you hate.. but i always believe its not what we had learnt. later on, we'll see that whatever we produce and whatever we invented that is the most important thing... alaaa.. keje pown not every time we gonna use ape yg kite blaja kan.. adoyhh.. then why not do an on-job training.. hihi.. since if your life a little bit kinda same like me.. i guess that kinda help.. lol.. but for sure .. for me.. working as whatever thing i've been doing right now... its not what i'll look upon to.. so.. whaetever things.. i'll pray that everyday my life will be easy.. :) and i'm hoping that i'm going to do with what i admire since long ago.

Love.me
xoxo

What i always loved.

2008-10-12T23:04:00.003+08:00

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will.

I come in here and I sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be. And so I wish for patience, grace, and strength to just let him be happy. Mostly I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part, letting go. That's the part of grace that really sucks.

Yes, losing your heart's desire is tragic. But gaining your heart's desire? That's all you can hope for. This year I wished for love... to immerse myself in someone else and to wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish was granted. And if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because I wouldn't give it back for the world.

People are going to disappoint you. I get that, I kind of expect that. But, what if you wake up one day and realize you're the disappointment?

Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am home again. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am whole again. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am young again. However far away, However long I stay. I'll always love you, I'll always love you. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am free again. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am clean again. I will always love you. I will always love you. I will always love you.

xoxo.

2008-10-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

Still missing you.
And will still missing you.

How things turned up.
It's not fair.
But of course. things happened for some reasons.

So long i live.
So long are you.
So stay i wish
So deep hope do

Never gonna have somone like you!
Things hard
and so is my life
Without courage to stand aside
I lied sorrows kept tight inside.

It's all about you.
I promise to
Nobody hold that title
but somehow u do!

Whatever crap i'm saying,
i'll wait for you.
Standing.Waiting.Wishing

And I'll pray that someday i'll see you.

Love.me
xoxo