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Sunday, October 12, 2008

What i always loved.

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will.


I come in here and I sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be. And so I wish for patience, grace, and strength to just let him be happy. Mostly I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part, letting go. That's the part of grace that really sucks.

Yes, losing your heart's desire is tragic. But gaining your heart's desire? That's all you can hope for. This year I wished for love... to immerse myself in someone else and to wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish was granted. And if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because I wouldn't give it back for the world.

People are going to disappoint you. I get that, I kind of expect that. But, what if you wake up one day and realize you're the disappointment?


Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am home again. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am whole again. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am young again. However far away, However long I stay. I'll always love you, I'll always love you. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am free again. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am clean again. I will always love you. I will always love you. I will always love you.

1 comments:

Al said...

love..
wow..
u love him so much..
part of my pray is to your love today..
hope dream comes true..
love
~Al~