Krepkrepkrep and i continue to poop krep..

Doink doink..

I am totally over-bored..

Mm..
Firstly.. my book x siap lg.. so hafta wait for like 2 days lagi.. yet.. sv and coord. sign x amek lagih.. yeahhh.. m feeling totally overwhelmed.. haha.. if my sv kurung diri dalam bilik how eh nk mintak sign?? mm.. nak selit bawah meja.. i rase ade 3 buku kowt nak selit.. so konfem2 x muat.. nak ulang-alik pegi cekidout die ade x *since die tu cm x reply msg or x answer fonkol* so i pn x taw what's coming up..lol.. wtf.. ohmy.. barang x g beli.. and.. and.. x pack lagi.. holikrep.. barang kat rumah sewa still bertimbun2 untuk diangkut balik.. great!!.. nak jumpe si 3 budak sengal x taw sempat x.. nak jumpe penyek pn mcm x sempat.. nak pergi mengh000haaa with the bimbos pn agaklah x smpat.. waddahel.. :(

So.. i guess cam x sempat buat half of my plan.. sak douh..
But.. at the sametime.. my level of enthusiasm keeps raising one level everyday.. yeehaa.. lol.
Dah dah..Bye arh.

Love.me
xoxo

No.. I never expect you to give me this..

I bukak mozilla new tab.. youtube.com..guess what..my otak punye urat ter-snap seketika.. adeke this youtube reccomend kan i tengok video 'mas idayu : senggol senggolan cubit cubitan.. wadahell.. tak penah pown aku search video dangdut kat youtube ok.. pejadah nih...the bengongs betul.. *dengan muke pasrah nak tanak tekan tab tu* hahahahaha.. pandai youtube nih pilih lagu kegemaran seseorang.. mungkin die nak suruh try tukar citarasa ke.. who knows kan.. nice try bebeh.. lol.. *aa nak cakap orang racist aa tuh* bukan racist aa.. hisy kaler muke kite kan same.. mane de racist beb!.. racist terhadap lagu je.. hahahaa.. eh tak2.. no kenot2.. my jiwa sangat lembut seperti pelembut softlan atau downy 2x.. hawhawhaw.. tak kena dengan genre lagu ni.. i kenot shake my booty and my hips are lying..lol.. semput douh nak mengikut.. *dulu boley la.. dah tu2 nih kena tukar style oldies sket* -percaye aa korang.. dah2. tido weyhh.

p/s: ade yang kena masuk rehab nih pasal die dah weng lebey.

Love.me
xoxo

Apakah yang cuba disampaikan wahai kawanku seorang nih..

I came across this youth website.. And sedang mereka sebok bertanya dan menjawab soalan masing2, ade sesuatu yang menarik perhatian.. Mm.. bunyi soalan dia macam ni..

"kenapa ader some pompuan ni sanggup bercinta dengan nigger??"

I was like... wtf??? Why people are being so racist? Aiyoyo... wey.. kamon la... why sometimes people have this pemikiran sempits and so kolot.. omg.. People are getting smarter nowadays.. Jangan la bergerak ke belakang.. Dunno la.. maybe he/she has the reason why the question arised on their mind.. We are human sayang..Semuanya sama.. tak ade yang kurang and tak ada yang lebih.. You are trying to sound like you have a better class than them.. In what sense? Actually at some part we are not better than them pown even among our multi-races people.. Whatever is.. pandang diri sendiri dulu i guess. i'm not telling you that i am right.. but it doesn't matter who we are or where we come from.. when you love someone, it's not always about the colors.. aiyaiyai... suke hati la diorangg nak bercinta dengan sesiapa.. it's their right to choose whoever they want..they deserve to be in love.. kenapa nak jeles dengan kebahagiaan orang lain.. kalaw sendiri x happy jangan nak salah kan orang laen la right..try and be in their shoes for a sec and feel what they feel when they look down towards us.. then you should be mad like hell i bet. Don't be too cocky and selfish because you are going nowhere with those attitude..

Love.me
xoxo

Miss independent..

My lappy terbukak all the time with this song covered the whole period..

"Ooh its something about just something about the way she moved
I cant figure it out, there's something about her (about her)
Say ooh theres something about,
Kinda women that want you but dont need you
Hey, i cant figure it out, there's something about her
Cuz she walk like a boss, talk like a boss
Manicured nalis, just sent the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly
Cuz she move like a boss, do what a boss
Do, she got me thinking about getting involved
thats the kinda girl i need

She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Wont you come and spend a little time
She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Ooh the way you shine
Miss independent

Hey yeh yeh, yeh yeh, yeh yehhh mmm

Ooh there's something about kinda woman that can do it for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud, there's something about her
there something ooh so sexy about the kinda women that dont even need my help
She says she got it, she got it, no doubt, theres something about her
Cuz she work like the boss, play like the boss
Car and a crib, she about to pay em both off
And her bills are paid on time
She made for a boss, Soley a boss,
Anything less, shes telling em to get lost
Thats the girl that on my mind"

- Ne-Yo

Gile? tak? Senget? Tak jugak?? ok. it supposed to be funny and weird? *ketap gigi with a bit of muke confused*..

Well.. this song ade plus minus give an inspiration to me or to other girls..lol.. Macam best kowt jadi minah nih.. Semua pown ade ok.. So.. it's like .." whatever guys...excuse me..i have everything handled.. thank you very much!"... wuahhh.. cam a bit poyo sket but at the same time she's in controlled.. and the guy will be like.. "Sape minah ni??? Uhhuh Uhhuh.. She's interesting and she has this some kind of style..i like it!..kena approach nih..*chewahh..buat cite sendiri x leh blahh!* haha.. perasan kejap jadi minah tu.. nih berangan jew please.. i memang tak aa kalaw nak jadi boss kan.. eeyeeew.. macam pelik je.. doesn't ring any bell ok.. i kan suka exaggerate at some part.. kikiki..

Baru print fyp aa.. ink kaler habes... thanks to my cherry chapstick printer.. lol.. so kene buat ape?? esok.. kite kena pegi beli ink cepat2 sebelum dekat2 tengahari pasal farid kate nak gerak g upm 'dekat2 nak tengahari'.. lol.. sekarang: serabut.serabut.serabut.malas.malas.malas..wth.. pukul 4 ok. nak tido tapi seriously x ngantok.. k lah k lah..off to bed.. lai lai.

Love.me
xoxo

Inilah jadinya bila anda..

Seriously i bosang today especially during noon time.. pastu i kan xde keje.. and was happily looking through facebook again and again.. dah tu.. i turun bawah.. and this is what happened when i tried to play rihanna take a bow song at the first part of it.. tapi the video was a bit gelap pasal tengah hari.. and the sound was totally of key.. excuse my i-don't-take-piano-lesson-when i was small ok.. agagaga.. *dah malas-terus switch lagu yang sepesen bosannye* eee.. tutup telinga pls.. pastu dah la men suke2 hati octave die.. pasal i letak kamera salah tempat.. haa pastu key pown x leh nk tekan. padan muke bunyi sumbang gile.. * suppose i men ok sket dr ni.. tp pasal ade camera.. menggelabah jap aa..poyo..konon2 ade orang yang sanggup tengok i men cam senget benget tune die* hahahahaa...

p/s: excuse again my muke toya or watever, wth.



luckily dah ptg sket, we all pegi open house - dira's new house sekali with her new-born baby girl: Tengku Anggun Diandra.. *ok jangan ckp pape kat sini kawan2..* taboo. nanti x pasal2 tv3 saman i on behalf of her.. lol.. *kidding* *ni lah my neighbor yg i x pnh bercakap dan bertegur sapa sampai hari ni* shoot.. teruk x perangai.. well.. biasssellllaaa~~~ *nada gedik santai*.. later petang g alamanda.. kebosanan kan i kate td.. sungguh la jarang nak drop by alamanda.. but oleh kerana tu je tempat yang macam paling dekat so.. pegi je la merayap with my kakak and my parent.. g cold storage membeli belah barang pasal uncle rahim pesan nak suruh bawak pegi geneva nanti.. and i caught this one.. *ceh..tetibe dah terasa cam berada kat saen lak* lol.. poyo ark poyo ark.. doinkedoinky..

kacaw mama memilih barang XD

tidak ketinggalan sebok juge nak bersama-sama mencari vitamin c

ape ntah yang nak cube disampaikan

dah aa.. malas betul nak menulis.. tapi nak tulis jugak.. papetah minah nih.. adoy.. kk. bye. laters.

Love.me
xoxo

Parteydroppedonsaturdayamtopm..

Don't bother if you can't read those words because seriously you are going to strain your eyes and your soul when you hardly trying to figure out what on foot shall it be.. Hell yeah... Woot woot~~.. Yeahhh.. since it was Saturday, I am supposedly stay at my sweetsour plus minus bitter butterprawn creamy cheesecake crib and showering myself with the intolerants dvd's series or what's not.. whatever..teheee, since pa n ma had their plans scheduled earlier which comes in a standard notification for like almost every week as oppose to attending people's wedding, there should be only four of the gorgeous bachelorette left doing their unsupervised behavior.. kikikiki..

earlier the first one spent the night somewhere at her bff's crib.. so of course there left only 3 of us.. and since the second of all was really enjoying herself having tremendous workaholic non-stop time limit for like 24/7 or 24/6 she would of course left home for work at 800 or maybe 830.. i have no idea of the usual morning activity because i was still having my tight sleep with a bit of ugly betty and some kind of advert from martha stewart stuck somewhere in my dream.. although i would preferred oprah popped up but it somehow didn't give any different btw.. lol.. And later.. my cousin and my auntie stopped at our place..its kinda like check point for them anyway.. hawhaw.. and by 230pm they already headed to shah alam.. yet attended some wedding..

so.. there left the two of us.. the third and the fourth.. ready to go to the gardens and mid valley.. she insisted on finding some dress for her KL Bar dinner next week.. the theme for the night will be like ~fairytale~ thingy.. urmm.. it was hard to find something that suits her.. so drpped by at robinsons's the garden and tadaa... so, with our undeniable and unavoidable up one level vainness character, it left us with these..hihihihi.. She was supposed to get the purple, since there were no available size of hers, she came out with triple double combo sighs.. again.. and again.. forever black.. *asek g dinner je baju hitam..asyek2 kaler hitam..g office kaler hitam.. g court kaler hitam.. life with the lizard's poo poo's colour.. eeyeew..booorriinnggg~~`!!!* so nak tanak she had to pick em pasal she seriously had no choice-pity pity sweety*


Sementalah itu *tukar bahasa jap.. mendayu2 dah starting nih..ok ark?? ;;p*... when we were sebok-ed masuk kedai kedai, dengan tengah high nye menshopping barang, we decided to enter one of the kedai kasut dekat the gardens.. mm.. so pasal nak cari kasut, we both redah and punggah je aa masuk any of the shoe shop kan.. but the best part was.. everytime i wanted to touch them, i saw this 'PIG SKIN LINING' label.. i carik aa kasut len yg xde that label.. tapi... macam xde je.. i was at the semi-highest level of failure... wadafak... so i dah officially meggelarkan kedai tu 'KEDAI TAK HALAL' ..agagaga.. cam kedai makan lak..tapi ni kedai kasut okeh.. like zara or mng or whatever tu semi-HALAL and semi-HARAM.. ade gak combination la.. *macam konon konon kan nak samakan ngan kedai makan halal tp ade bar* hahaha.. pelik kejap.. so we both berulang-alik dengan jayanya between mid valley and gardens sambil singgah di madam kwan for lunch.. got back at around 7 plus..
Now time to dinner.. we thought of having at chef and brew dekat damansara.. but we switched to pegi bora asmara at kg. sg. penchala.. menarik right the name??.well.. kikiki.. brothers with bora ombak.. this was some kind of birthday celebration for my second sister..last friday was her birthday.. tehee.. 2nd time bday celeb in november and in two weeks time.. yeehhaaa... dah bday dekat2.. nak buat sekali x best arhh.. hisy!..

*tired and i need to sleep yaw*

Love.me
xoxo

Kamekamekame..

Sheesshh.. thank god that everything is like 99.014% done. all i need to do is just buy my there's-no-imitation-ink for my printer for like second time which i know when i convert those value i know that i can get myself a pair of Pull and Bear jeans.. sak betul. tu uh.. this is call fat ass dummy yang tahu membeli barang tanpa usul periksa dahulu.. yeahh that's me.. printer murah ink mahal..wadafak..*kesian my housemate asyek kene printkan keje pasal i kan pemalas nak g beli ink* sorry kawan-kawan XD. dulu ade la a bit of regretfulness.. but since it was like a week away from claiming my independence day of having stuck in a cobalt wire for three and a half years, so i decided not to continue nagging and keep those persistently annoying behaviour of having a never-ending full stop of babbling my own..tehee..

mm.. since i am currently at my crib, so the tendency of keluar masuk rumah sangatlah limited. Tak. Bukan macam any limited edition that you had saw earlier. Takde kena mengena ngan satu pn. Ahuhh.. *bunyi macam tak kena kat mane2* Eee..Can i be funny without being silly? Because i don't think i can make it. urmm.. Its more like silly than funny.. err. don't you think so?? What do you think? urmm... doesn't fit any of it??.. Right.. i knew it!!.. Uhhuhh.. macam ni je lah.. aiyohh.. susah betul bile kite punye fikiran tak same dengan ape yang kite cuba tuliskan.. now i can feel that i'm making your brain nerve complicated and twisty like a twisties or you can feel the hole getting deeper like penne. *not penis la you arsehawl*

hisy..kenapa bile duduk kat rumah, kite tak boleh keluar banyak kali. Tiga hari sekali.. atau mungkin.. Tujuh hari sekali.. Kenapa ye? Kenapa macam tu? Sebab kite rase lebih baek macam tu.. Mak bapak kamu tak marah ke kamu keluar tiap2 hari?? Urm.. mungkin mereka tak marah.. tetapi paling tidak mereka akan buat muke sahaja.. Itu paling2.. Jadi bile ia berlaku, perasaan tidak keruan muncul.. Mengapa? Sebab asyek keluar rumah dan tanpa disedari kite telah menghabeskan duit ringgit malaysia mereka dengan pergi berjoli sana dan sini. Jadi saya Berasa agak malu.. Walaupun sedikit, tapi timbul juga perasaan sedar diri.. Ahahahaha.. Mm.. nak keluar malam macam terasa sangat tak best la pulak. *Padehal slalu je buat dajal* Ok.. ni cerita kat rumah pls.. Kena ikut kesesuaian tempat.. Jadi bile ini berlaku, aktiviti harian amat lah terhad dan saya merasakan the possibility untuk jadi baek semula amtlah tinggi untuk beberapa bulan akan datang.. demm.. *saya bersyukur* - ikhlas ke tidak nih.. hahahahaa.. jadi kawan kawan sekalian yang mahu meng-book tempat untuk bermesyuarat dengan saya sila lakukan temujanji pada atau sebelum pukul 7 petang.. itu lebih baek supaya saya dapat memikirkan cara terbaek untuk keluar rumah sampai pukul 1 pagi.. XD XD XD.. daaa.

Love.me
xoxo

Wishes that you wish you wished. erhh.

When i was little, i used to have this power imagination like a sixth sense i prefer to call.. or maybe seven.. or even maybe eight.. nobody knew about it and so did i.. because the truth was.. i never had those.. lol.. and i never wish for it.. and so if i were granted with those, i know i'll be someone with a disturbance soul.. for sure i guess i will..mm.. but there are things that i wished i had back then.. and there are loads of things i knew i missed and i just discovered those when i was 18 or maybe earlier or maybe somehow too bad it is now.. Right.. did you ever wish that you were someone else? ok i never wish for that either.. lol.. but sometimes i did.. its just that maybe it never happened when i was small because i'm lack of imagination in wonder worlds and also i'm a bit noble *eeyeew* just to think about that.. yeahh right *budak kecik agi aa.. cam bodo and bangang je nak pikir2 pasal binatang2 ni and mane ade berangan banyak sangat mase kecik. please aa.. noob kowt time tu.. pejadaharam sume xreti* *len aa zaman skarang ni dak2 semakin poyo and cam menggelabs sket. nak g skolah pn nak tayang hanfon aa kamera berlensa laa. ipod nano shuffle i phone sume nak tunjuk aa tuh* *ni name die jeles pasal dulu kuno sket-pakai internet pown x reti and xde-kesian ark**wey dulu xde bnde2 ni frenster aa myspace aa fesbuk aa.* dulu pakai buku autograph je taw.. title: my biodata, name:, address:, d.o.b:, p.ob:, faveret food:, faveret drink:, faveret colour:, dan pebende lagi: korang mesti ade gak kan.. jangan tipu pls.. XD.. klaka weyhh.. haha.. k dah.. lari topik siot.. *cam x biase je maen lari2 topik nih*.. how i wish i was born now.. hurmm.. xde lah wish sangat.. tapi tgk cam dak2 kecik ni semakin pandai.. cam ke-noob-an tu tinggi gile.. * but anyway.. it doesn't matter now huh.. tapi kan.. hurmm.. dah besar ni.. rase macam rugi banyak... u know why.. i always berangan and think about those thing yg i berangan la.. like..umm.. how i wished that i go to chinese school and i know how to speak mandarin and cantonese *it was my dad who didn't want me to go there-but it was never his fault XD* i wished that i know how to play music instruments.. although i can learn them now.. but u know la.. x same la.. dah besar ni bengap lagi.. lembap lagi.. sume ajar ape pn dah x masuk..right right.. and i wished that i know how to paint and draw nicely.. *orang kidal ni len sket- die x pandai melukis ok. so fakta2 yang kate orng2 cmni reti lukis tipu gile ok-tapape je*- skali aku sorang je yg x reti. ahaha* aa lagi satu lagi satu.. i wished i was like micah *dak kecik dalam cite heroes tu- yang boleh kuarkan duit dari mesin atm tu aa.. kaye weyh* ahahahaha.. berangan.. lari sungguh dan melawan kejadian alam ni.. astaghfirullah.. tak2.. tipu je.. pop yeh yeh.. harharhar. mm.. takdelah.. dulu berangan ape eh.. urmm..yeahh.. i wished that i collect all my transformers stuff..ohmy.. menyesal betull.. nak beli now cam xberduit la pulak. lol.. alaa.. yang len2 tu nnti la.. time2 ni x ingat.. slalu berangan ok je.. melimpah ruah how i wished nye.. dah la dah la.. bosan tul xtawu nak tulis ape..

p/s i wished my english is like mahathir's. powerpuff kan.. jealous *high end*:)

Love.me
xoxo

Stand up to Cancer.

Well. i'm not a part of WHO for sure.. but whenever i heard this song : STAND UP 2 CANCER *thanks to bby1moretime* i just thought of someone near me who just passed away a couple of months ago. He died because of cancer and he struggled for i guess more than 5 years living with it.. And somehow he will be one of my proudest person in my life.. That is for sure :)

I guess there are people in your life too who are fighting and struggling or had experienced living with cancer throughout his or her life.. If they are still here with us, then you can change things by bringing some sunshine and be part of their life. It worth and it means a lot to them. It'll change you and it'll change them. XD

http://www.standup2cancer.org/

Love.me

xoxo

Got it for two..

Hello upper east siders.. (berangan gossip girl x ley blahhhhh) alaa.. can i be blair waldorf for 10 seconds??? please please.. nak begging kat siape pn nih..hellooo??? whatever me!.. ke-sengalan-ness of me are increasing hyper-rapidly like the one you see in one of your spam mail and junk box showing whats yields when you mix your coke drink and mentos together.. that's what i'm becoming more like.. tadaaaa.. XD *wink +batting eyelashes).. just got back from Bangsar Village II.. teheee.. got myself two things on my wishlist.. not exactly wishlist i supposed.. nih beli pasal barang nih mesti ade in my life!!.. kalaw xde macam x best nk g holiday larh!!.. wuahwuahwuah.. *masih x sedarkan diri yang duit sudah berkurangan*.. thought of me-rounding2-kan diri kat jalan telawi.. since dah hujan.. batalkan sahaja niat yang mendalam itu.. dengan penuh kesabaran melawan arus ke-jam-an yang berlaku di sekitar lebuhraya persekutuan *holikrep..jalan macam siput babs-lembap cam siput tu berlari* padehal xde pape pn.. kecoh aa orang mesia nih.. *termasuk lah i* kite kan sama dan serupa. perangai tak tumpah cam anjing gils terlepas tali. camtu ke eh.. i kan suke melebih2 kan bende yang tah pape.. so.. tanpa segan silu abaikan sahaja okeh.. :) *senyum sinis manis madu lebah senget sket ke sebelah kiri*..wtf..ok..sambil berjalan jalan di tengah2 jam tuh *i kan x kesah jam2 nih* wtf.. macam penyabar sgt.. poyosyiall. xpe eh.. kejap je kejap je.. last last.. XD.... sampai ke exit pj...20 minit.. sampai ke penang bridge...15 minit.. exit subang... 10 minit.. eh da samapi shah alam kawan kawan..*setelah sekian lama memerap di dalam tempurung kereta* sampai jua akhirnya aku di traffic light padang jawa...

fon bunyik.. (nombor x kenal)
"hey asma... adriana here.. u free x now? u wanna work today?
*dlm otak memikirkan..mm.. ok dah pukul 5 syg.. and i baru blk dr bangsar.. and nk patah balik lagi skali..wth.. memang tak aa jawapan die.. dengan keadaan jam butter scotch nenas flavour.. sememangnya dah x termampu merentangi rintangan2 dan halangan orang baru balik keje nih*

"alaa..x boley ke.. pc x leh pakai.. i have to do it all manually..farah da nak balik..customer like full la pulak today
"
i pn.. cam dengan kejam sket.. "aa..*terpinga pinga daun keladi* mm.. i kat my uni.. ade keje la.. nak submit my work..urmm.. sorry sangat.. my lecturer takde esok.."*i dah biase cite2 tokok tambah tolak darab bahagi nih* jahat kan i..i taw tu XD.. takkan nk g blk.. x larat lah..

sorry yea adriana.. :p.. i didn't mean to say that.. but..*faham2 sendiri la eh* lol.. i kan x baek sangat.. i dah cakap banyak kali kan.. so jgn marah i boley tak.. hhaaahahaha..

alaa..bukan i taknak tolong.. if i x g bangsar td mybe la there's a chance for me to say yes.. but.. since baru balik n baruuu je nk smpai rumah... reasonable excuse kan.. teheeee..

ok dah maghrib dear.. come lets sarung your white suit.. :)

Love.me
xoxo

You'll love this..

This is for sure something that is true to say.. Serious.. i'm serious this time around.. well..
listen to these song and you'll get what i mean. ;p..

Btw and fyi its from a fine frenzy taken from her album one cell in the sea..

• ashes and wine
• think of you
• liar, liar
• the well

Hey.. these are just some of them.. check out all of the songs yeah...

p/s: seriously not intended and dedicated to those who don't have this sentimental and heartless feeling. rofl.

and thanx to thechelseafund, soapbubbles511, remy4193 and dawnwintershimmer for the cute videos.

Love.me
xoxo

Me and the new pink..

Right..don't bother about those title because it is totally out of it..you should by now noticed this...*bigggg yawwwwwnnnn* boring!!!...cashmere mafia right on top for the whole night.. except that at 11 plus plus.. i headed to Pak Li's thanks to huzai and ajim for coming down..as i only got those siren singing 10 minutes before you guys arrived.. mm.. and seems that most of us didn't ride back home after those finals because there are loads of 'me' still hanging themselves at those kopitiams.. haha.. cliche.. tanak balek rumah tapi dah habes exam...in other words.. *lets celebrate whats not and whats hot*.. eh bukan i for sure.. XD laugh out loud... soooo... rock..paper..scissors..shoot.. did i win?? hurmm. nih pasal bosan sangat and bengs to the max that i didn't know what to write but at the same time.. i am so officially stressed out.. there is nothing in the self-help section for this particular twist.. ok... what's hot for today?? hmm... lets see.. do you trust people?? whoever they are..mm.. family..friends.. girlfriend(s).. boyfriend(s)..husband ..wife.. bff.. your neighbor..colleagues.. cheerleader teammate.. senior high prom king prom queen.. whatever and whoever... do you trust them?? well.. i just thought that trusting people is like sooo not pink.. old school and it just didn't exist.. well.. this should be my opinion.. it doesn't have to be yours anyway.. but its just what i feel and what i tend to write doesn't have to bother yours.. its ok to criticize what others think.. but since we are so free to say anything.. then.. this should be my call..haha..doesn't matter.. since the day i had this nightmare in my life of trusting people whom i cared and i loved.. i tend to just live my life alone.. well.. why do we have to trust whereby at the end of the day..all you receive is some chaotic disappointment.. right.. urmm..friends.. we do 'want' to trust them about everything that we talk about..our past..relationship..bad days..high school drama.. and whatever it is.. but somehow.. they are human too.. they talk about us and so do we.. so.. the tendency of giving a hole in your secret juicy box is quite open.. so.. live with it when everyone knows about it.. because the word trust shouldn't be in your dictionary.. and stop crying when the whole world knows about your geek ex-boyfriend just slept with your mum..because you can't just plaster the ceiling to cover everything... when it comes to boyfriend or your girlfriend.. please do remember that they are not yet 3-inches close to be your husband or your wife.. so.. what i can say is.. the chances of them to have triple polygamies network and extension are bigger than elephant.. then..what i can say is.. stop with the word 'trust'.. girls and guys.. they are just the same.. no more no less.. so be prepared of what's coming up.. all you can do is just smile with a floss stuck in your teeth and say "hey..i just caught my bf dating with my sister. how was that?.. cool huh.." or.. "my girlfriend just dump me because he met another guy in facebook".. yeahh.. we just don't know what's coming up in our life.. when we trust people especially the close one, inadvertently we just jeopardizing and risking ourself for the uncertain things.. by all means.. we just have to face the fact and the reality when all the shining things stop at one point.. there you go.. be careful of the one sitting next to you because one day you might noticed that they are playing games with you Chances is..you might win or you might lose. Play the game well my dear.

Love.me
xoxo

Gucci Chacha..

Me: what's my present gonna be like???

Faizal: hrm let's see u suka gucci or LV ?

Me: wuaaaa.. gucci should be better than LV. lol ... or channel would be marvellous XD XD(menggelabah cam haram demand poyo gile).

Faizal: gucci should b ok !!

Faizal.. i'm waiting... and i'm waiting.. and i'm waiting.. *dengan penuh kesabaran menunggu yang x tawu berapa tahun lamanya..lol..*

if you kasi this thing.. seriously i'm totally gonna freak out for real.. XD XD..
i am materialistic.. yes i do.. thanx faizal for making me becoming like more of it.. lol..

ok.. nak cakap one thing je..
my english is going nowhere.. its like i'm mixing those words in a wrong place and i just put it wherever i like.. i know you won't understand this.. this is because of uitm that i am becoming more nonsense every day.. because why.. it is because i always read books halfway.. thanks to myself.. ok ..time to polish up your gorgeous language.. eeeyyeeewww.. i bace pn i naek geli.. tah pape cam menggelabah.. ok. bye. nak tido.. *busuk sial page aku nih.*

Love.me
xoxo

14th November 08 it is..

Wuee.. well yesterday was my birthday (now already 12.25 a.m 15th november huh).. so when i woke up in the norning. there were like 10 text messages in my inbox.. so later after i had my shower, i replied those text and somehow it was like almost 11 something.. and... tibe-tibe.. i got a call.. and it was from shark.. "hey.. u buat ape ni.. happy birthday.. i kat nilai now.. jom lunch.. eh.. how to get to your house aa?? i lupe la".. and i pn like.."what?? nak lunch? now?? ohmy.. u nih.. asal x ckp awal2! aiyohh.. i dah la baru mandi.. turun bawah jumpe my mum pn x lg... haaa ok lah ok lah.. u taw x how to get here?" and he replied.."mm.tak.. haha..ala.. ur house dkt town area kan"... later he pn sampai.. since it was like time orang nk smyng jumaat.. we decided to lunch dekat golf clubhouse je la.. lol.. buat jahat betul kawan aku nih.. but anyway.. the food was actually not bad.. and i dah already full at that time.. later i got back.. layan cashmere mafia for an hour or two.. my mum called me.. "nurrrrrrrrrrr!!!.............happy birthday........!!!! mama lupe lah... sorry".. and i was like .."yea yea... thank you..." they totally forgot that it was my birthday that day.. my dad pagi tu.. he was like.."are you going to shah alam today?? siap2 nih nak pegi mane..??.. "i nak g kuar lunch jap.. my friend from his college..kat nilai..die ajak lunch together".. *seday kejap la because they terlupe.. but i kan x kesah.. so x kesah la jidnye.*.. about 4 or 5 my mum called.. "nur.. come.. makan".. so i pn turun.. tgk2 she made me pulut kuning and rendang.. and peach custard jelly... *since i x suke cake so thats why la die buat castard*...makan la dengan sekenyang-kenyangnye...at night.. my dad told me that my sister called.. ajak keluar makan.. so we headed to Bangsar Village II.. had our dinner at 'delicious'.. omg.. pack gile orng.. so full house man.. dunno la y so pack tibe2.. dah la hujan.. so we have to sit outside.. and there goes my first day of being 22 years old. :)



Love.me
xoxo

Memalukan lagi..

Haha.. i dah memalukan diri sendiri for xtawu yg ke berapa kali.. tadi pegi beli minyak (its supposed to be as 'isi minyak'-but i dah terbiase ckp like this).. and my bar ade 2 out of 6.. so i isi la 50 bucks.. supposed ok jerhh...(well.. by means -it is 'supposedly' to be ok!!) yang i ni bengap slalu dah 3 minggu x isi byk tuh (slalu isi 20 or 30 ajerh).. ni pasal ade my mum, claim la balek.. wuahahaha... then dengan kekonfidenan yang melampau i pun isi lah.. until at one time.. the nozzle stopped.. hmm. dengan kekonfidenan cam gaban.. i pn tekan la balik.. (the minyak continue to run into my car's fuel tank) then die stop lagi.. tekan stop tekan stop tekan stop.. sampai i macam wtf.. asyek kene tekan je.. bongok seyh this kiosk ...ok..xpelah.. tekan stop tekan stop je lah dengan muke yang x puas hatinye.. and.... tetibe datang this part.... .splassssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. wooooooopsssssssssss.. minyak tumpahhhhh.. holikrepp......(menggelabah cam beruk kat uitm punggah sampah cari makanan)... and everyone kat situ pandang i yang macam muke baru satu hari dapat keta and baru first time isi minyakk.... ohemgeeee...gile cam rasa x bertamadun kejap... i pun dengan kibut cam haram mencari button emergency stop yang naseb baek berfungsi dengan baek.. kalaw x leh tekan button tu..katelah i kena jerit panggil macha isi minyak tuhh.. and what i can do was.. mengetapkan gigi cam sengal pandang semue orang like nothing happened.. XD XD.. go asma go asma.. and my mum kat dalam keta of course la cm x tawu ape jadi.. and i bukak pintu.. my mum tanye..'asal tuh... tekan tekan nozzle banyak kali?'' i was like... "urmm.. minyak tumpah aa ma...".. my mum dengan mata die yang memandang slack pandang i.. mesti dalam hati die membebel kan.. "anak aku ni membazir duit je.. kan dah bazir 50 inggit aku.." and biaselah. dalam keta.. she non stop membebel about that minyak... " i pn nak defend myself nye pasal..i katelah..urmm "hari tu time minyak at 1.79.. ok je i isi 50 bucks at 2 bar.." and... my mum membebel lagih....aiyohhhh....skarang my car dah cam bawu minyak all over the place.. x ilang ilang... malu siot.. *naseb xde dak hensem kat situ-kalaw x mmg aa i terus amek and pakai shades dalam keta yang memang time tu tgh hujan xde matahari langsung ok*sheeeshhh.. *dengan muke baru bangun tidonye.. mata merah.. muke selebet ade line line kat mukenye.. baju burok.. suar pendek cam orang gaji..korang bayangkan la eh..*

Love.me
xoxo

Politics?? Hell no..

Yesterday.. my dad buat lawak time tengah makan..

Abah: Eh.korang masuk lah politik

Me: Politik? eeyyeww.. nak buat ape?

Abah: Boleh jadi kaya.

Me: Kaya eh?? (sambil mengunyah ayam masak sambal cili kicap ajinomoto-and mata pandang kat my kakak)

Abah: Pergi lah lawan rafidah aziz tu.

Me: Abah. nak lawan rafidah aziz ke? konfem la x kaya bah..

Abah: Haah eh. jadi kawan rafidah aziz la camtu.

Me: Ha.. pandai pun (sambil gelak-gelak).

Abah: Tapi.. kalaw lawan pun boleh jadi kaya jugak (sambil bercakap dengan gaya tanak kalah)

Me: (dalam hati.. pape je lah bah).. (your daughter is really sick with malaysian polotik)

Haiyohh.. kalaw cakap pasal politik mmg sampai bila2 non-stop.. erghh... fak fak fak..

Love.me
xoxo

Federer??..

Wuahhaaa.. roger federer coming to malaysia? again??? hurmm.. except that this year there will be no rafael nadal.. i remember the last time i pegi dekat stadium malawati.. wuahhh.. so excited.. i got eight complimentary tix from my brother's friend.. (luckily his dad is the secretary of sports's minister)kikiki...(couldn't be more excited if la if and only if andy roddick and justine henin-hardenne were here).. XD..they were my idol since before they became world no.1.. at that time.. roddick was like world no 8 or 9 and justine was on top 12.. i knew they were going to lead the board at one time.. and ... it happened man.. hawhaw.. so gila daym fanatic and jealous of mandy moore for dating him (and i just found out that he had a big butt dunno la got big boobs or not.. man boobs : moobs.. lol..) so.. x nak dah lah.. hahahahahahahaa.. lame me. :p... this time.. seriously out of money to even buy the tix.. so see you when i see you.. hihi.. perasan lagik.. btw. i caught this one too.. recognize who ;;p.. its deanna yusoff for sure.lol

Love.me
xoxo

Have a happy period..

Tak tak.. i'm not totally on period.. although my emotional fever is imbalance everyday.. *masuk rehab macam amy whinehouse*.tadekenemengena. this was taken in utusan malaysia tadi.. but.. kite cite bnde laen la eh.. XD..rofl.. mm.. macam mane nak jadi kaya eh.. erhh.. i have so many thing in my wishlist. but pokok pangkalnya.. i have to ftf that i am not anak datuk who can mintak dengan senang hatinye kat bapak die.. ' abah.. today i nak beli lamborghini sebijik..nak duit boley? ;;p' ok ke mcm tu. wuahh senangnye hidup i.. everyday dapat cash and every month dpt cash like 10000...*berangan kuat la awk nih* please aa please...but of course laa i am so like bermimpi yang tahpape je meraban tak habes2.. talking crap like full of shitt only.. mm. dah saving kuar balik duit. saving lagi.. kuar lagi duit.. aiyohhh.. bile nak bertamabah nih.. grrroooaarrrr... makin hari makin berkurang.. how how?? keje pn x membantu langsung (seriously not ok.. no kidding..) benci larh benci larhh... the nafsu untuk membeli is stonger than anything.. (make your mind clear pls).. sheeesshh..

haihh..tadi i went to kedai with my mum.. so i dah naek kereta and i waited for her in the car..
later i terperasan something.. 'mama.. you matched the wrong flip flop la..aiyoohh' and my mum was like..'MasyaAllah.. naseb baek nur perasan.. or else i'm going to embarrass myself for like dunno how many times d.' mama mama.. so funny sometimes.. boleh pakai slipar sebelah laen sebelah laen. sebelah putih and sebelah pink.. omg.. kaler pn dah laen obviously.. :)..

ok.. time to betulkan my fyp.. hurmmm.. asma.. please.. betulkan balek.. cepat.. or else u r not gonna graduate this year.. dah la memalukan diri sendiri dengan presentation yang tah pape.. tak masuk akal and sangat merapu.. haihh.. naseb baek ade 10 orang je dalam tu.. if like ade satu kuliah??? eeyyeeww omg.. tak tercapai akalku untuk imagine whats going to happen.

Love.me
xoxo

10 things secret revealed.

You really wanna know?? Nak ke? I je yang mengada nak letak kat sini.. itsokay.. Paling2 less than 10 people who are going to read this thing after all.. this is about me. about that 20 things i hate about you or whatever 10 things story is.. later i'll put it.. in some other day ok..:)

1. i hate flowers. its not that i hate God's creation ke ape.. bukan bukan.. tak langsung.. i mean.. ok2.. no offense whatsoever.. but i really really don't have the sense of a flower girl.. mm.. bukan ape.. i feel that bunga later mati.. so cam kesian je.. (padehal seriously tu bukan reason die- tipu gile weyh)..

2. before i go to bed. i will go to my kitchen and bancuh sirap. supposed to happen everyday.. but since i ade kat shah alam and there is no sirap.. tu i jadi makin x betul.. but its my everyday routine of having sirap every night.. wuahahaah. addicted man.
3. i cannot sleep when i drink teh ais.. i pn tataw asal.. but nescafe ok la (actually tak jugak. but xde lah x leh tido. its just that when i take a single sip.. terus2 sakit perut.. holikrep) the pengangan teh ais mamak kot i dunno la why i x leh tido.

mane2 je i amek gmbr ni.. thanx to the souce of the picture. wuahaha

4. i love shopping alone. i love to go shopping alone seriously.. pasal ape? pasal xde orang nak komen2 ape yg i suke and what i don't.. lagi satu, i can go wherever i want.. tak yah nak tunggu2 orang laen.. if ade orang laen.. jap g die yg banyak songeh.. nak balik lah.. nak makan lah.. nak g sini lah.. nak g situ lahh. haa. jap g i yang rimas.. baek x payah bawak orang.. thats better.. kan kan kan..

5. i hate cartoons..(except pokemon) i really hate cartoons.. why oh why.. apesal aa.. dunno la.. i just hate them.. suruh la i g tgk finding nemo ke.. madagascar ke.. urmm.. shrek ke.. whatever la.. i takkan tgk kat wayang.. but if dah terpampang kat tv.. i'll take like 30 minutes to accept those cartoons.. tu pn if i terasa nk layan.. its not like die x best di mata i or what.. actually ok je.. but tendency for me to layan cartoons sangat lah xde.. seriously under par.. wuahahaha.

6. i love to see guys with baju melayu with sampin and songkok(ohmygod.. shyyyyyy.. .sheeeshhhh.) but omg.. can tercabar iman.. lol. hawt weyhh.. (for diorng yng i rase pakai lawa la- xde la semua-but mostly la).. dunno aa.. but so sweet la.. alalalala. (syok shendiri syiallll).. lol.. xpe eh xpe eh.. *wink*

amek dak kecik nye dah aa..dak besar kang ade lak yang jeles.. ni malas nih.. *perasan buduh*

7. i can be very patient in jam. but not slow driver.. hahaa.. kalaw jam kan.. x terasa nak marah pn. walaupun maki hamun sket la.. tp.. i just can't stand slow driver driving in fast last.. ohmy.. seriousyit x leh handle.

8. i cried when mika hakkinen lost to micheal schumacher.. ermm.. saiko ke? but.. i just..erghh.. (pehal nih).. alaa. tak tawu aa asal.. when i love them.. i love with all my soul (poyo taklehblah cam gaban) tapi tu aa cite klaka die. same goes to leeds when they drop to second division.. syaittt.. thats why i took 5 years to choose another epl team.. deym.

9. when i am so disappointed, i can listen to one song again and again for the whole day and even for the whole week.. (tu kekecewaan tahap melampaui batasan syariah. ...apakah?). hawhawhaw.. (this is so totally gonna make me sound really tak betul. mesti korang tanak dekat ngan i kan..)hahahaha.. naseb aa korang. blah aa weyh.

10. i hate to go to crowded places.. hmm.. new year celebrations.. merdeka eve.. whatever la.. erghh .. i'm totally allergic.. eee.. serabut serabut.. dunno how u guys can stand.. hisy.. dok rumah la weyh. (poyo menggelabah).. but its the fact that i don't like to go to tempat2 yg ramai orang.. hmm.. aduyai.. so like.. eeyeeewwww. (summer robert's style in o.c) hahaha..

Love.me
xoxo

Is Yoga haram?

Yoga haram meh?? MasyaAllah.. so kena buang aa buku2 yoga kat rumah ni? macam tu ke eh.. nanti yoga mat tu i plan nak jadi alas kaki kat pintu toilet.. ok ke? mm or boleh dijadikan alas kalaw nak picnic ke ape.. boley jugak kan. dont u think so? ahha.. but i guess kan.. i la.. if i kan.. i rase.. i did yoga x bace pn all the wordings inside. tgk gambar and i ikut how it is done.. thats it.. its not like i practice the whole book and remember what the elements are... chakras and asanas and stuff.. then how now brown cow??.. pelik lah.. but i seriously dunno the hukum.. but if it is haram.. then (still memikirkan what makes it haram) i pn xtawu.. haahaha.. (sisters.. u girls have to stop your yoga class for sure).. no more yoga practices every week. (and you have to lupakan your dream to open your yoga zone business) tak dapat nak tolong.. your yoga mat will soon be disappeared. akawaka.. whatever it is kan korang... majulah sukan untuk negara.. live a healthy lifestyle.. jangan asyek minum coke je. lol ( eh jangan terasa sape2-kidding je).

Minuman Milo susu UHT

Actually xde kena mengena pn ngan title tu. but xtawu nak letak ape.. just now ade advert Geng Bas Sekolah kat astro ria.. so i heard this when i was writing the blog.. amek je aa title tu.. mesti cam korang pelik kan.. wuaha..the other day i baru je borak borak with kema n faryd about susu UHT.. U know why, remember when you used to be a student in primary, we used to have these days where there will be lori milo datang skolah and each and every student have to beratur according to their classes and take a cup of milo. and sometimes we have to isi borang today and esok bawak the borang together with the money.. nak order susu cekelat UHT.. or vitagen or whatever la.. so cute la those moments.. haihh..rindu pulak..primary school days was so fun eventhough the teachers are so garang.. done with susu uht .

Hari ni saya sangat bersyukur. nak tawu kenapa? sebab.. saye rase.... saye rase... saye diberi pilihan kedua.. its not easy to get second chance when you thought u already lost everything right.. mm.. only i myself know what i've been through these days. i think i could barely feel i'm walking.. terasa like i was lost at one moment.. and i don't know where to go.. nak lari dari rumah pn macam x reasonable langsung.. pehal emo lebih ni kan. tapi memang emotional moment pn kowt.. hahaa.. ok abaikan pls this part.. memalukan diri sendiri kejap.. xpelah.. its not like i am hannah montana who have loads of fans kan. biarlah.. you yourself dont know who i am.. right right..:) nak g lari shopping shopping.. i sedar i mmg xberduit.. lol.. nak g swimming.. i x bawak baju.. nak ape lagi.. hmm. nak pegi training sparing.. semue orang tgh exam. gile ape.. nak dating pn x tawu ngan sape.. hahaha.. nak g makan.. x lalu pulak.. nak berangan.. x sempat.. (sempat aa sket2).. mm.. k k. enaf asma.. please lah.. u always memalukan diri sendiri.. tapi.. tapi.. eh. (tetibe teringat sesuatu).. (sambil menggerakkan cursor ke tarikh dan jam berdekatan) e eh. dah 12 november la rakan rakan.. x lame lagi.. x lame lagi.. x lame lagi kan kawan kawan.. XD
hahahaa.mesti korang ingat i x betul kan.. kepada sesiape yg telah mengenali diri ini, die akan memahami diri ini yang telah penuh dengan ke-weng-ness. time yang paling sesaui bermula dari pukul 12 tengah hari.. pada waktu itulah berlaku kejadian sinderella hilang kasut sebelahnya sewaktu berlari lari di taman.. ni lah kesudahannya.. nantikan episod baru Ninja Turtle esok.. bye kawan kawan.

Love.me
xoxo.

You are part of it.

My moviemate is no longer available in Malaysia. Thanx to Muhibbah Enginnering that he is already in Qatar. Hmm.. Sape nak teman tgk movie nih. *Dalam keadaan tak bermaya and mata lebam lebam pasal tak cukup tido and i cried a lot.lol.* I know that my appearance always comot di mata korang. but i don't care because you don't have to look gorgaz everyday huh. People get bored. XD. harhar..Mm.. in sober times, all you need is movie time. go archery. paintball or maybe go to driving range. or whatever that suits your feeling to make it feel better.*Not fishing la-test my patient sudah-jangan jangan*. Since you are no longer here, i really lost the one that i can really talk to. Its you that understand all of the situation in my complicated life and yours. I really missed those 'big-apple' and 'j.co' time. And.. and.. watching movies right after your office hour.. talking crap and you with an over-expressive emotional time tgh tgk movie kan..I know that you are always gonna be my best friend. Since you dah menghilang beratus ribu batu jauhnye.. i need to find a bait.*wink*. naahh..*tak berniat nak make it sound different or what ok* alaaaaaaaaa...
juwea! balek arhhh. bosan douhhhh. bulan 4 lambat lagih.. aduuhhhhh. time tu i guess u dah cam stranger dah. hahaha.. with kulit dah gelap (anak cine dah masuk arab.. ape jadi ah) hahahaha.
and my girlfren pulak dah ade boyfren.. so kekonfeman yang agak menonjol i a bit left out.. hahahaha.. loser ke. tak kan. luckyly i have my other friends. But this friends come in season. kejap lepak ngan orang ni for like so long.. and later have another group plak... then come back to the old people... and it goes and on and on.. but the most importantly.. i have my mama and abah.. and my kakaks yang very understanding.. and also my little brother whom soon i gonna meet you ok..(wait for me there) and not forgetting my two shining fluffy cats. bob and baby.. you guys and (my frens including you) is the best thing that have ever happened ok.. you know it and so do i..

sisterhood of the traveling pants

aman egghead

fluffy baby

bob yang mengada -ngada

juwea ! its you.lol

and lin. now its getting harder to get you. *sigh*

Love.me
xoxo

Miracle is an uncertain hope..

Dear diary,

It is an obviously the hardest moment to draw an inch of a smile at the very bit until god knows when. Miracle do happen. But in times, it just lay hope in a bare land in the heart without anyone could touch it. The uncertainty always keeps the pioneer soul in pain. Should the courage moves on until it becomes an unbreakable bond that can bend over and over times. For what may comes and just came past by me was and will be a beautiful story of the journey in life that i will tell to others and to keep the memories in mind.. It stops and it goes. But i know, there lives some faith and dignity for me to keep staying strong. I know that when He granted my prayers, I know that He loves me. And when He delayed mine, I know that He is testing me to hold onto Him. But when He didn't granted any of them, I know that He is planning something better for my life. And because of that, i know that He is always there to help me to improve things and to keep believing in Him that His love is more than His antipathy. Right now, i'm putting my words together so that i can stand in front of my parents and without crying which i know is the most impossible thing on earth and tell them that i just let them down..

Sober..

Thank you mama and abah for everything.. I couldn't have imagine life right now without both of you. Things had been so difficult these days. Although i am not your most proudest kiddo yet i guess i am always the want who willing to fix things up upon everything.. I know that i always burden you with my problems as well as being so rude and i lied a lot since small.. but your phone call tonight make me realize that i just failed being the one you wanted. always does.. and i know i couldn't be better. but you are so much greater than a high gift would do. you both are my proudest moment in my life..your prayers are always my idol in heaven.

P.S: And if having this is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because i wouldn't give it back for the world.

Love.me
xoxo

Ahha..Monday.Thats right..

Isnin. isnin ni. minggu depan.. so. that means lagi brape hari?? mm.. i'm not waiting for something sparkling and surprise birthday bash eh.. its not partee buih either.. shheessshh.. its my unlucky thesis presentation day man!!!! wuarghh.. depressing betul! piff piff piff.. sangat scarymaryscarymovie. *Gatal sangat hantar borang present awal2* tak sedar diri keje x siap lagi.. haihh..Dah la ingat hari selasa.. aiyok.. and other people seems to have theirs on the following week.. wtf??? if ok x pelah.. if x ok???... seriously crossing my finger.. *sambung keje buat bibliography and references* T.T :( *i really need some help and motivation*.. depressss siyowt.

Love.me
xoxo

Two days left.

Eh..sempat gih kan.. lol..just dropping by to put my unadorable and unbreakable womanizer behaviour in achieving a better lifestyle.. yadda yadda.. borrringgg!!!!. yeahh yesterday sempat hang out with bobo or penyek.. hurmm pity him but it was so fun to ride in his car yang baru 2 hari dapat road tax since 2006. wth man.. siap bley ckp lg.. ' i bawak keta ni macam siput u know.. have to like pandang everywhere and slow2 bawak' lucky him never got caught or else i'll be seeing and waving him from far away when he's in the shining lokap.. wuah.. macam ni lah kawan right.. lol. borak punye borak dkt ttdi, die cakap bising pulak tmpt tu.. dunno what name la de kedai makan.. later we hang out kat mcd seksyen also dunno where..*this is me.. this is me.. sambil menyanyikan lagu demi lovato dengan girangnye* i pn dengan tabahnya and focus with all my attention yg unintentionally terslip sometimes tengokkan kekacakan jejaka2 yg sampai dengan kereta2 mewah.. okeh..ni exaggerate lebih.. abaikan pls.. dengar punye dengar love story die, i pn smpai dunno what to say.. sedih la jugak since he have this sensitive feeling.. sorry bo i cakap kat sini.. lol.. but i just wish that u'll be great in everything.. just choose the right one huh.. jgn jadi mcm i. always make the wrong decision.. seday ark seday ark.. and u gonna be a good pilot for real.. aa tunggu la bulan 2 nnti i nak paw duit u. hahahahaa.. mentang2 gaji pilot dah mencecah 10k.. x leh jadik ni..jeles jeles XD.. mm..

Love.me
xoxo

Kenot go.

Tired as in penat and tak larat termasuk juga pathetic me plus plus i am sooooooo gonna collapse after this. Yaikcsss.. Okey.. i only have twisties lurve for the whole day.. wuahh. ni memang pecah record album. and.. campur sket la kinder bueno and yogurt drink ape name tah tak hingat lah. couldn't remember anything dah.. i kan ade this short-term memory lost. so.. i dun feel like offended.. apakah? :D .. *teringat this 10 second tom in 50 first date movie-ohmy that movie sangat adorable and also have a sedih moment. tacing sket aa.* overall thingy makes me like wanna vommit a green larva and seaweed.. tak logic pun xpe la.. wanna give like an impak maksima sound.. aiyooo.. day by day my kepala really senget d. the earth rotation pn still stable then mine pasal senget sket je.. i am totally lost in the middle of my cupcakes.. *eh..tetibe teringat cupcakes wondermilk lak..* eventhough i'm soo not cakes lover.. seriousshaitt.. boley kan people buy me cakes for my birthday and out of all the big cakes and the total slices yg dah potong. i amek satu je.... SATU JE. SATU ONE ICHI BAN.. LOL. and yet and yet and yet,.. i makan 2 sepoon ony.. 2 due sudu man.. aiyoo.. how horrible.. i am so totally sangat la allergiss kepada kek kek di dunia. cupcakes ok la.. not so big kan.. suap 1 mulut dah habes.. allaaa.. ade tak orang yang baik hati dan sudi membuat kerja kerja baik pulih saya??? dan tesis saye yang makin hari makin mencacat?? i am practically couldn't care less about this... aiyokk.. kepenatan yang kenot go like merry go round. kk.sambung later.. (jap g 4 jam tulis blog g).. dah memang kenot kontrol dah kebencian and my hatred towards this thing.

Love.me
xoxo

Kekeringan to the mankind level..

Yeay.. *apehal lak. memang got some relation please with the above statement. except just ignore that to the mankind level.. sendiri pun x paham. jangan tanye ape ape memang xde kesudahan. wuahahaha.. Ok.. berat badan 10 hari lalu bersamaan dengan kurang 100 pound. mungkin 95 pound.. kire aa dalam kg.. 43kg aa. pound tu mmg agak lari sket accuracy.. tp xpe.. x yah betulkan.. i can betulkan myself.. sheeshh.. i know la..gile jap.. ok xpe.. 10 hari kemudian 41kg mungkin.. eh betul lah.. x tipu.. the achievement i had achieved in a year or a year plus.. hahahaa.. it will somehow drop to 35 kg by the end of November.. ohmy.. kejam gile dunia. x kesian kat i. mentang2 Barrack Obama da jadi President. I ni kebulur nak masuk umah putih tak tahu berapa tingkat tu.. Aaaaaa??? ape nih. ade la kena mengena sket with the kebulur word right.. akawaka.. hurmm this week only or plus the week before.. yg pasti as i am sure. started from the final minute i jump ke bawah dari exam hall. haa?? kate power puff curry puff.. xpe xpelah.. abaikan.. the minute from there, that day i makan kfc. ok lah. normal untuk para homosapien yang masih wujud kecuali kat negara bosnia.. ade ke kfc.. xde kot. update me if ade. hahahaa.. x yah la.. giler kesian.. xde life nk update pasal location kfc.. but... but.. but... but u know... from what i heard from my kebab man.. which is my brother.. (nanti i cite asal i pnggil die kebab) in france got kfc halal ok.. *jakun please* sorry la. i baru taw.. wuahahahaha... ok2 back to my story.. the next day pulak .. makan makanan sejenis die which is my most faveret makanan cepat... mackdi.. yeehhaaa.. nak order banyak2 x mampu kan.. kire ok la dpt mkn mr. ba da ba ba baaaa.. (dengan bunyi slang lagu dalam iklan mcd dlm tv tu) akawaka.. later later. that means keesokan harinye.. dengan ke-stress-san tahap melampaui jarak ISS dari bumi, i just ate burger ramlee for dinner.. satu pulak tu.. gile saving minah ni.. satu hari 2.50 je makan.. huiyoo.. xpe aa. ganti hr before2 that right that i spend for kfmek... wuahahaaa... semakin hari semakin rindu.. apehall. orng nk ckp semakin hari semakin ringan yet at the same time pembuncitan perut masih berlaku.. yes.! i know buncit is sexy and charming like when i kiss a dead frog it will smile back to me.. hoi.. merepek nih.. seday nye tiap2 hari macam ni....!!!!!! sak to the fak. ape lak bunyi to.. lol.. xpe2 biar ajos.. mm.. boring nyerrrrrr... mama.. i need to go back home.. i miss your sambal daging plus ayam masak merah plus spaghetti goreng.. wuuuu.. dah la td rush g ofis my dad. just to carik folder apetah and buat surat utk jkr wtf. adoy. *anak sape ni. mengeluh cam kwaja eh. ingat sket budi ibu bapa* and then... and then.. and then lagi.... grrr.. ok2.. i was waiting for my fuel money.. pasal i dah topup like dunno how much.. tapi.. tapi.. *dengan menangis di dalam hati, crying with all my soul quietly inside my heart* wuahaha.. waiting patiently and slow-mo-ly walk through the main door just hoping that mama will call me...'nur.........duit minyak ade??'.... but.... xde pown.... hampeh.. syaitttt.. xpelah.. gune la baki2 yg ade dalam bank.. seday jap.. dah la td. bluunis take my money.. bayar product ni product tu.. haa.. i pn cam sengal gi layan diorng yang mengkonvinsingkan tuh.. kwaja kwaja kwaja nyerhhhh.fak.. nemind la.. bukan ade orng dengar pn membebel byk2.. kk.. nak buat keje.. tadaa n tataa.. boom *hilang cam aladdin* XD XD XD

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Yadda yadda yadda..

Ok ape nak tulis ni..Mm. Sangat bosan ok.. Kerja x boley nak proceed pasal x reti nk buat.. bley x.. Malas yet i'm getting like more rajen everyday.. just because of this disturbing yet fascinating work to deal with.. ape nih.. kejap.. *nak salahkan uitm*. pasal ape?? ok.. firstly pasal course ni yang sangat x membantu especially people like me (sape suruh continue kan) lol,. dah la bende sume nak canggih lebih. pastu computer nak rem gb sume nak power2. wey.. ingat orang ade duit banyak sponsor by sugar yet not-fat-free daddy ke.. kalaw suruh ayah pin yg bini empat tu sponsor pn mmg x dapat..wtf.dah lari konfem.. pakai software pn nak yg paling mahal. adoy.. please la.. pastu ajar orng pakai illegal thing kan.. omg.. ye la. nk download dalm pc sekor2 nak gali duit kat mane.. haa pastu mula aa x leh nk install aa ade error aa. satu keje lak kan nak suruh orang format balik pc berkali duekali 10 kali..haa kalaw orng x reti format mcm i nih. 10 kali 50 inggit dah berapa nih.. aa kire sendiri.. tu untuk satu subjek. len subjek len software.pastu ade yng smpai 3 software nk pakai skali. mapinfo erdas arcgis aa arccatalog aa sume lah..autocad lagi..haa bukak la smpai full menu tab kat bawah tu..last2 pc jam.. haa mmg satu pc tu custom made sendiri untuk kegunaan pelajaran di universiti. kalaw dpt laptop free fully installed sume kan sng. haa x payah cam orng gile nk install (yg kadang2 cm bangang haf to install smpai 5 kali just because of slipped thru some of the cara-cara yg pnjg lebar amek masa smpai 2 hari pn x siap.. ye ke? ade ok!ni pasal tesis x siap aa ni mengomel kat sini. dah tu xreti nak buat awal2..ingt leh jadi prison break aa kan.. pecah masuk bilik lecturer kol 4 pagi pastu tanda kat kertas die. dak ni dah viva.. mmg konfem hebat tesis die.. mmg kalah powerpuff girl..
aa..kk.dah dah.. serabut jap.. c'mon aa.. hell yeahh.. this is not my dream after all.. xde passion gile buat bende yg cm x masuk dalam jiwa ok. seriously jiwa kacaw. whatever la.. dalam pada itu.. as if like ..if m going to have my dl.. jangan terpedaya with the dl ok.. dl in other way we call it as degree lanjutan.. haa.. glameres pe panggil dl.. konfem orang laen ingt deans list kan.. palehotakdiemeleleh x dapat aa.. dl untuk orang orang yg cm of course la bukan mcm i..
Mak aii.. panjang pulak boring2 ni..akawaka.. Eh lupe nak cite.. haha.. sambung balik wey.. aa kalaw la dpt dl pn.. its just the same kan.. after all im nnot going to spare my life working with this thing.. ohmy god.kalaw dpt interview pn.. mmg i akan memalukan uitm.. bukan sengaja ok.. but its the fact that i dont know the fact.. wth.. okeh.. ni dah bunyi loser. eeyeeewww.. ye arhh.. scale pn x pas2 gih.. mangkuk pijar pe.. i think dak2 sem 1 pn cam lagi bertamadun dari 1 yg cam suam-suam je. spartans rule! apehal lak.. tapasalpasal.. bia ah.. mmg dah ngok ngek kepala senget.Back to what im doing now.. mm.. sometimes i felt a bit menyesal pasal x tukar course.. ohmy.. but i knew that there's always reason for this.. ye arr.. sem 1 berlagak tak hengat.. study cam poyo x leh blah. tiap2 hari tu.. ajajaja.. ingt nk tukar course nye pasal.. but tetibe cm best.. tp skrng.. mmg plng x best.. lecturer tiap2 sem muke tak tumpah seperti 5 tahun sebelumnya.. ape ni.. x tawullah betul ke x.. but.but.. wey..asyek tgk muke same je.. adoy.. bosan wey.. 1st sem ok la ade mood nk stdy.. yg sekelian alam tu mmg x tercapai akalku untuk mempoyokan diri meng-study tiap tiap hari.. dah2.. perlu dilakukan isyak sebelum pukul 5.30 pagi muncul.. jap g doa mintak maaf balik.. i'm sorry for what i said earlier.. please forgive me. lol.. menggelabah!.:p

Okeng. masuk tido please.. kite bukan remaja sangat nak tido lmbt2. lagi skali.. x nk sebut dah that word ..p***..lol..laflaflaf.

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xoxo

If I were a boy.

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.


If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed


If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home


It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong


But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed

But you’re just a boy..

by.
Beyonce Knowles

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Second November..

Today..
Second November ok.. :)
I supposed to love every November that comes a year.
But..
This year..
I guess, there is no reason for me to be happy and goofying like usual times..
Instead..
I saw my face become more grumpy and grumpier every day..
Although i just finished both of my final papers..
Yet..
I still have my fyp to think about..
Right..
FYP!!!!
Hurmm..
Why all my sisters never have to go through all this??
And..
They are so lucky..
That they have better jobs than i guess i will ever get..
Maybe..
Because i'm the fourth kiddos..
Chop suey..
Tsk tsk..
Lol.

Wuaaaaa..
Sometimes..
I felt that life isn't fair..
It was never His fault..
But i always blame myself for everything..
But i'll pray..
That i'll be a better person..
Some day..

Love.me
xoxo