Dear diary,
It is an obviously the hardest moment to draw an inch of a smile at the very bit until god knows when. Miracle do happen. But in times, it just lay hope in a bare land in the heart without anyone could touch it. The uncertainty always keeps the pioneer soul in pain. Should the courage moves on until it becomes an unbreakable bond that can bend over and over times. For what may comes and just came past by me was and will be a beautiful story of the journey in life that i will tell to others and to keep the memories in mind.. It stops and it goes. But i know, there lives some faith and dignity for me to keep staying strong. I know that when He granted my prayers, I know that He loves me. And when He delayed mine, I know that He is testing me to hold onto Him. But when He didn't granted any of them, I know that He is planning something better for my life. And because of that, i know that He is always there to help me to improve things and to keep believing in Him that His love is more than His antipathy. Right now, i'm putting my words together so that i can stand in front of my parents and without crying which i know is the most impossible thing on earth and tell them that i just let them down..
It is an obviously the hardest moment to draw an inch of a smile at the very bit until god knows when. Miracle do happen. But in times, it just lay hope in a bare land in the heart without anyone could touch it. The uncertainty always keeps the pioneer soul in pain. Should the courage moves on until it becomes an unbreakable bond that can bend over and over times. For what may comes and just came past by me was and will be a beautiful story of the journey in life that i will tell to others and to keep the memories in mind.. It stops and it goes. But i know, there lives some faith and dignity for me to keep staying strong. I know that when He granted my prayers, I know that He loves me. And when He delayed mine, I know that He is testing me to hold onto Him. But when He didn't granted any of them, I know that He is planning something better for my life. And because of that, i know that He is always there to help me to improve things and to keep believing in Him that His love is more than His antipathy. Right now, i'm putting my words together so that i can stand in front of my parents and without crying which i know is the most impossible thing on earth and tell them that i just let them down..
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