Me and the new pink..

Right..don't bother about those title because it is totally out of it..you should by now noticed this...*bigggg yawwwwwnnnn* boring!!!...cashmere mafia right on top for the whole night.. except that at 11 plus plus.. i headed to Pak Li's thanks to huzai and ajim for coming down..as i only got those siren singing 10 minutes before you guys arrived.. mm.. and seems that most of us didn't ride back home after those finals because there are loads of 'me' still hanging themselves at those kopitiams.. haha.. cliche.. tanak balek rumah tapi dah habes exam...in other words.. *lets celebrate whats not and whats hot*.. eh bukan i for sure.. XD laugh out loud... soooo... rock..paper..scissors..shoot.. did i win?? hurmm. nih pasal bosan sangat and bengs to the max that i didn't know what to write but at the same time.. i am so officially stressed out.. there is nothing in the self-help section for this particular twist.. ok... what's hot for today?? hmm... lets see.. do you trust people?? whoever they are..mm.. family..friends.. girlfriend(s).. boyfriend(s)..husband ..wife.. bff.. your neighbor..colleagues.. cheerleader teammate.. senior high prom king prom queen.. whatever and whoever... do you trust them?? well.. i just thought that trusting people is like sooo not pink.. old school and it just didn't exist.. well.. this should be my opinion.. it doesn't have to be yours anyway.. but its just what i feel and what i tend to write doesn't have to bother yours.. its ok to criticize what others think.. but since we are so free to say anything.. then.. this should be my call..haha..doesn't matter.. since the day i had this nightmare in my life of trusting people whom i cared and i loved.. i tend to just live my life alone.. well.. why do we have to trust whereby at the end of the day..all you receive is some chaotic disappointment.. right.. urmm..friends.. we do 'want' to trust them about everything that we talk about..our past..relationship..bad days..high school drama.. and whatever it is.. but somehow.. they are human too.. they talk about us and so do we.. so.. the tendency of giving a hole in your secret juicy box is quite open.. so.. live with it when everyone knows about it.. because the word trust shouldn't be in your dictionary.. and stop crying when the whole world knows about your geek ex-boyfriend just slept with your mum..because you can't just plaster the ceiling to cover everything... when it comes to boyfriend or your girlfriend.. please do remember that they are not yet 3-inches close to be your husband or your wife.. so.. what i can say is.. the chances of them to have triple polygamies network and extension are bigger than elephant.. then..what i can say is.. stop with the word 'trust'.. girls and guys.. they are just the same.. no more no less.. so be prepared of what's coming up.. all you can do is just smile with a floss stuck in your teeth and say "hey..i just caught my bf dating with my sister. how was that?.. cool huh.." or.. "my girlfriend just dump me because he met another guy in facebook".. yeahh.. we just don't know what's coming up in our life.. when we trust people especially the close one, inadvertently we just jeopardizing and risking ourself for the uncertain things.. by all means.. we just have to face the fact and the reality when all the shining things stop at one point.. there you go.. be careful of the one sitting next to you because one day you might noticed that they are playing games with you Chances is..you might win or you might lose. Play the game well my dear.

Love.me
xoxo