Second November..

Today..
Second November ok.. :)
I supposed to love every November that comes a year.
But..
This year..
I guess, there is no reason for me to be happy and goofying like usual times..
Instead..
I saw my face become more grumpy and grumpier every day..
Although i just finished both of my final papers..
Yet..
I still have my fyp to think about..
Right..
FYP!!!!
Hurmm..
Why all my sisters never have to go through all this??
And..
They are so lucky..
That they have better jobs than i guess i will ever get..
Maybe..
Because i'm the fourth kiddos..
Chop suey..
Tsk tsk..
Lol.

Wuaaaaa..
Sometimes..
I felt that life isn't fair..
It was never His fault..
But i always blame myself for everything..
But i'll pray..
That i'll be a better person..
Some day..

Love.me
xoxo